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Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Titans or Anything else
Summary: What does it feel like to be lonely?
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rating: T
A/N: Yea… my computer is being dumb… so I can't use it often so… this story won't get chapters a lot. But it will be updated!
Shattered Chapter One: When You're Lonely
She has been lonely her whole life. He has too. Along with her, and him, and him.
They have all been lonely.
It's pretty much the only thing they have in common.
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She was abandoned as a child, only left for her siblings to care for her
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His parents died, and someone adopted him, but, the guardian goes off for weeks at a time and he feels no comfort for his hidden tears.
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She is beat repeatedly by her own father, ignored by her mother.
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He was in a terrible accident and only wears sweat suits to hide something still unknown.
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He lost his parents and carried a terrible disease even, he himself has not figured out yet.
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She is ignored and alone. But… she still keeps a smile on her face. She still figures out how to survive through the day. She still makes sure everyone is smiling. And everyone is laughing no matter how hard your life can get.
She was a slave.
A nothing, a worthless troq, with nothing but her tears for company.
Abandoned.
Yet, she still is the one to cheer people up. How can that be so? She is lonely, completely and utterly alone, with no one but the rats, and yet, she is the one to care for people and make sure they're happy.
Everyone… but her.
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He pretends to be collected. Ignores people, a bully. He ignores other's feelings for if he felt sympathy, they memory of them will return to his mind.
He ignores tears, shows none, he taught himself they were only a weakness, nothing more than to be pitied upon is you shed them.
Inside he is breaking. Slowly, but surely, he will one-day snap.
And he will go over the edge.
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She shows no emotion. She hides in the shadows and pretends she is healing on her own. She screams and she thrashes. Ignoring everyone who tries to get near her. She is exactly what her parents are, abusive.
She hurts people, only because they try to solve something, try to help. People avoid her, cower back in fear, to them, she is different, to them, she needs therapy. But to her…
…she needs a friend.
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He too hides alone in the shadows of his hood. He does not avoid though, nor hurt or criticize, he has friends. But no one has been willing to help him.
So he locks it up inside. Making sure no one is willing to help.
He sticks a smile on every day, and does not act, but has fun but on the inside he is aching for someone to ask what is underneath his hood, so he can tell them everything.
He needs someone who will understand.
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He is the clown. The one who does not hide his sorry, or his laughter. He is the one who lives life.
In his mind, that is.
Truly, he is only laughing to ease the pain, he hurts physically, everyday, he tries to ignore the pain by laughing and imagining he was alright, that the accident never did really happen.
And that they were still with him.
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How will they become friends, if they don't want to get close to anyone?
End Chapter 1
All right! That's it! Tell me how you liked it! The next chapter will be much longer though… this was just an introductory.
Oh and if you were confused on which people were which you find out later.
Anyway…
TTFN!
-Emerald-Mask