Fade to Black
Karasu no Tsukomi
A/N: I am one frightening sadistic masochist I tell you. Now I'm going to be all evil like to poor little Kakashi. I am sooo evil to these characters.
FYI, Rin and Kakashi were completely in love and were even engaged when Rin died unexpectedly.
I am such a sadist.
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Disclaimer: Rin wouldn't have died if I owned Naruto . . .
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The sun shone in through the window, a stray beam flitted over the silver-haired eighteen year old boy's face. He pulled the blanket over his face and curled up into a ball. A sob echoed out through the room.
"Why?" He whispered. "Why did you have to leave me?" Tears ran down his face and soaked into the sheets.
He sighed and choked out another sob. Ever since Rin died, he has been hiding in his room, rarely leaving and crying the whole time. He was lost in his own mind, in the thoughts of the most precious person of his life.
Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
There seemed to be nothing else worth living for, now that Rin has died. His life was empty, nothing to give to the world, and nothing to be received by anyone.
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Nothing was the same now that she was gone. He could no longer look into the sunlight without thinking about her beautiful, joyous smile; no longer gaze up at the stars without thinking about the night that he proposed; no longer could he live without her by his side.
There was an emptiness that seemed to never go, an internal hell that wouldn't die.
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
He was not the same person as he was before, and he didn't think that he would ever be the same Kakashi he once was.
The darkness under the blanket seemed to be the only thing that mattered now, the thing that replaced all the life in the world and in him.
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone
Several of his friends had come to see him, to try to get him out of the seclusion in his room, but no one seemed important enough to him to leave. They all left disappointed and worried for their friend. The only one that could save him now is himself, though that did not appear to be possible.
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
His depression was not going to leave, not for a very long time. There was no escaping the tear in his heart. To Kakashi, death was the only end to the hurt.
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
Kakashi pushed the blanket away from him and sat up, squinting at the bright sunlight coming in through the window. He reached over to his bedside table and grabbed the ivory kunai, bringing it into his lap.
Once again the face of his beloved came to mind. Her cheer used to spread to everyone around her, making her even happier to be alive.
This is not what she would want. He thought. "She would want me to live my life to its fullest. She wouldn't want me to throw my life away."
I will just say good-bye
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In Memoriam of Rin
A/N: Okay, I totally love this one. I swear, Metallica wrote their songs specifically for song fics.
I love Metallica sooooooooooooooooooo much!
Sorry, spazmoid moment there! -
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