October 1, 2006
Dear Diary,
I'm giving up. I can't go through with this twisted world of mine. Josh doesn't like me, he likes Yasmin and was just using me. I'm going back to colored clothes and with my friends and the magazine. Well, only if they haven't replaced me with Dana yet. Dylan's been really nice to me lately and I'm starting to see that he really cares for me. Sasha seems jealous though…But when I'm with Dill it's normal and I can be myself…I can't believe this is happening to me! I want this to stop! Josh and Yasmin, apparently are already going out! That's what "Cameron" says anyway…I don't like this. Grrrr. The tweevils even want me back on the magazine because I talked to them yesterday night at the club in London. (they're following me)I really don't feel like writing to you any more…Tomorrow will be my last entry forever. Then I will start a new life except it's a life I've already had but anyway that's what's going to happen! Bye -Jade
