DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE DEGRASSI CHARACTERS.
((This is the last bit from the original story. It is some of my worst writing and worst story lines. I hate it. But here it is.))
Right,
now let me define beach party. Keg, bar, stereo and lots of people.
Sean
and Ellie had disappeared in the crowd. Jay went and found Alex
sitting away from the party. He sat on the sand next to her.
"Hey."
"Hey."
She threw the empty cup into the water in front of her.
"Alex,
I'm sorry."
"Why,
Jay?"
"I
don't know."
"No,
there has to be a reason."
"It
was a mistake."
"That
would be fine if she was the only one. But she isn't is she?"
"It
didn't mean anything to me."
"There
is a word for you. Serial cheater. You know like serial killer. You
can never stop."
"Alex
when will you trust me enough to believe that I've changed?" She
turned to look at him. He saw that her eyes were red.
"I
don't know if I can, Jay. My whole life has been one trust issue
after another. Gaining my trust is so hard, but you managed it.
Regaining my trust after destroying it is almost impossible."
"Alex--"
"No.
Just stop making excuses already. I'm trying to picture the situation
if I had never gotten pregnant. I'd still be oblivious to your
fucking stupidity."
She
got up and walked unsteadily back to the party. He grabbed her jacket
and chased after her. By the time he had found her in the crowd she
had already had another drink in her hand. She pushed him away and
kept drinking.
She
kept walking at the edge of the water. He followed her because the
inevitable was going to happen. What do wasted people do best? Yeah
pass out. She sat(fell) to the wet sand. The tide was coming in
around her feet but she didn't care. He sat down behind her and put
her jacket around her shoulders.
"I
can't do it anymore Jay. I can't deal with it."
"What?"
"You,
us. There is too much drama. There is more pain than good. It hurts
too much." She paused for a long time. "What the hell
happened to us anyway? I'm not imagining it right-I mean it wasn't
always this messed up."
"Its
been almost been two years..."
"I
don't even remember that." She leaned back and her head fell
into his chest comfortably. He instinctively wrapped his arms over
hers. "I think we've been together so long we just don't know
anything else."
"Despite
all the shit I put you through I do love you, Alex."
Alex
woke up but didn't move. She was in Ellie's apartment. It was dark
and her vision was blurry. She was laying on the couch with her head
resting in Jay's lap. She got up and saw clock that told her it was
only 7:30 in the morning. Jay looked at her.
"Hey."
"Hi."
"Uh
you passed out on the beach. I brought you back."
"How
wasted was I?"
"I've
seen worse. I've been worse, too. Are you okay?"
"Yeah."
She brushed her hair out of her face. "Where's Ellie?"
"She
stayed with Sean."
"Oh...What
time did we get here?" Jay got off the couch and stretched.
"Like
4:30." He looked towards the door anxiously. "I'm gonna go
outside for a second."
"Are
you okay, Jay?" He grabbed his jacket.
"Yeah,
I'm fine. There's some medicine on the table for you. I'll be back in
a minute." He went outside and shut the door behind him.
Alex
quickly drank the pills, grabbed her own jacket and followed Jay
outside. He was sitting on the step smoking a cigarette. She quietly
walked over to him and sat down.
"I
didn't know you smoked. I hear it makes kissing kind of nasty"
"I
don't really."
"Well
then why are you doing it right now?"
"I
only do it when I'm stressed out."
"I
stress you out that bad?"
"Not
you." He exhaled and dropped it to the floor, steping on it as
he spoke. "Just life itself."
"How
long have you done this for?"
"Not
sure. Maybe three months or something."
"Why
did you hide it from me?"
"To
avoid this exact conversation." They both stopped for a while.
"You meant it when you said you wanted us to be over didn't
you?"
"No.
I was drunk and pissed off. I said a lot of things." Jay pulled
the the pack out of his pocket. "Hey. Listen. I don't want
things to end with us. So that means..." She took the pack from
his hand. "if you're gonna be kissing me, you won't be smoking."
She smiled slyly and he smiled back. Alex put her hands around his
neck and pulled Jay in for a long sweet kiss. She pulled away with a
disorted look on her face.
"What?"
"Its
really does taste gross."
((Like I said, that's it. I'm sorry it's over. I wrote this over a year ago and yeah it was interesting. But now all the stuff that has been revealed about Alex and Jay, especially Alex, the whole lesbian thing and whatever, it's just pointless. Thank you for the few of you who reviewed. Thank you for everyone at Degrassi.tv who supported me especially Audrey.
One thing I wanted to say though. Yeah I know quite easy to come up with a name from parents names hence Alexander Jayson. I've already seen three variations, not just on but other places too. But if I see it spelled that way, or having Alex and Jay's child called "A.J.", I'm going to need to report whoever the author is for stealing original work, unless you can prove you wrote it before August 2005. I hate to be the big bad bitch of the east, but the one thing the gets to me if people stealing my stuff. Please and thank you.
Umm on that somber note, I declare this story complete
