He threw up on me. That bastard nearly killed himself to cure me of a fate I had long ago accepted. Then, when he was finally awake, after two days of unconsciousness, the first thing he did was throw up on me. Then he decided that he didn't know who Hakkai was, but he did know who I was. Why? Why did he know who I was, and not his healer? What was wrong with his memory? Would it come back? Or would he never remember who he was and what had happened to him? And why didn't he talk to me? Could he talk? What if that was the brain damage?

All these if's and what's and why's. I hated questions like that. I had to know how my monkey was doing. As I was about to leave the kitchen, Hakkai entered. He had a sad smile on his face.

"How is he?" Gojyo asked the question that I wanted answered.

"His memory seems to be returning, he seems to just need a little reminder every so often." The healer answered, looking at me as though I asked the question.

"That's good. But what about his voice?" I asked.

"What's wrong with his voice? Is Goku unable to talk? That makes a change." I could have shot him.

"He is unable to talk. I don't know if it's pertinent or not."

"So what are you doing down here? You should be with Goku, trying to heal him!" At this Hakkai smiled.

"He sent me down here to get food. Would you believe he's hungry?" Internally I smiled at that. Even with brain damage, he was still my Goku... Damn it!

Hakkai selected some of the pre-cooked meat and headed upstairs.

"Hakkai." I called after him. When he turned, I threw a banana at him. Goku hated fruit, especially bananas. "Make sure he eats it." Hakkai nodded and walked back to Goku's room.

When he returned, a few minutes later, he looked shocked. "Uh Sanzo, I think he wants to see you."

"You think?" How could he not know whether Goku wanted to see me or not?

"Well, you are the only blonde man here. And Goku asked to see the uh." Was he actually blushing?

"The what?" I growled out.

Hakkai answered and I wish he hadn't in front of Gojyo.

"Thesexyblondepriestfrombefore." Came the embarrassed, rushed sentence. Gojyo burst out laughing.

Oh shit. I felt a blush coming on. I decided to talk to Goku about that particular phrase. If he thought that just because he saved my life he wouldn't have to face the fan, he was sadly mistaken.

I climbed up to Goku's room. When I entered it, I was taken aback by the scene before me. The sun was rising in the distance and Goku was sat beside the window, watching it. The sun shone into his golden eyes

and the beauty of it was just breathtaking. Wait, did I just describe Goku's eyes as 'breathtakingly beautiful? What the hell was wrong with me? Why was I so attracted to the monkey all of a sudden? It must have

been the fact that he saved my life, yes, that was it. It must have been. Goku finally noticed that I was standing there. I noticed that Hakkai had supplied him with a chalk board.

'Sanzo. Are you ok?' He wrote. I nodded, still looking into his eyes.

'Then why are you looking at me like that?' Hastily I looked away.

"You wanted to talk?" I asked. I looked at him, only when the scratching of chalk stopped. Then I yelled for help. "Gojyo! Hakkai!"

A/N Nearly there people! Just one more chapter to go!