Listening to Linkin Park right now, and some small, dark thing popped up in my mind.
Small little detail about the poem. It's about a younger Sands, in his teenage years… I think… OWH! WARNING! VERY IMPORTANT. It's about self mutilation, lill grapic here and there. So if yer still an innocent kiddy, then what the HELL are you doing here!
My escape,
Everything hurts,
Always,
I can't make it stop,
Never,
Seeing the dark days pas,
Helpless,
I know it won't get better,
Never,
Every day is just about surviving,
Loneliness,
I feel nothing more than pain,
Never,
Feeling the coldness take over,
Numbness,
I won't be able to fight me out of this,
Never,
Every morning I taste the grief in my mouth,
Bitterness,
I know it won't stop,
Never,
Smelling my own sorrows,
Emptiness,
I feel so god damn lost without any hope,
Never,
Every time I fail,
Losing,
I can't get the control back,
Never,
Seeing my pain drip out of me,
Healing,
I feel relieved knowing I can still feel,
Never,
Every night I walk up to the bathroom,
Carrying,
I touch the smooth metal to feel reality again,
Never,
Every time I tell myself this will be the last time,
Lying,
I can see the red words creation on my wrist:
Never again!
Told ya it wouldn't be nice…
I'm a little nervous about this one. Sure in the poem before I mentioned some ugly stuff but this is a little bit drastic.
So I reallyyyyyyyyyyy wanna know what ya think of this one!
Review, please, cookies, sugar and a cherry on top!
Luvzzzz Sue-AnneSparrow.