Hi. I am listening to 'My Heart Will Go On' by Celine Dion. Beautiful song it is. But, I am here to present to you a song-fic to the song 'She Loves Me Not' by Papa Roach. Requested and dedicated to/by Chess Beast. Enjoy.
Disclaimer- I don't own She Loves Me Not or Papa Roach. (or My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion.)
Here Be Da Story.
Gar Logan sat on the couch rocking back and forth, thinking, for a change. A strange sensation, thinking was. 'Terra, she should be a thought so far away from my mind that it's scary. She gets inside my head and I can't get her out! It bugs the crud out of me. I lose my head, well not literally, but it drives me insane. Why can't I just forget about her?" Gar was stressed because he had recently broken up with his girlfriend, Terra. She had been cheating on him. He wanted to forget about her, but he couldn't. His friends were there to try and help him feel better, but it wasn't helping.
When I see her eyes
look into my eyes
then I realize that she could see inside my head
so I close my eyes
thinking that I could hide
disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
this situation, leads to agitation
Will she cut me off? Will this be amputation?
'I don't care about her any more! Not at all! She betrayed me! She ruined me! She broke me in two. She wants me to think it's all my fault. She is the Jerk! Not me! Life isn't fair. If it was, she would just drop dead!' Gar thought as he cried softly.
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
"She brought this upon herself. She was always starting fights! Trying to make me feel like the bad guy! She doesn't love me, and I don't love her! Not anymore. I won't settle for this anymore. She doesn't love me, and I need to not forget that.' Gar tried to convince himself of something he didn't think was true, but he needed to believe.
fighting all the time this is out of line
she loves me not, loves me not!
do you realize I won't compromise
she loves me not, loves me not!
'Five years, we have known each other. She just goes and breaks me heard. Makes me cry over her. Well she didn't make me, but what can I do. She still pretends to like me. She is just trying to use me. She says she 'loves' me, whatever love is.' The day Gar thought this, was the day it ended. He broke up with her and it was all over. He knew it wasn't his fault, and his friends would help him through his grief. So he took the shot and told her it as over.
Over the past five years
I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away
and until this day
she still swings my way
but it's sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not
but I hesitate
to tell her I hate
this relationship I want out today this is over
'I don't care about her anymore, she is the jerk, not me. If life was fair she would be dead.'
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair!
He thought about their fights and how they were always about her cheating on him and how she lied saying it wasn't true. He knew he would never fall for another girl like Terra again. 'I hate that jerk! I hate the unfairness of the world! I need my friends right now.' Gar took his cell phone out of his pocket and dialed this first number that popped into his head.
fighting all the time, this is out of line
she loves me not, loves me not!
do you realize I won't compromise
she loves me not!
life's not fair!
I'm the jerk!
Thinking of the poems he had Raven right for him for Terra, then remembering how she always accused them of being something like terrible. She never appreciated what he did for her. Or what Raven did in this case. This whole thing had gotten crazy and that is why they broke up. Gar thought about this as he listened to the ringing of the phone on the other line. Why cant we live in peace in this world was something that Gar often thought. He remembered how he and Terra made a promise never to leave each other. They broke that promise for sure. He thought that maybe they could work everything out, but no not her. She wouldn't stand for it.
Line for line, rhyme for rhyme
sometimes I be fightin' all the dang time
it's makin' me sick relationship is gettin' ill
Drunk stupid man on the real, could you feel
what I feel, what the deal girl
we're tearin' up each other's world
we should be in harmony boy and girl
that is a promise we made back in the day
we told each other things wouldn't be this way
I think we should work this out
It's all right baby we can scream and shout
The phone still rang. He had been on the phone waiting for maybe 10 seconds as he thought. 'Life ain't fair. She is the Jerk. And I will never care for her again.'
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
All the fights all the pain. She didn't love him anymore, and he didn't love her. He would never make another promise to her again. There were better people out there for him. She didn't love him.
Some one answered the phone and Gar could tell. "She doesn't love me anymore. She never will."
fighting all the time, this is out of line
she loves me not, loves me not
do you realize I won't compromise
she loves me not, loves me not
'She is the jerk. She is the jerk. Life ain't fair but I will live. I have my friends.' He thought.
Life's not fair! Life's not fair!
Life's not fair! I'm the jerk!
Life's not fair!
"Gar she might not love you, but I do." She said, her voice soothing and calm. Gar heard this and slid to the floor.
"Could you come over for a while?" She said yes and soon a ring came at Gar's door bell. "Come in!" he yelled from his spot on the floor. His back was propped up on the back of the couch. She came through the door to see Gar on the floor crying.
She loves me not! Loves me not!
"She doesn't love me, Rae." he cried. Raven sat down next to him and put and arm around his shoulders.
"It's ok. You deserve better than her. She was nothing. And besides, we your friends, love you. You don't need her. Gar, I love you." She pulled him into a comforting embrace and he cried into her shoulder.
That's it! Ok my friend has blood poisoning, I am serious, and I was hoping some of you guys could pray for her! Rock On!
DreamerGirl02