Wee. Ok I am here again to write another story. I hope you like it.
DEDICATED TO the Desert Fox. Thank you for the review! Rock ON and Enjoy!
Here Be Da Story.
Terra came. Raven watched. Concealed were Raven's emotions. Never would they be intentionally let out. The dark teen was very good at keeping her true feelings to herself, as she had her whole life. When Terra came, as destroyer of Raven's whole world, Raven hid in her room always keeping her self in solitude from her friends. Though secretly inside, she held a love deeper than the sea. But for who, she would never say. So badly did Raven want the one person who made her smile inside, who made her life worth living. Yet, he had just been taken away from her. She wanted to tell him how she felt so bad, but she couldn't, for fear of hurting him, or any of her friends for that matter.
What I feel, I can't say
But my love is there for you anytime of day
But if it's not love that you need
Then I'll try my best to make everything succeed
Terra 'died'. Raven celebrated. Happy she was for a while. Yet, seeing the love of her life so sad, she couldn't bear it. She tried to comfort him, to love him as a friend. It was all she could do. She could imagine the pain she would feel if she lost him, so he must feel terrible pain for losing someone so close to him as well. 'Oh, please, somewhere deep in your heart, just know that I love you as more than just a friend, BB.' Raven's heart pleaded.
Tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Beast Boy changed. Raven cried. Angry she was for his change. He was trying to act more 'manly' but it turned out more jerky and unkind. Controlling was such a horrible word, but the perfect word to describe him. He was so, different. HE ATE MEAT! Beast Boy never even thought about touching meat, but then he just flat out ate it! Yet, after long, he saved her, Raven that is. He saved her from one who tried to kill her. This brought hope to Ravens heart. That maybe things would work out between them, if she could have guts. If all guys were like Beast Boy, things wouldn't have been so tuff for Raven.
What I know, I can do
If I give my love now to everyone like you
But if it's not love that you need
Then I'll try my best to make ev'rything succeed
Returned normal. Returned sad. Overtaking Raven once again was that sadness she felt inside. She was happy that BB was back to normal, things were changing with the Doom Patrol requesting Beast Boy's assistance once again. Raven wasn't all too fond of the Doom Patrol. She didn't think that they treated the one she loved with the respect he deserved. Though it was nice to find out his real name, Garfield.
Tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Raven smiled. Raven cried. Raven had been so happy and Beast Boy began to see her smile more often. It was so nice. This was all after the Brother Hood of Evil was defeated. But when Beast Boy found Terra and abandoned the team, Raven became sad again. He left them for about a week trying to get Terra to remember him. Raven was sad for him, sad for herself, and sad for the team. Beast Boy had just ignored them to try and make her understand that she was a titan, Terra that is.
What I feel, I can't say
But my love is there for you any time of day
But if it's not love that you need
Then I'll try my best to make everything succeed
Beast Boy broke. Raven smiled. Helped and defeated, Beast Boy overcame the monster that had been fighting the titans. He beat it while all the other titans were not able to fight. Mostly, it was his anger that beat the monster. When the team had gone back to the tower and freshened up, Raven saw Beast Boy's sadness as an opportunity to show him that she cared, that she loved him.
Tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Oh tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Realization. Their excitement.
"Beast Boy," Raven spoke softly as she quietly opened Beast Boy's sliding door with her powers. "Are you ok?" She walked deeper into the mess, but she didn't mind it. She just wanted to make him feel better.
His eyes were wide and he just sad on the edge of the bottom bunk. "She didn't remember anything. Not the anchovie pizza, not the tower, not skipping rocks, and not me. How can someone just forget all of this, all of their life? Raven, how? Why would she want to forget us, this, her life? She was a hero . . ." his voice drifted off. Silence filled the room.
"I don't know how someone could forget such a kind, wonderful, loving person such as you, BB. You were the nicest person she ever knew. The most kind and caring. I don't know why she would forget or want to forget you. But if she forgot, clearly somewhere deep she was willing to forget it all. You. But I can promise you that Robin, Cyborg, Star, and I will never forget any of this no matter what happens. No matter what, we will never forget this or you, BB. I couldn't ever forget you even if I tried,"
What is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Beast Boy's gaze was lifted from the ground to Raven's face. "Raven, I could never forget you guys either, or this life. I love this, I love you guys. You're the best friends and family I have ever had since my parents." Raven was getting worried. It was nice that he had said that he loved them all as family, but what about anything more than just family? "And Rae, I might just like you more. But if anything is going to happen with us, I want to wait for a while, do you mind?" he asked, his voice calm and soft. Warm tears fell from his emerald eyes and he turned his head towards the ground once again.
Raven smiled a small smile, then she did a very un-Raven-like thing, she pulled him into a gentle hug. "I can wait, I have waited this long already, I think I can wait just a while longer." Beast Boy wrapped his arms around her neck and took in her scent.
"Thank you."
(fade:)
Oh tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me who am I without you by my side
Oh I hope you like it. I tried not to use the lyrics in the story so much. The people weren't liking that. Rock ON
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