Disclaimer: LOTR BELONGS TO Sir J.R.R. Tolkien. junjou na kanou belongs to siam shade. Author's notes: Thank you once again for everybody who reviewed!! Aishiteru minna!!! You read and reviewed this crappy fic!! hope you enoy this chappy... ^___^ this is once again a short chapter and most characters are OOC here. Chapter: 3\4 or 3\5 Warning: This fic is yaoi\shonen ai\mxm\slash\bxb and also has yuri\shojo ai\fxf if you are disturbed by such things kindly click the back button cause this obviously isn't the right place for you. If you don't like the pairing Legolas\Aragorn i'd say the same thing to you.

Depression

mannatsu no ame no you ni kawaita suhada uruosu kimi no egao ga mabushikute Like rain in the middle of summer, the dry, bareness moistens, your smile is bright. Give me a smile and shiny days, kyuu ni sumasanaide donna ni konnan de nankan na kabe mo koeru kara Give me a smile and shiny days, don't clear up so quickly! Because we can overcome any wall that stands in our way.

" Aragorn... What's ha-----"

Legolas looked at Aragorn , the said man was on his knees holding a mirror in his hands... Legolas could see the agony on Aragorn's face. The man was suffering . Legolas felt a pang of pain in his heart , he did not want to see his beloved like this.

Aragorn stood up, almost similar to the calm Aragorn he was but his voice had become cold and steely. Legolas felt like he'd been dipped in burning ice when Aragorn said.

" Greenleaf, let's head back to camp immediately."

Legolas unconsciously stepped backward. He felt that Aragorn had changed he wasn't the same Aragorn that he used to know, this man had been consumed by hatred and pain . Aragorn had shut his heart out by buiding a barrier of ice , enclosing it so that he can't and won't love as not to be hurt by somebody ever again.

" Aragorn?? What's happening to you?" Legolas asked . Worry and anxiety was clearly written on his face.

" It's none of your business..." Aragorn said cooly almost showing no emotions , but Legolas did not miss the small hint of sadness in the man's eyes." Do you have anything else to say?"

" A smile suits you better Aragorn..."

" a smile... what good will that do? after all a smile is just a lie... I cannot bring myself to smile after what she did to me..."

" Arwen? What did Arwen do to you? Where did you see her?" Legolas asked. He was becoming confused.

" She was just using me..."

Aragorn looked at the mirror that he was holding. Legolas noticed this.

" You saw her in this?"

Legolas took the mirror away from Aragorn and peered into it . He saw the vision that Aragorn has seen. Legolas was seething with rage.

How dare she hurt Aragorn !!! I swear I will make her pay...

He peered once again into the mirror and then he saw something ...

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He was kissing Aragorn. Then Aragorn looked at him as if he loathed him. .

" I thought I could trust you ...."

" Aragorn it isn't what you think..."

" You're just using me... as she did..."

" Aragorn you're wrong."

" Get away from me..." *backs away*

" Aragorn. wait!!! I .love you.."

" You what? Want to play with my emotions? Get out from my sight..."

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dore dake kimi wo aishitara kono omoi todoku no darou mitsumerareru to ienai kotoba ga chuu ni mau hanarereba hanareru hodo itoshii hito da to kizuku motomereba motomeru hodo ni setsunai kyori wo kanjiteru my heart Whoever you love, these images will reach them, right? Don't say you can find them, your words are dancing in space. The further apart you go, the more it hurts the person you love The more I chase them, the more my heart feels the cruel distance

My love won't reach him even if i tried... He loves Arwen too much.. It's true that the more you love the more it hurts... but i won't give up on him...

The next day

Legolas once again peered into the mirror,he saw another image on the mirror... It was Aragorn talking to Eowyn.

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" I love you Aragorn and I would do anything for you...because I don't want to see you hurt... You don't have to say anything... I know it hurts you but forget Arwen, she doesn't love you... If you'd only give me a chance..."

" Didn't Arwen propose to you ?"

"... She did..."

" then... I have nothing else to say..."

" but i don't love her..."

" but she loves you... and I can't stand to see another person hurt because of love..."

" You're hurting me this very moment..."

" I can't love you because I don't want to hurt you..."

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So Aragorn didn't want to love anymore because he... he doesn't want to be hurt and to hurt others... thought Legolas I wish that he would see that it's better to have loved and lost than never loving at all... but if he would only love me ... I swear I will make him happy... and I would never hurt him...

tbc

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