I wish it would rain down
Chapter: 3
Disclaimer: I don't own em! Never will (Tear), Don't own the song either!
Pairings: Harm/ Mac (Duh!)
Rating: K
Summery: The duo finally find out the truth about Mac's 'death'.
A/N: Sorry it took so long! And it's problay crap! But I was listening to this song last night, and I just thought of this story! So here we go! Oh and also! I was listening to Phil Collins again, and I heard another one of his songs, and it gave me loads of Ideas for next chapters! Yay! Ok, so hope you like! Let me know in a review! Oh and the song's are "Tears don't fall" By Bullet for my Valentine. And the second you will all know from the last episode! "100 Years" By Five for fighting!
(I love that song! )
Love ya's!
IrishJAG!
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From Last Chapter...
She parked her car in the nearest spot she could find, and looked around. Indeed there was a funeraly being held there. She could see the Hearse, and many more cars. It was someone from the military she could see, because the Hearse was decorated in the American falg. Ok, so it was probaly one of Harms old Acadamy buddy's funeral.
Deciding that she really did not want to atay in the car, or get wet, she made her way to the front of the church.
When she got there she was already drenched by the now free falling rain, and she could also see someone standing looking up into the sky, wearing a Navy Dress white uniform. It was harm.
What was he doing standing in the rain? She couldn't help the next few words that came from her mouth.
" Hey Flyboy. Isn't a little cold to be out in the rain with no coat on?"
She watched as harm spun around with a look of pure Shock Horror on his face...
Outside the curch
They had been standing there, just looking at one another for about ten minutes now.
"Well, aren't you gonna say something Flyboy?" Mac said.
" ... " Harm's mouth was opening and closing, but no words were coming out.
"Was it a waste coming here to see you Harm?" Mac asked, Hoping the answer to be no.
She did love Clay, with all her heart actually, but she would always have a soft spot for a certain Nayv Aviator, turned Lawyer.
" "
Harm was saved from answering, when the doors of the church sprung open to reveal the whole JAG Staff, and Mac's friends.
Everyone stopped in their tracks when they saw who was standing with Commander Rabb.
"Hey Guys... Erm, why are you all staring at me?" Mac asked, kind of scared of what the answer would be.
"Erm. Mac?" Admiral Chedwiggen looked at her with a puzzled look.
"Yes sir?"
"How? What when?" He asked.
"What?"
"How are you here?"
"Erm. I got a flight?"
"MY GOD! Can't you people see! This is NOT Mac!" Harm yelled and stormed off.
Hotel Heren.
Room 243
Harm's POV
"What is with everyone! Mac, Yeah if that was Mac, then I'm Elvis!" Harm yelled, walking around his hotel room.
He couldn't believe everyone was going on about her, like it was actually Mac! It wasn't! It couldn't be. She was dead! Why could they not make their peace with that.
Harm felt his knees go weak, and he fell to the ground crying. Mostly for the days events, and all left unsaid. But most of all for the best friend he lost, the woman he loved.
He saw his guitar and reached for it.
He started strumming a few notes, and within a few minutes he was feeling relaxed. He didn't even hear the knock on the door.
He did however hear, when it became louder. Someone was yelling his nmae too. Mac.
"Harm! Please! I know you're in there! Please open up!" Came a muffled voice.
Harm started to play harder, and even started to sing. He didn't know what made him sign this song, but He sang anyway.
"Let's go...
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she if she new my shame?
Theres always something different going wrong
The path I walk in the wrong direction
Oh it's so true! We could never get it right! There was ALWAYS something in our way!
Theres always someone fucking hanging on
Ha! Brumby!
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Mac's tears never jus fell, they always broke his heart. Whenever she cried, he felt responsible for her. He had to protect her, keep her safe. make the tears go away. They did crash around him. Like bombs, he couldn't stay away from.
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home.."
"HARM! Please! Let me in! We need to talk!" Mac's voice came over Harm's singing.
"FINE! The doors open" Harm said, Going over to the window.
Mac walked into the dimly lit room, and could see Harm standing by the window looking out.
"Harm..."
Mac was cut off by Harm
"Don't ok! I don't know you, I don't want to know you either." Harm said. He could feel the tears in his eyes.
