Chapter 12- The Broken Tale and The Restless Night
"Please leave me now there no hope of me loving you". The words left my mouth as he let go of my wrist.
" That is crazy to say Sango. I love you with all my heart. I showed you my love"
" I am sorry Sesshomaru but I accept that you actually love me." I lowered my head as the door opened. Kagome was standing in the door way. " Come on you two school starts in like 40 minutes" she said as she threw Sesshomaru 's black backpack at him with his car keys. Sesshomaru look over his shoulder at me. " You need a ride?" I shook my head as I went in to the bathroom to take a shower.
After a few minutes of just standing in the shower letting the water run over my body. I got out. Wrapping the towel around my body, I stepped out and too the mirror. I still hated my self. I closed my eyes and opened them again. She still stood there hunting me. I shook the thoughts and images from my head as I brushed out my hair. I pulled my hair back into a messy bun as a couple pieces fell to frame my face. I gently reached to touch my lips with my fingers. " Why does he love me" I thought as I applied some black lipstick on my naked lips. The lipstick glided over my lips as I rubbed them together. I put some face powder on as lowered my eyes to the black counter. The pain and lust was trying to take over my life as I gripped the counter harder. My black nails glittered in the light of the bathroom. I let go of the counter as I put on my 10 pounds of black eyeliner around my eyes.
My life was hard but it was getting better. I had someone who loves me. Sesshomaru. I slowly walked out of the bathroom to my room . It was still dark. The way I like it. More easier on my eyes. I loosened the towel and let it fall to the floor. I pulled open the top drawer on my dresser. I pulled out my black thong that had a skull on the black and the word "death" in red letters. I grabbed my black bra with a skull charm that hung in the middle. I quickly put them on as I was feeling that someone was watching me. I spun around to see if anyone was. No one. A cold chill ran though my body as I closed my eyes. I saw her in my mind. The little girl. "Please mommy..." She disappeared in to a cloud of black mist. I opened my eyes and tried to slow down my breathing. I turn my sight back to getting dressed. I pulled out my favorite pair of pants. They were black, baggy. On the back pockets there was two red skulls. The pants had chains and buckles on the side of the legs. I love them. I pulled them on as I pulled out a black tank top with a skull breathing dark blue fire on the bottom of top. I shook my head as I threw it over my shoulder and to the ground with it hit. I pulled out my black zip up sweatshirt. I pull on a dark red tank top and then my zip up. To finish off my look. I put on a black leather dog collar with spikes and chains that hung down a bit. I smile sightly to myself as I grabbed my black messager bag. I quickly grabbed my ringing cell phone. I flipped it open.
" Hello?"
"Hey Sango-chan where are you?"
" I am heading out the door."
" Well get here...I am lonely"
" Ok ok chill out, Kagome I am coming "
" Ok see you there. Meet us at the enter trance by the gym. "
" That is a big ten four, Kagome... Hey where are my car keys?"
" They are on the coffee table by your cigarettes and lighter. Ok see you there. Bye."
" Bye Kagome-chan." I flipped my cell phone shut as I walked down the hallway. Stepping over a sleeping Lestat and into the living room. I put my cell phone in my pocket as I grabbed my cigarettes and lighter. I pulled out a stick and put it in my mouth and lit it. I took a long nice drag of the cigarette. Then blew it out. I pulled on my long black trench coat and walk out the door. Then I dawned on me. Lestat needs food. So grabbed a scoop of dog food and put it in his dish. I quickly shut the door and left.
The morning air was cold as I zipped up my coat. October weather. The wind picked up and started to blow the tail of my trench coat up as I shuddered. I opened the door of the dodge ram. And climbed in. I took off my massager bag on to the passager side. I looked up the ceiling and sighed. I grabbed a cd out of my collection. Slipknot
Go!
Stapled shut - Inside an outside world and I'm
Sealed in tight – Bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic - Closing in and I'm
Catastrophic - Not again
I'm smeared across the page - And doused in gasoline
I'm wear you like a stain - Yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me up on all your sordid little indiscretions
I've got no time to lose, I'm just caught up in all the cattle
Frey the strings…
Throw the shapes…
Hold your breath…
Listen!
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that!
The music blared in the car as I slammed it into first gear and did a burn out. I was off.
At school
I pulled into the parking lot. Students were getting out of their cars or walking towards the building of imprisonment. I sighed and rolled my eyes as the music blared out the now open windows. The wind was blowing as I opened the door. I pulled out a stick. Leaning down close to my legs as I lit the cigarette. Taking a long deep drag. I grabbed my keys and my bag. Jumping out the door and landing on the ground. I locked my truck up as I slipped the keys into my pocket.
I walked around the building to the gang by the gym enter trance . Kagome running away from Inuyasha. She has his sweatshirt. " You guys are morons" I half said half yelled. Kagome quickly run behide me. I just raise my pierced eyebrow as Inuyasha let out yelp and ran away. Kagome was laughing at him as she chased after him. "They are strange." Koga said as he watched Kagome run in a red and black plaid skirt with black fishnets and knee high boots. She had on a black Marilyn Mason sweatshirt. Inuyasha had a pair of black baggy pants and his white wife beater. Sesshomaru was there. Still sexy as hell. In his long sleeve blood red shirt and his fade black jeans with chains and his black and red skate board shoes. I took a last drag of my cigarette and sighed.
OK ppl I am sorry for ending it there but I really wanted to post this today so you all can read. I am thinking of making a second part to this. I dunno. You tell me. Well g2g bye review me with your ideas and thought about this story.- Gothica