Yuuri knew calling off the engagement with Wolfram was inevitable due to his earlier indiscretions with Adelinda. He just never thought it would happpen so soon. Worst of all Wolfram knew what happened between him and Adelinda. Yuuri was not ready for this. He felt so alone, so lost. Wolfram's word kept on repeating themselves in his head. The tears would not stop flowing.
Why am I so stupid? What am I going to do? I failed to keep my promise to him. I shattered his heart. There is no way to amend for my actions this time. If only he knew how much I love him. How am I going to continue to live? He is my life and sole, my guardian angel. By my own hands, I lost him. If only I can turn back time. I failed you, my prince. Please no matter how long it takes, find a way to forgive me. I ask nothing more of you.
Yuuri knew better than anyone, once Wolfram made up his mind, it will take nothing less than a miracle for the blond to change it. Yuuri knew the engagement is off. There is no turning back. Yuuri did something that is unforgivable. His brain understood what is happening, yet his heart couldn't accept it. Yuuri's heart wanted to go after Wolfram, to explain what happen, even though he himself did not fully know what caused him to take the girl. He wanted Wolfram back, yet in the end logic won over emotions.
Yuuri walked around the castle in a daze. Everywhere he went images of Wolfram and him together flooded his memories. They were so happy together.
"Wimp, I'm going to kill you."
"Come on Wolfram, it just water."
"Yeah freezing water; what the hell were you thinking?"
Yuuri smiled a sad smile as he skim the surface of water remembering when he had playfully sloshed the blond with the freezing water. He remembered his fiancé's angry face, only thinking it was so adorable at that time. Round and round in circles; Wolfram chased him and threatened to kill him over and over again.
"Look, our children are back."
"Looks like its going to be another successfully breading season for them."
The black hair king entered the breeding spot for their beloved bearbees. That was just a couple months ago. Over the last five years, Yuuri and Wolfram waited and watched over the bearbees together. Yuuri couldn't help but believe this was the last year they will wait together.
"Ouch, Wolfram, that hurts."
"Stop complaining Wimp."
"I can't always be there to protect you."
"Whatever, Wolfram you never let me out of your sight."
"Grab your sword; I will make you into a respectable swordsman even if it kills you."
Will he ever get the chance to train with Wolfram again? Yuuri already knew the answer to his question.
Somehow Yuuri ended up at their spot.
"Wolfram I love you."
"I love you too, Yuuri."
Three years ago at this very spot, Yuuri declared his undying love for Wolfram. The blond was stunned beyond all accounts. Finally bringing the blond to their spot, Yuuri had managed enough courage to declare his love. Wolfram gave Yuuri the most dazzling smile he had ever seen on the blond. Yuuri only regretted not telling him sooner.
Yuuri continued his mindless walking. Several hours later, the king ended back at his bedchamber. No longer did his bedchamber feel like home. All warmth and joy has left the room. Wolfram will never barge into the room screaming his name again. No longer will he see the blond sleeping soundly next to him. The nights of gentle exploration between themselves were gone. The bed that they share for five years is forever tainted. Yuuri felt nauseated just remembering what his body has done.
A soft rasp of the bedchamber doors got Yuuri's attention.
"Yuuri Heika, it's us."
The maids entered the room looking rather skittish.
"May I help you," asked the king.
"Lord Bielefield requested us to retrieve his things for him."
Yuuri understood. The maids quickly gathered all of the prince's belongings. Yuuri looked around and felt utterly lost and alone.
"Can you leave his nightgown here?"
"I'm sorry, Heika, Lord Bielefield made it very clear that we must remove everything of his from this room."
The maids left without saying another word to the king.
Just like that, he is gone, out of my life.
Yuuri couldn't pretend to be strong anymore. He collapsed onto the ground and started sobbing harshly. The sorrow and pain he felt was indescribable. His hand clenched at the spot of his heart, trying to soothe the pain away. Nothing helped. He continued to cry throughout the night.
Wolfram come back, please come back.
The blond walked passed the king's bedchamber ignoring the painful cries coming from inside.
Author's note
Sorry to confuse everyone. I just wanted to know people are actually reading my mediocre story. I didn't mean to upset anyone. Just to reassure you, this story is completed. I hate it when writer post an unfinish story. I try to remove any "glaring mistakes", but I tend to choose quick updates over long extended wait time. All questions will have an answer to them. Just wait. Oh, I mostly udate on Mondays. Thanks.