So sorry,
I
hurt you more than I can imagine,
Every time I did it I saw the
pain in you're eye's,
Eye's that use to smile,
Now only
filled with emptiness,
You think I don't see you're pain,
But
I do,
And it hurts me even more,
To know it's because of
me,
Because I can't,
Can't stop,
Even when I try so
hard,
I stay this way because I hurt you,
I want to hurt myself
because you feel so much pain,
Pain is what I have left,
Since
you've left,
I can't blame you,
Because I didn't
stop,
Didn't stop hurting myself,
In this way.