A/N- Yes, I am as crazy as my little sister. No, she didnt learn it from me.I swear!

Kristen: YesI did! You taught me eveythingI know about crazy!

Me: Did not! I'm not crazy... I'm.. Mentally impaired.

Kristen: Surrrre... whatever you say.

I looked in the mirror, transfixed with my new appearance. My old blonde hair that hung to my waist was now black and cut to my upper back. My old blue eyes were now a peircing green thanks to some weird thing called contact lenses. I also had stuff on my face... eyeliner, eyeshadow, mascara and lipgloss. I liked the way it made me look. I felt really different, and I was happy with it.

"Thanks... I would jump for joy and hug you but I dont think you would take it too well, judging by the way you looked at me when I first asked you. I... I really appreciate this. I do. If u ever need something... just keep in mind I owe you. And I swear I'm not doing this to look good or anything. If..." I shook my head.

I couldn't confide in her, she wouldn't care. And even if I told her I was different, she wouldn't believe me anyways. I really wish someone would though. And damnit, she should appreciate friends, since she has so few. But then again, that is probably another reason why she was so distrusting.

I layed in my dorm, looking at the ceiling and waiting for dinner. No one had seen my new appearance, and I couldn't wait to shock them all. Maybe just for the hell of it I wouldn't sit in Slytherin... na. Ginny would kill me if I sat with her. I looked at the clock- time to go. I hopped off my bed and put my robes on over my new skirt and shirt. I made sure that everyone was out of the common room before I headed down, because I wanted to make a big enterance.

"Oh my god..."

"Who's she?"

"Is that Dakota Malfoy?"

Came the whispers around me when I walked in. I took my seat next to Draco, as always.

"What the hell did you do?" he looked at me and asked.

"I had some fun with a makeover." he looked me up and down.

"Well, I approve. It's quite a change from the normal you, but its rebelion, which makes it even better." I smiled. Well, at least I could always count on Draco to love me for me.

After dinner I went to my favorite tree. On my way I had lot's of approving looks, which wasn't what I was wanting but hey, whatever. I sat down by my tree and noticed something felt different. Someone was here. I looked around the tree to the other side and saw Ginny.

"Stressed?" I asked, trying to make some friendly talk.

"AUGH!" she screamed.

"I can never get an privacy! Not even in my thoughts."

"Hey, I'm sorry... I didn't mean to intrude. I was just making sure you were alright."

"I'm perfectly fine Dakota. And even if I wasn't, I wouldn't ask a Malfoy for help, thank you very much." she snapped at me, and crossed her arms in defiance.

"Listen Weasely, I was just trying to help. In case you didn't realize, I have changed and I am sick of being a fuckin Malfoy. I'm sick of being taught to be evil. I'm sick of some people looking up to me for being a Malfoy, and others running in fear, and then others hating me. I'm not like them. I share their name, genetics and looks, but I have my own personality. In fact, if you got to know me, you would realize I love nature, hate violence and am extremely loyal to the friends I used to have before I moved to this shit hole. But no, you won't open your stubborn brown eyes and see that I'm trying to be friends with you. Fine." I got up and brushed off my new pants called jeans. Some muggle material.

"And as a matter of fact Ginevra Weasely, I think you are one of the most beautiful girls in Hogwarts and I actually wanted to be your friend." I stormed off and left her open mouthed and shocked.

I kept tossing and turning at night, and I couldn't sleep. Finally I got up and walked into the common room, and saw Draco was already there.

"Couldn't sleep either?" I asked him?

"No... I haven't even tried yet. I keep thinking..."

"Wanna talk about it?" I asked concerned

"No." he said coldly. It was like a slap in the face. Draco never kept things from me.

"O-o-okay..."

"Just leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you" he said. He got up and walked away, into his dorm. Finally I layed down and cried myself to sleep.