Disclaimer: LOTR BELONGS TO Sir J.R.R. Tolkien. Todokanai Ai to shitteitiru no ni osaekirezuni aishitsuzuketa belongs to Gackt..
Author's notes: Thank you once again for everybody who reviewed! Aishiteru minna! You read and reviewed this crappy fic! hope you enjoy this chappy... this is once again a short chapter and most characters are OOC here. I think my style has mostly changed after 3 years of not writing and I honestly could not remember what happened to the third movie so this fic will be making a little detour hehe. So sorry minna…
Chapter: 5?
Warning: This fic is yaoi\shonen ai\mxm\slash\bxb and also has yuri\shojo ai\fxf if you are disturbed by such things kindly click the back button cause this obviously isn't the right place for you. If you don't like the pairing Legolas\Aragorn I'd say the same thing to you.
amai yume no you na kimi to sugoshita hibi wo
ushinau koto nante nai to omotteita keredo...
The days I spent with you were like a sweet dream
I thought that I would never lose them, but...
He was a coward. He had finally told Aragorn how he felt about him but he hadn't had the nerve to see what the consequences of his action would be. He should have kept his mouth shut. He wanted to protect Aragorn but he ended up hurting Aragorn more.
Flashback:
"Why are you doing this? Why are you running away from me?" he asked imploringly…
He turned his back at Aragorn. "Because the true feelings inside of me won't just fade away..."
kimi no hitomi ni utsutteiru no ha boku ja nai n da ne
"and I'm not the one reflected in your eyes"
End Flashback
Aragorn POV:
He had left. All because of me. How can I be so dense? So selfish? So this is the future king? I laughed bitterly. What a great king I would be! I've been so focused on my misery that I didn't notice that I was making someone else suffer.
sukoshi terenagara yasashiku boku ni fureta
komorebi ni yureru kimi ha hitonatsu no kagerou
kimi ga nokoshita nukumori ga ima mo mune wo shimetsukeru
mou modorenai to sou iikikasete...
You touched me gently, just a little shy
In the wavering light between the trees, you are no more than the ephemeral summer heat
Even now I hold onto the warmth that you left behind in my heart
Even though they warn me that the warmth will never return...
The sun had already risen. But I still feel cold. And empty. (AN:sorry for being so cliche) I never noticed but you kept me from sinking into despair. With your gestures, you gave me support when I was ready to just forget everything and give up.
But I was stupid enough to be lured by the empty promises of the night , I had willingly let myself be bound by the web of the night, thinking that the faint glow of the stars would be enough to replace the warmth of the sun. (AN: I know that this may seem confusing, so if you guys have any questions, please feel free to ask them).
Even though I neglected you, you still gave me everything that you had and didn't even notice how much you're willing to sacrifice everything for me. Your willingness to sacrifice everything, will make your light burn out. Not because you don't have the strength anymore but you're afraid that you're hurting me with that light. But I could never make you go back, because I'm afraid that I'll keep on hurting you. Maybe it's time that the sun found another, who can appreciate his warmth more.
"You seem troubled"
I turned to look at the one who spoke and I was surprised. It was Gimli who spoke.
"Was I too obvious?"
He nodded grimly." It's strange that Legolas hasn't talked you out of your depression yet."
I laughed at what Gimli said. Ah! The irony of the situation. "He's gone" I said.
Gimli looked at me, a worried expression on his face. This day is turning out to be a weird one.
I didn't notice at first but I finally realized why Gimli was looking so concerned. Tears were already streaming down my face and here I was laughing.
"I think that you should go talk to Legolas right now... I'm not so good with handling this kind of situation..." Gimli was about to go and search for Legolas. But I brought out my sword and and threw it on the ground in front of him.
"What's the meaning of this?" He asked, fury clearly etched on his face.
"It's simple really." I said as coldly as I could. "If you dare go and find that...that.. traitor... I shall consider thou as thy enemy..."
Please don't bring him back. He's had enough, I don't want him to suffer again.
Gimli looked at me and then at the sword. He picked up the sword and he approached me. He then gave me the blade.
"I don't know what's going on but... I'll gladly fight you if that means I can search for that tiresome elf and bring back the former you."
With that being said, Gimli took hold of his axe and prepared to fight.
end chapter 5
Wah… I know that was very short… please bear with me… been so long since I last wrote… anyway thank you for reading this… please r/r!