Note: Hello readers. I just want to say sorry my first lemon didn't turn out that great. It seems that things need to be cleared up. So, here's a Roy's POV from my first fic: 'Broken' This will be slightly shorter, but will not have a lemon, as I have already typed it out in the first part. This is strictly for clarification purposes only.
Disclaimer: I still do not own FMA, sadly.
Broken: Part 2
He was an idiot for leaving. How could he do this? These were the thoughts that General Roy Mustang thought daily after the disappearance of Edward Elric. Though it was true the man was the biggest womanizer in all of Central, it was just a ruse so that people wouldn't suspect his true nature. In all truth, the military man had his eyes set on the young alchemist. Still, the fact that he was gay would ruin his reputation in the military, and he wasn't the type that liked to be made fun of. So, Roy kept his secret ambition just that; a secret.
Once he'd learned the teen had disappeared without a trace, Roy instantly stopped dating. This left everyone around him worried that there might be something wrong with their General. And they were right because he was suffering inside.
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The most miraculous thing happened on a simple trip to the store. Was it really him? It looked like him, but what was he doing living like this? Roy had found what was left of the old Edward that he'd know only years before in an alley way. The boy -no, the man now- clearly wasn't in a very good shape. So, he scooped up the broken teen, and walked back home, forgetting about his previous agenda.
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For about a week after the finding, Roy was still taking care of Edward. Each day, he tried to get a little closer to the teen, trying to give him hints as to how he really felt. Nothing seemed to work. He didn't want to force his young idol into anything he didn't want, but as each day passed, Roy grew more and more impatient. He finally decided one night, that he'd truly show the young man how he felt.
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The half blind man awoke the next morning. He found his lover was gone. Edward was still in his arms, but he was gone. He hadn't meant to hurt the teen. But he knew it was his fault. Ed had gained trust for Roy, and that trust was shattered. The boy hadn't taken the act as a sign, but as cruelness. He hadn't killed himself, but was murdered by a broken heart. How could Roy have done this to his one and only?
After note: Gah! More angst! Hope this cleared things up.