What if this was his Mac, NO! It wasn't! Can't think like this!
"Harm, It is me! Please! I don't know what is making you think all this, But I swear I am Mac, How Can I Prove it to you!" Mac asked.
"Tell me something no-one else would know!"
"Erm... Crap Harm! Like what?"
"Something I told you, and you swore never to tell! I don't care! Just please make me believe you" Harm said
He really did want to believe all this, He wanted it more than anything.
He didn't want to believe that the love of his life was dead. He missed her.
"Erm. Ok! I can't think of something that you would know, but I do know something you could find out!"
"Yeah?"
"I was once arguing with Sturgis, he was talking about how me and you must feel something for eachother, and I kinda let it slip that I love you." Mac said, Close to tears.
Harm stood there speachless. Was it true? No. Sturgis would have told him. Wouldn't he?
Harm walked straight past Mac and out the door.
He knew where he was going, she knew where he was going.
Mac flopped down on the sofa and cried.
"So much for asking friends to a wedding!" She said.
Sturgis Appartment.
Right, he had to find out if it was true. There was no doubt in his mind that The woman was Mac anymore. Once she looked at him in the eyes, he knew. It was so hard not to just take her and kiss her senseless, But he had to find out if the secret she told him was true.
' It's now or never Rabb.' He said ti himself.
He knocked on the door, and a few minutes later, The door swung open,
'Damn, he was asleep.' Harm thought
"Harm? Buddy, what's wrong?"
"Is it true?"
"Huh? What the thing that happend today. Harm, look maybe you should speak to Mac about it."
"No, not that! Is it true that she loves me?"
Sturgis knew quite well what Harm was trying to say to him.
"Buddy, I promised.."
"NO! No I promised! This is important! Tell me!"
"Yes, " He mumbled.
"What?"
"Yes! She loves you! She always has!" He yelled.
Harm once again didn't say anything, instead he ran to his car and drove to a very familiar place.
Harm's old Appartment
North Of Union Station.
"C'mon!" Harm said, he was standing at his old door, waiting or it's occcupants to open up.
"Mr.Rabb? What do you want?" Said a very angry woman who just opened the door.
"Hi! I am Harmon Rabb! I used to live here, I asked you to send a few things to me last year? I was here today! Do you remember me?" Harm said, Compleatly ignoring the fact, that the woman knew who he was
"Huh? Yeah, I remember, erm, what's wrong? Did the things not get over or something?" The woman asked sleepily. She was not used to people talking so fast at 1 in the morning.
"Oh no they got sent alright. I was just wondering could I come in and get something that I left here?"
"What? Are you serious? It's one in the morning!"
"Yeah I know! And I'm sorry, but I really need to get this!"
"Fine!" The woman sighed, and let Harm in.
"Thank you! I should only be a minute.. I Think...it should... be.. around... erm..." Hram spoke as he checked under, plants, cabinates, everything.
"What are you looking for Mr.Rabb?"
"Harm, Please."
"Ok, Harm. ... Hold on, Harm?"
"Yeah?"
"Oh my god, That woman was looking for you!" The woman Exclaimed.
"What woman?"
"Erm... what was her name.. erm. Mac! That's it! Mac!"
"She was here?"
"Yeah earlier today, around noon. I told her that I knew you were going to a funeral."
"Did you tell her who's?"
"Yeah Sarah."
So she knew? Then what was going on.
"I think she thought it was a navy buddy or something, because before she left, she looked kinda relieved.
"GOT YA!" Harm yelled in victory while pulling a box out from behind the book case.
"Yeah, that's yours, You didn't say to send it so I left it there."
"Great! Thanks! Sorry about waking you! Bye!" He yelled running out the door.
"Men! I don't think he even Knew what I was saying!" The woman said closing the door.
Hotel Heren
Room 243
Ok, so Harm has been gone for about 2 hours now. And Mac was really starting to get worried!
Just as she was about to go out and find him, her cell Phone rang.
"Yeah?"
Sarah? It was Clay.
"Hi hunny, I am so sorry for not calling! It is so hectic here!" Mac said, sighing.
Awww I'm soory, How is everyone?
"Well, The admiral and Meridith got married, Harriet and Bud are expecting twins, Sturgis is well Sturgis." Mac Laughed.
