Hey guys thanks for the great reviews. Now I am going to answer some questions that some of you great reviewers have been asking me.

The little girl that Sango saw in the bathroom is a ghost of the child which she will have in the future. Now on with that story.

Chapter something I forgot.- The mistake

I slowly pulled in to the main enter trance to my apartment building. I sighed as the parking lot lights blinked on. Darkness started to fall around the earth like a heavy curtain covering a window to the daytime. I sigh as I lean against the stirring wheel. The tears of now black makeup running. I felt like my life gone. My virginity was taken by a slimly disgusting man which was died thanks to me.

The image of the little girl hunted my mind. The wind started to pick up as I stepped out of the truck. The wind gently made the tail of my coat pick up as I stared up at the windows of the building. I lowered my head as I walked into the building. The hallway smelled like old gym sock. Beautiful smell to come home to eh? I slowly climbed the red carpeted stairs to the third floor. The floor which I called home.

I slowly reached the door as it was open a bit. The dim light flowed out of the crake of the door. The tv was left on again. Bottle littered the floor as I just kicked them aside. I sighed as there was laugher coming from the tv. Happiness that once filled me was gone. There was gentle laughing still coming from the tv still. I weakly turned off the tv.

I slowly walk down the hallway towards my room. It calls me with mournful state in its voice. The candles are lit. I am confused. My eye start to scan over the room.

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase

I shook the feeling out of my head as I took off my coat. Getting down on my hands and knees I crawled on my to my pillow. Buring my face in to the pillow. Feeling the tears start to spring from my dark feelings. The soothing of silent cries of my own mind calmed me.

After awhile of stillness I felt something. Something touch my back of my neck. A pair of lips. I quickly turned around to see Sesshomaru sitting on the bed next to me. "Hello...dear." his voice was icy but strangely with a touch of something I just could not figure out what it was. " You left me" I opened my mouth but nothing came out. I lowered my head in shame as he lifted it up with his finger under my chin. "It is ok " he said gently. He gently started to lean towards me as I grabbed a hold of his black silk dress shirt. Sesshomaru gently laid me down on the bed as his lips captured mine lightly. A light gentle moan escaped my lips as he kissed me passionately. "Sessh...omaru.." I felt my heart feel like it was going to beat straight out of my chest. Our bodies felt like they were made to fit each other perfectly as he settled down on me. A cold chill started to run though my body as he started to run his hands down my sides. "Why are you here?"I asked as we both sat up. Me straddling his hips. I felt the emitions start to fly as I gently started to run my hand though his hair. "Why do you do this to yourself?" Sesshomaru asked as he turned my right wrist over to the under side of it to the cuts. Gently kissing the cut. Feeling his soothing lips against my cuts. "I have no one to care for me." I said as tear started to fall down my cheeks.

"Please leave me now there no hope of me loving you"

OOOOOh A cliffhanger... Well there was surprise in this chapter...Hmmm ok review and thanks for reading-Gothica