I dunno if this one can count as a poem, caus It doesn't rhyme ore anything. But I thought what the heck let's post it, why not right?
I also am not sure where it's about. I guess it's a bit about my fiction, about Sands/ Lizz… Ore maybe his mom I dunno, maybe it's about some girlfriend ( ore boyfriend you never know) he loved. Anyway read it and give you're opinion, ore maybe you have any idea where it's about:
I've lost,
I'm trying to be a better man,
But it just so hard,
I'm still trying,
But…
Never mind,
You wouldn't understand it,
You've been razed with love,
All I got was hate,
I lever learned to care,
No one was to show me,
I thought you might…
No,
You shouldn't,
I'm not worth the tries,
All you would get would be my lies,
I can't love,
I only can hate,
Because that's all everyone haze given,
Hate,
It stings you know,
Once I thought I could live in a world with hate,
Then I met you,
You changes my world,
It scared me first,
I wanted to make you go away,
But you didn't,
Even when I hurt you,
You showed me some kind of love,
Don't know if it was that,
Love,
Because I never understood it,
But I think it was,
And I liked it,
And I'm back in the world filled with hate,
Without you,
You're gone for real this time,
Nothing can bring you back to me,
And the fucked up part is,
I made you leave,
I didn't protect you,
Like I should have,
I'm back where I started,
Alone, in the dark and afraid,
Wishing you would come back,
Knowing you can't,
I won't be able to feel you're love again,
To touch you,
Smell you,
Listen to you,
Being cured from my demons,
God, why can't I make you come back,
It hurts you fucking much,
It's coming back,
And it will hunt me down,
But I don't care,
Because I deserve it,
For losing you,
Right…. So already a clue where it's about?
Nuuh, me neither, but I like writhing it, hope you liked reading it
Say ya next time and don't forget to view the pictures
Luvzzzz Sue-AnneSparrow