Its finally here….the Luke and Lorelai chapter well its only short and there not really much of a conversation lol but the next chapter should have more so review and I will see how fast I can write and post the next one.

Thanks to those of you who told me about the problem with the last chapter I hope itits ok now.

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Rory and Lorelai stayed up most of the night talking and catching up. Lorelai talked mostly about Libby, just like she did when she was talking to Jess but neither of them minded considering it had been three years since they had spoken.

Rory told her about all of the articles she had published, her current boyfriend, about her graduation, everything that they had missed. For a brief moment everything felt like it was back to normal. By the time they had finished it was nearly four and Rory said she had to leave; she had to work in the morning.

"I'll stop by tomorrow and we can talk some more, hopefully I can spend some time with Libby" Referring to the fact that she was still fast asleep in Lorelai's arms.

Lorelai couldn't have been happier; she smiled at her daughter and agreed to see her tomorrow. The last thing Rory said brought her crashing down from her high, the guilt she had felt earlier creeping back into her heart.

"Oh mom…..I like your bracelets." With that said Rory headed towards the door, ignorant the fact that Lorelai's breath had hitched at the mentioning of her bracelets.

She had no idea what time she had finally gone to bed and she wasn't totally aware of what time it was when she was awoken by a very loud banding coming from down stairs. She knew it was the front door but that fact was totally lost on her as she soon noticed Libby's absence from the room. She knew Libby would never go outside but if she was downstairs on her own God knows what could have happened.

She hurriedly jumped off the bed and scrambled down stairs. If she had stopped to listen to the now quiet house she would have heard the faintest sound of voices coming from downstairs.

Libby had woken up an hour before Lorelai; instead of waking her mom she made the ten minute trip down the stairs to the front room. Silently lost in her Sunday morning television shows she was almost angry that someone dare have the nerve to bang so loudly, obviously waking up her mother in the process. Moving towards the front door she reached for the door knob and let out a small gasp that it actually opened.

The man standing in front of her was a giant, well not literally but for a two year old that's the best way to describe him. He hadn't noticed Libby as she was to close to the ground for him to see. He was still looking around the entrance way to the house looking for the person that had opened the door, expecting it to be someone at least in his eye level.

He took a quick glance down to check he wasn't going to trip over the small step into the house when he finally noticed Libby. She had a very confused look on her face and seem to be considering if she should let him in. "Is your mom home?" most people when talking to someone as little as Libby would bend down so they could see her face, not the giant still looming over the now almost scared Libby.

She was still frozen looking up at him when she heard a sound from behind her, it was like her neck was frozen and she couldn't move around to see who it was. With her face still turned upwards she noticed that the giant's eyes were diverted away from Libby and to what ever was standing behind her. She had the faint sensation of weightlessness as she was picked up from behind and from past experience she knew it was her mother's arms she was now clinging to.

Lorelai hadn't even bothered to pay attention to who was standing at the door, she was more concerned with the fact that in was the second time in two days that Libby had scared her like that. Having scooped up Libby she headed back towards the living room so she could sit down while holding Libby.

"You scared me to death, what have I told you about disappearing on mommy" she was looking directly at her daughters face and was gently pushing her messy hair back out of her eyes. It was then that she noticed that Libby wasn't looking at her and that her eyes were firmly cast in the direction of the front door. The realisation of what had just happened slowly began to sink in and Lorelai craned her neck to see the person she knew was standing there.

Shit. Lorelai hadn't moved and Luke was now very unsure of why he was actually there. He practically ran to her house and was adamant that he was going to get answers about the last three years. He had worked him self into such a frenzy that he hadn't actually thought of what he was going to say once he saw her. The pair were still looking at each other in shock and as usual it was Lorelai who broke the silence first.

She placed Libby back down and crouched down to talk silently to her daughter. "Hon, can you give mommy and her friend some time to talk?" Libby was very hesitant and really didn't want to miss anything but ran off in the direction of Rory's room in search of something to do. Taking a shake breath Lorelai slowly turned round to face a still stunned Luke. "You can come in you know, I'm not going to bite." She was referring to the fact that Luke had been standing in the door way to the house for about fifteen minutes and still hadn't moved. As if he wasn't in control of his actions Luke took the offer and for the first time in three years he was standing in Lorelai's house.

All of a sudden it was like a switch inside Luke had been turned on and he suddenly remembered what he had come to say. "How could you?"

Lorelai stared in shock at his first choice of words to her in three years. As she opened her mouth to respond he cut her off and began on the long explanation of what he meant.

"Did our relationship mean that little to you? You cheated on me, and from the looks of it while we were still together or at least just after we had broken up. What was all that guilt trip about 'if you don't love me im not going to stay around' it looks like I made the right choice by breaking up with you." He paused for a moment and Lorelai took this as her queue to defend herself, she was wrong. "Don't even sit there and try and deny it. That little girl in there is the result of your unfaithfulness to me. Let me guess is she Christopher's by any chance? I should have known not to trust you with him. You kept telling me you were just friends and I trusted you, you made me look like a fool. To think I loved you Lorelai…. did my feelings mean that little to you?"

It seemed as if all of the elements of the universe had decided that today of all days was going to be the one day that Lorelai Gilmore regretted the most. For the second time since Luke had started yelling Lorelai had tried to defend herself but this time she was cut off by someone completely different and rather unexpected.

"Why can't you just tell the truth? I know that what you telling both of us are lies. Do you expect me to believe that you left because me and Luke weren't there for you? How weak are you that you couldn't deal with your own problems?" Luke hadn't turned around his eyes were still firmly placed on Lorelai's shaking form, he didn't know when she had started crying but he didn't seem to care, he was too angry with her.

"You are such a hypocrite you're standing there calling me weak because I couldn't handle my own problems when correct me if im wrong but it was you who went running to your grandparents when I didn't help you. But if you must know I didn't do that, I tried to deal with my own problems and do you want to know what happened? Do you really want to know why I moved to New York to raise my daughter away from her family? I was ashamed…I was scared….alone…hurt and depressed and do you know what that lead to? I tried to kill myself because I had no one who was there for me." As if to prove her point Lorelai rolled up her sleeve to reveal her bracelet clad wrist, without thinking she ripped them away to reveal her scar.

"Now you finally know the truth you can bitch and moan all you want but that is it neither of you get to judge me for what I have done. You can scream and yell till my ears bleed but when it come down to it I don't need someone else to point out my own mistakes, I know what I have done wrong and I don't need either of you to stand there and tell me. Think what you want but I still have a lot more to say but if you don't mind I'm going back to sleep." She turned hard on her heal and ran up the stairs her hands covering her face, trying to hide the stupid amount of tears that were streaming down her face.

Lorelai was hysterical and half of what she had said didn't sound more than a squeak but both of them had got the message loud and clear. They didn't have much of a chance to take in what had happened before they saw an angry looking Libby standing in the door way to the kitchen

"Go away!" if it wasn't for the fact that both of them were in complete shock they probably would have laughed at how much she looked and acted like Lorelai. She was just standing there, staring angrily at the two of them, waiting for them to go. "You made mommy cry….go away." And with that said Libby ran upstairs to find her mother.