Chapter 4

They turned and looked at each other. Neither one was ready to commit adultery so confusion hung between them. The air seemed heavy with expectation. Jim's look told Pam he would do whatever she needed him to do.

Pam was the first to speak. "We should write. I heard the best time to write is when you are...you know."

Jim smiled and shook his head. "Turned on?" Pam nodded. "That is such an inadequate description..." Pam giggled. "Seriously." Jim's smile deepened. "Or am I the only one?"

Pam admitted it out loud. "No, you are not the only one." She looked frustrated and rather pouty but then started giggling again.

Jim jokingly asked "You sure you want to write?" They both laughed harder. It was helping to dispatch the frustration to a tolerably level. "So are we continuing Pauline and Justin's story?"

Pam nodded. "Yup. And I love the name Justin. It is so sexy."

"Oh please Beesley right now anything would be sexy." Jim teased. Pam shrugged. "Just as I suspected. Okay, where do we start?"

Having no paper and no intention of getting any, they decided to talk out the story until they had access to the computer.

"Well, I believe Pauline had just agreed to allowing Robert to have his way with her." Pam supplied the starting point.

"Okay." After some thought Jim begin with what seemed to be a logical question. "So is Justin, a dominant?"

"What? No." Pam was blushing. "Why do you ask?"

Jim is dumbfounded by her reaction. "Well, because...he would act a certain way if he is versus if he is not." He was trying to sound reasonable as he checked his logic as it came out of his mouth.

Pam looked down and felt pretty stupid. "Oh." She was pretty uncomfortable which she knew was completely crazy considering where their conversation had already strayed. "Well, what do you think? Should Justin be into it?" Pam tried but failed at sounding nonchalantly about the subject matter.

Jim frowned. "Well, the real question is Pauline's feelings on the matter, because Justin would do anything to please Pauline." Jim's eyes communicated the true meaning right to Pam's heart. Jim would do whatever she wanted to make her happy.

Pam smiled almost acknowledging what Jim was really saying. It gave her confidence. "Pauline, isn't just into whips and chains. She likes romance too."

Jim grinned. "I have no doubt." Jim leaned closer to Pam. "So Pauline wants romance with a little assertiveness thrown in."

Pam giggled. "Yeah. A little hair pulling when being kissed without the handcuffs."

Jim laughed. "Hair pulling? How is that romantic?" He reached out and tugged a piece of Pam's hair.

"Ouch! You big dope! Why did you do that?" Pam swatted at his hand to make him stop. Jim laughed as he let go of her beautiful locks.

"You said hair pulling was romantic!" Jim grinned as he mocked her. "I guess I misunderstood."

"You know very well what I meant." Pam was trying not to laugh.

Jim shook his head in denial. "No, actually I don't."

Pam sighed. "Like this." She stand up and grabbed the hair at the nape of Jim's neck. Her fingers tighten as they pulled his head back while tilting his face towards hers. She couldn't help but notice how truly handsome he was. But before her thoughts got carried away, a sound escaped Jim that sounded like a groan of someone in pain. Pam worried she hurt him, she released him immediately.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I hurt you?" Pam apologized immediately.

Jim tried to make his mind work. Hurt me? Hurt me? You are killing me here! "You didn't hurt me. But I see what you mean. Let me try." Without hesitation he stood and drew Pam in his arms. His hand traced up her back and found the nape of her neck. He caressed it for a moment before securing her head. Jim pulled her hair and head back which caused her neck to be exposed. Pam let out a heated moan as he held her in this position and looked into her eyes.

His throat was very dry so he swallowed hard as he looked into the face of love. "Like this?" His words asked a simple question but what his heart begged was for her to give herself to him. Not just for tonight but their whole life through...

Pam knew he spoke. She had watched his lips move and she heard sounds but she had no idea what those sounds meant. She just kept staring up at him trying not to enjoy the feel of his body pushed up against hers. The way his eyes loved her. How strong he was. His hands...wait he is speaking again.

"Like this?" It came out breathy and a bit harsh.

