Trapped in my own mind,

First it was only a word for me,
Darkness,
Now it's my whole world,
Blindness,
And every day I try to gain it,

It's hard to live in a world without sight,
But I thought I could beat it,
Because that's who I am,
A killer,
A fighter
And in a way a freak,

I thought wrong,
Amiss,
Sure you can live you're life without sight,
But,
You can't live you're life alone,
Cages,
In yourself,

Slowly I'm fading,
Turning in myself,
Because I lost my gift to look at people,
I never realised you needed that,
To see,
To touch,
To be,

Never cared enough to think about that,
Now I'm getting black,
Numbness,
My world starting to die,
Agony,
Soon I'll hear nothing more than just the voices,
Confession,
I'm slowly dying from my own insanity,

Never will I see again,
Misery,
Memories is all that's real,
Emptiness,
Slowly I realise,
Loneliness,
Is all I got left,