Twins? Wow! Give them my congrats. What about Rabb?
"What about him?"
Have you seen him?
"Yeah. I Seen everybody. But there is something bothering me."
What is it babes?
"Apparently, I'm dead."
WHAT?
"Yeah, it seems that our replacements on the Paraguy Trip got caught in an explosion. 'I' Died, and 'You' Were seriously injured." Mac said.
I'm going to kill him.
"What?" Mac wasn't sure if she had heard him right.
The head of CIA sent those two out so that we wouldn't get hurt, Because well Admiral Chedwiggan threathend him.
Clay could hear a small laugh coming from the other end of the phone.
' Well Done Sir' She thought.
Something must have gone wrong, that's why he bought us this house, He wanted us away. Oh my god Sarah I am so sorry.
"Clay it's ok..."
At this moment Harm entered the hotel room and saw Mac on the phone.
"... It's grand seriously, I explained it to everyone. How we just wanted to leave and that I was going to call them as soon as we were settled. Apparently, It only happend 2 weeks ago, We only moved in then."
Well someone is going to get a call from me! Listen hunny I gotta go, but Be safe, and come home soon! I love you Sarah.
"I love you too Clay. Bye."
When Harm heard those words, he took the small velvet box from his pocket and threw it under the bed.
It went unnoticed by Mac, who was standing up to leave for the door.
"Where are you going? I thought we could talk" Harm pleaded.
"Talk? Us? What do we have to talk about?"
"I know what happened. I called the Admiral. I'm sorry for jupming to conclusions and all that. And I know you were telling the truth."
Mac looked at him. He really hated admitting when he was wrong, but god he looked hot when he was sorry.
'It's his eyes. No. Just his face. No, It's everthing about him!' Mac thought smiling
"It's ok Harm, I understand. Really. You know all I came here to ask you all to the wedding. It just got kinda messed up I guess."
"Wedding, well yeah that would be great Mac, I'd erm, love to go."
"Great, I still have to ask Harriet and the gang, but I'm glad your coming. You know, I missed you the last 2 years."
Missed me? She was the one who sent me away. NO! No Rabb, you are not gonna fight with her now.
"I missed you too Mac." He said, and pulled her into a hug.
"I missed this too" Mac confessed, putting her head in the crook of his neck.
"Hey Mac?"
"Mmmmm?"
"Will you dance with me?"
"Yeah."
Harm reached over and took the remote for the stereo and put on the song he knew she would love.
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are ,
'Damn that man always knows what to put on' Mac though as Harm pulled her in for the dance.
'Mmmm she smells good' Harm thought.
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars ,
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
' Ha 100 years, thats not even long enought for us to get it right' Harm thought.
' Yeah, 100 years. It will take us that long and then some! Hold on... Mmmmm he smells really good.' Mac thought
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life ,
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Harm knew that her favourite part of the song was coming up, so he pulled he even Closer, and looked deep into her eyes, with suce extreamity that Mac Shivered.
' Damn him' She though still not breaking eye contact as the song played on.
' God How I love her' He thought
Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are ,
Harm tillted his head a bit closer , still not breaking the eye contact, and smiled. It wasn't the goofy FlyBoy grin. It was sincere, and full of love.
Mac had to smile.
' Damn you Harmon Rabb!' She thought
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
The song faded out and stopped, but Harm and Mac, still styayed close, looking into one and another's eyes.
"Harm?"
"Yeah?"
"What was I telling the truth about?"
"When you said that you told Sturgis, you used to love me." Harm said.
"Used to? Harm I still love you." Mac said looking dead straight into his eyes.
It took Harm all of a breath to figure out what she had just said, and when He did, He wasted no time. He took he chin in his palm and gently kissed her.
That wasn't enough for Mac though. She pulled him down and kissed him so Passionatly, she didn't know what was happenig.
When the need for air became too much, they broke the kiss. But kept their foreheads together.
"I love you Harmon Rabb."
"Oh god I love you Too sarah MacKenzie."
TBC!
Ok! So that's it for chapter 3! I hope you liked it! And sorry for the delay! The next chapter will be the morning after, and guess who comes to ruin our little happy world? Yeah! I know!
Ok! Anyway! Hope you like! And please review!
Love ya's !
Gráinne!
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