Summery
After finding Tyson in bed with one of her greatest enemies, Hilary comforts herself with her new-found Bitbeast, unaware of the three new competitors for her heart. I'm not really sure what's going to happen with this fic but I will let you know as soon as I do. Like all of my work this is just something that happened to float through the empty void inside my head. Like it or hate it please R and R as honest opinions are always welcomed.
Lamanth: A big thank-you to - allie oops, Lady Of The Damned Land, akkiangle, Tataiha, Mina the Mischevious, Lioness Of the fire, Iluvbeyblade, Angel del Silencio, Darksouled Saiyanphoenix, ERIKA MOMON, WolfMinion, H-girl.1, firehores200 and shadowphoenix101! Who all reviewed chapter seven! I swear if I get over 100 reviews of this fic I'll have a party!
Muse: Who'd go to a party with you?
Lamanth: Everyone from my support group. Which includes me, myself and I.
Muse: Well you can all fuck off then, can't you!
Lamanth: Fine then be like that! I don't want to talk to you anymore anyway! Dedication? Dedication? (pokes sleeping dedication with a stick) OH Dedi!
Dedi: WHAT? Oh, yeah, right. Cough, cough. Dear wonderful readers, who are all so-
Muse: Stop the theatrics and get on with it already!
Dedi: Fine! Chapter 8 of Suddenly I See is dedicated to shadowphoenix101 who is stuck in a health farm for a month! Poor buby, so shadowphoenix101 this is for you!
Lamanth: Thanks Dedi. As always sorry for any bad spelling and if you feel the need to through thing at me please wait until I've hidden behind the sofa kay?
Muse: On with the fic!
"Talking"
'Thinking'
((Bitbeast))
I don't need your kinda love,
I don't need your kinda trust,
I don't want you any more,
Suddenly I See
Chapter 8: And The Tables Turn
Hilary's POV
"Hilary." He breathed my name in the same soft way that he'd always done. A way that used to make my heart flutter in my chest like a wild bird trying to free it's self from a cage, but now the sound of my name on his lips made my gut twist and I felt I was going to be sick.
I felt the echo of Ivy's presence and knew that she had returned from wherever it was that she had gone. I may have had to face Ming-Ming on my own but Tyson wasn't going to be so lucky.
As I stood there I looked at him properly for the first time in months. This man that I'd willing given myself to mind, body and soul. Looking at him now I had to ask why? The black pants and the baggy dark blue T, all toped off with that stupid baseball cap. What had I ever seen in him? He was immature, selfish and not worth anymore of my time.
"Hilary." He said once more. This time as he said my name he stepped forward and placed a hand on the smooth skin of my right arm.
I felt the tears well in my eyes, a few days ago I would have let the tears poor down my face as I ran and hid from the world. But now with Ivy's strength running through my blood and Ming-Ming's cruel insults whipping my insides in to a furry I was not about to let someone like Tyson Granger make me feel weak
Angrily I shrugged his hand off my arm and hissed. "Get lost Tyson I've got better things to do than deal with your shit."
He gapped at me as if he'd expected a different reaction. His navy bangs falling into startled eyes. As if he'd imagined that I'd willingly take him back after what he'd done. "Come on Hil don't be like this we need to talk." He said.
"There's nothing to talk about. You're a cheating little fuck and I don't want anything to do with you. " I said smiling at him. I didn't feel like smiling but I'm not going to let him know that he ever had the power to hurt me.
"Of course there're things we have to talk about. What I did was wrong Hil I know that but we can't just throw everything we have away cus of one tiny mistake." Tyson pleaded.
"I'd hardly call screwing around on me a tiny mistake. And we don't have anything to throw away because our entire relationship was based on nothing but a pack of lies." I stated. I wondered if he would come clean about what Ming-Ming had told me or if he would lie once more to try and protect himself.
"What lies?" He yelped. "You're not talking any sense."
Yep he was going to lie about it. "What do you mean what lies? Is you memory really that bad?" In spit of the horrific situation I was in part of me was enjoying making my former lover suffer. It was good for once to be the one with the power. "Did you or did you not sleep with me just to win a bet?"
"What the? How the…? It's not true Hil I swear." He gulped like a landed fish.
"Cut the bullshit your whore told me everything." I snapped.
"Well OK then the first time it was a bet." I smiled in triumph at his words, but I'm not sure why as they confirmed my worst fears. "But it's different now, I love you."
"I love you." I mocked. "Yeah well if you really loved my you'd find away to drop dead in the next three seconds."
"You don't mean that!" He yelled.
"Why don't you try it and find out." I grinned.
"You're just being an immature little girl. I'll talk to you when you've decided to grow up." His voice rose with the colour of his face, as through I was thoroughly testing his patience.
"Well at least it makes a change, cus most of the time I felt more like your baby-sitter than your girlfriend. So bye." I said and gave him a little wave.
"You can't just let me walk way like that." He screeched.
"Why the hell not?" I countered. "It's my life and I can do what I want with it."
"Cus you need me." He answered.
"No Ty. I don't want you. I don't need you. And a sure as hell don't love you anymore, not that I think I ever really did." I screamed.
"Get a grip on yourself Hil." He hissed as he stepped even closer to me. "You're nothing without me and you know it. When people look at you the don't see Hilary Tatibana they see Tyson Granger's girlfriend."
I stared wide-eyed at him as he stood over me. His dark blue eyes turning almost black in rage as he towered above me. Dark and menacing. So close I could feel the heat of his breath on my skin, the force of his words hitting me like a slap in the face. Was that really how people saw me? Just as an extenuation of him? Unbidden Brooklyn's words came back to me.
"Tyson dosen't deserve you Hil. You're too special to waste you're life on someone like him. Remember that when he comes crawling back to you."
No people didn't see me as just another part of Tyson. Suddenly I heard an angry hiss in my mind and felt a tingle spread down my arms and legs. It was not a pleasant sensation. It was like sensing someone standing right behind you and then feeling them take one step forward.
Tyson leandstill closer, every atom of his being intent on dominating and controlling me.
I would have pushed him away. That is, I would have hesitated and tried to talk my way out of things, but if push had come to shove then I'd have pushed hard. But Ivy struck, and when my hand was halfway around she turned it palm out and curled my fingers to bring my nails into play…
He caught my wrist, his hand moving in a blur.
"Nice try Hil." He said, laughing.
His other hand shot out and caught my other arm as it swung.
"You always did have spirit!"
However, he had run out of hands, and Ivy and I still had a knee in reserve. Tyson's eyes crossed and he let out a small whimpering sound.
"Fuck." He croaked as he folded up.
"Good. Now if that's all I have to go and pour scolding water on the places were you just touched me." And with that I stalked past him head held high as made my way to my room. Ivy was howling with laughter every step of the way.
Lamanth: So what did you all think then? I thought about having Hil just hit Tyson but this seemed more appropriate some how. hehe
Muse: OUCH! OW OW OW!
Lamanth: Ahh, Muse is having sympathy pains.
Dedi: What else would expect? He is male after all.
Muse: At least I'm not a genderly confused little...whatever it is you are! OW.
Dedi: Is that even a word? Genderly. And please remember to vote for who Hil ends up with. You can choose from – Kai, Tala, and Brooklyn. One vote per review.
Big luv see ya
Lamanth