Pam blinked as it slowly registrar what his words meant. She nodded. "Yeah."

Instead of releasing her he pulled tighter and arched her back more. Pam nearly swooned as he held her. Her lips parted a little as if in an open invitation. Jim's eyes were glued to her lovely perfectly shaped pink lips. He never wanted anything more. "So..."

"So..." She returned as she remained trembling over the precipice between heaven and hell.

"This is how Justin would kiss Pauline?" It was a question and a statement all in one.

Pam fighting for her cognitive abilities managed a quiet, "Yes."

Jim didn't know where this was going but he couldn't turn back. He wanted it way too much to be noble. "So as Justin's fingers twine themselves at the nape of her neck as he pulls her to him. Her lovely face is tipped up inviting Justin to kiss her. He holds her locks her in a firm grip to ensure his dream doesn't slip away. Pauline licks her lips." Pam's pink little tongue moisten her lips quickly as if following Jim's instructions. "Justin lowers his head as Pauline's head raises to meet his and they pause enjoying the anticipation." Pam's lips are mere millimeters from Jim's. He can feel her breath in his mouth. "On a soft moan, Pauline closes the gap." Jim is holding his breath as he hears Pam's soft whine of impatience and feels her lips touch his. It is a dream come true. Pam is kissing him! He deepens the kiss as she slides her lips over his and hears Pam's delight. Jim smiles at the complete perfectness of this one moment. If he were to die immediately, he would go on to the afterlife having lived a complete life.

Time passes and neither are sure how long they have been sharing a kiss. As the kiss breaks, Jim doesn't want time for regrets and remorse to damage their kiss so he continues the story. "Justin breaks the kiss and smiles down at her, hoping that Pauline has no regrets and could feel the love that was injected into the kiss." Pam's eyes are full of want and guilt. Jim's hands skim down her back to hold her close. "Justin pulls his mouth away from Pauline and heads to a more comfortable location." Jim pulls Pam towards the wall of the roof. His jacket is taken off and used to serve as a blanket. "Justin picks up Pauline and puts her in his lap." Before the words were out of his mouth, Pam was scooped up and sitting on Jim's lap. The safety and warmth hit her immediately. Her heart sang that this where she belonged.

Jim nuzzled Pam's neck a little. "So how is Justin doing so far?"

Pam tried to some normal as if she wasn't sitting on her best friend's lap after enjoying the best kisses of her life. "Fine."

Jim smiled into her neck. "Just fine, huh? Well, Justin better start proving himself then."

All rational thought left Pam. She let him emotions and feelings guide her. "I think he had better step it up a notch." Pam whispered into Jim's ear right before her tongue followed.

Jim's world was spinning. Pam was sitting on his lap licking and love biting his ear. This was reality. This was really happening. Pam in his arms. He decided this was his one chance to prove his love to Pam and he wasn't going to let anything...or anyone get in his way. Jim began by kissing Pam's neck. Her moans of pleasure told him he was on the right track. Her lower body began to move restless on him. She seemed to be seeking for something. Pam was soon straddling his lap and kissing his lips passionately. Somehow she was sitting on his lap with no sweater on and he was trying to unclasp her lacy bra that encased her beautiful breasts. Pam was pushing herself against him so that his erection was grinding between her legs. Even through his pants he could feel the wet heat that was emanating for her core. She seemed mindless with need as she kissed him with her soul.

Finally, when he was too close to losing it, he held her still so she could hear his whispered words. "Master, wants to pleasure you."

"Oh, yes." Pam gasped. She was so turned on that she was almost out of control.

Pam allowed Jim to quickly change their positions, so his head was between her thighs. As she looked down into his eyes, she almost came. He smiled then his teasing tongue made her squirm. He licked her though her panties. Jim teased her creamy thighs slipping his tongue under the elastic of her panties loving her reaction. He loved up to find her staring at him with an open mouth.

