Right now I'm listening to Evanescence, sorry still can't type the name without some mistake in it. Anyway, let's see where the music will bring me:P
My secret,
First he was just a thing,
Just a annoying assignment,
Just a flowed order,
Daddy always told me to watch my back,
Take cover when I'm in danger,
Take a gun better than a helping hand,
So I did, I stayed on the back ground,
Not to say to much,
Not to look scared,
Because I was,
I was scared of him,
I was terrified when I found out I was liking him,
He never treated me like dirt,
Like other guy use to do,
Like I was something more than just his whore,
I started to hate myself for it,
He was starting to become more than just a thing,
He was getting more and more trust out of me,
That was the line for me,
Girls like me don't trust others than her own society
Girls like me, don't usually trust at all,
So why was he any different,
Why did he tried to make me feel good,
Why did he tried to make it work,
And that was the final line,
He trusted me,
He told me his plan, to get us both out of this misery,
It was so hard,
I didn't want to lose him, I wanted to go with him,
I couldn't betray my own family, that would be eternal hell,
But a choice I had to make,
And when I did I knew it was wrong,
And I first didn't care, ore at leased tried,
Then I saw his face,
Without his eye's,
Without any hope,
See anything you like,
I wanted to sound like a bitch,
I wanted to let him thing I didn't care,
No, he shot me down,
I didn't care,
I deserved it,
I killed the man I loved,
My secret,
And he returned me the favour.
Yes, it's about Anjedrez the uber BITCH! I wanted to make a little less like a bitch. Very hard, since she's the bitch who betrayed Sands! The bitch! (okay who many times did I used the word bitch now?)
Again, please review, I made a pact with god, you go to heaven if you do!
Luvzzz Sue-AnneSparrow.