"Please. Jim. Please." She was flushed and her breath was shallow. Her eyes were begging. Jim only smiled and continued to torment her. He licked her everywhere except the one place she needed him to the most. Her moans were increasing in volume. It sounded like a twisted version of his name. His tease continued as he slowly licked her.

He stopped and smiled at her gasp. His smile widened as her hips arched up to try to continue contact. "Want something?"

"Yes. Please, Jim." Pam begged.

"Beg." Jim knew he had her. He wanted to give her the fantasy she talked about earlier.

Pam smiled for a moment between moans. She realized she was getting what she craved. "Please. Jim. Make. Me. Cum."

Jim smiled. "As you wish." His tongue was under her panties and his fingers pulled them aside to expose the area. He slowly teased his tongue along her skin bringing her arousal level back up and then he carefully rhythmically tongued her clitoris until she orgasmed.

His tongue brought her up up up and then set her at heaven's door. "Yes!!! OH JIM!!! Yes!!!" Her body shook with some intensity of the pleasure. She had never felt so good. "Oh, Jim." He gave her a few last licks ensuring that her pleasure was complete.

He moved up to place a kiss on her mouth. "Hey."

"Hey." Pam smiled up at him. "I never...You were...Oh my." She just stopped herself from rambling. That had been her best sexual experience ever.

Then she realized how unselfishly Jim had loved her. His erection still throbbed between them and he didn't say a word about it. Well, she would fix that. She pushed him back as she worked on removing his pants. He tried to stop her but it was a half hearted attempt at best. "Pam. Stop. You don't have to do that...really." Pam just giggling knowing he was praying that she didn't stop.

Pam looked adorable serious as she explained her situation to Jim. "I have to." She dropped her eyes and tried not to smile. "If I don't Master will spank my bottom."

Jim's eyes widened but gave her what she wanted. "He may decide to spank you anyway. You had better get busy." At his words of command, or semi-command her insides clenched.

She took his erection and rubbed it on her breasts. "Oh so good." Jim held his breath as Pam ran his cock against her nipples over and over again until she cried out in pleasure. "Oh I think I just came again?" It was an odd question and statement. "Oh. Oh Yeah. I am cumming from just rubbing you over my breasts." She quickly sucked him into her mouth. It was like a hot wet oven sucking him. Her head bobbed as his cock danced on her tongue.

"I am going to cum." Jim wanted to warn Pam.

"Mmmm, yes Master please cum." Pam purred to him as her eyes sparkled and she sucked him harder awaiting his creamy pleasure.

"Oh, Pam. Yes. Sweetheart. Oh God Yes!" He nearly shouted as he completed his pleasure between her sweet lips. Pam looked him in the eyes as she swallowed and shivered with another wave of pleasure. He was so happy. Jim pulled her down into his warm embrace and she wrapped herself around him.

Time passed and reality of the world slipped in. She wasn't his and she had to get home. Neither wanted to part nor did they have words to discuss what happened. He helped her dress and quickly pulled on his own clothing. Before opening the door, he pulled her in a hug. She gave him a watery smile before she took flight. Down the stairs and out the door before he could say another word.

He only hoped Justin had proved to Pauline how much he truly loved her.

The next day and the day after that it was award. Jim would catch Pam staring at her and then she would look away. He could barely get her to say more than Good Morning to him. Well, so much for Justin proving anything to Pauline. She just used him like a one night stand and in the harsh light of day, she could hardly tolerate being in the same office with him.

On Thursday, Pam happened to be coming out of the ladies room while Jim had sat down in the break room for lunch. Pam saw him and a bit of panic crossed over her face. She got her lunch out of the frig and instead of beating a hasty retreat to her desk, she sat next to Jim. He arched his eyebrow in surprise.

When the quiet became deafening, Pam spoke. "So Roy isn't going to be home this weekend. He is going to a gun show with his brother. I was wondering if may be..."

Jim was happy and horrified all at once. "What?"

"I was just wondering if you might want to... write some more." Pam stumbled but finished in a rush. Her face was bright red.

So that's what she's calling it. Writing. Was there any answer other than the oblivious?