So new update hope you enjoy I dont really know if i'll be fixing this story because i'm still finishing City of Dreams and Hurt so yeah -Tian ps Its been really hard for me because this was the first year and Christmas without my cats who have been in my life for 8 years.

Previously

When I finished cleaning the books Alec had found me and cleaned out Clary's locker making all the photos safe from ripping now that the fake blood had been cleaned up Simon had gone to his class Physics I think the one class he isn't with anyone in our group. Luckily I have every single class Clary has after bribing the headmaster with the money I got from the will. Izzy was walking Clary to her locker where Alec and I were waiting because we have Chemistry together. Clary gave me a hug before grabbing her books from my arms, god how I love this girl. Wait Love? since when I knew I liked her but who am I kidding I love her.


3rd person

Jace woke up to another ear piercing scream coming from Clary's room he didn't really care because, he loved her for all her faults and everything she represented. In fact he was going to get a new tattoo with Rossa on it. He went to her room gently woke her up and cuddled with her till she and him both fell asleep. When he woke up she was still asleep luckily she hadn't, he thought he should try to get her to eat something as when they got home yesterday from school she went immediately to the bathroom and Will said he thought he could hear her retching. Some of the 'gang' who rolled with Kaelie must have said something to her making her feel even more shitty than what she was when the day started. When he had finished cooking a piece of toast and slicing up an apple for Clary he started on his, whilst he was cooking Clary was in her bathroom with a razor blade. She was tapping it against the sink trying so hard not to relapse she'd been 3 days free. (A\N trust me when i say this is a big deal for people who self harm)

But she couldn't resist the temptation, and she cut 15 times one of them a little deep. She watched it bleed and fall down her arm, little droplets of blood fell on the floor she would have to clean it up later but she stepped into the shower. She felt the stinging sensation that the water brought by seeping into the cuts. She soon finished getting changed after finishing her shower and putting a bandage on the wrist she had cut. She was starting to feel lightheaded but thought nothing of it, she tried to tame her messy mane but ended up putting it into a messy bun. Jace had just finished his food and gotten dressed when Clary came out of her room and saw the apple slices and toast. Even after 8 years he still knew her favourite food was still apples. She took one and slipped it into her mouth letting the juice quench her thirst, she only ate six slices before feeling like a pig for eating. When Jace came out he smiled at her eating the apple slices. He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her shoulder before she turned around and hugged him.

"I'll go and get the books ok Jace?" Clary spoke breaking him out of the thoughts he was having. She gave him a peck on the lips before moving out of his arms and practically running down the hall. He just stood there like a fool and touched his lips still feeling the tingly sensation from where she kissed him. When Clary came back she saw him with his fingers still on his lips and laughed a sad laugh, he looked up at her only realising that he still had his fingers on his lips. He shook his head before heading towards Clary and taking his bag from her, he gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and she looked at him wide eyed before reaching up and wrapping her arms around his neck and hugging him. Once they drew back and walked out the door, locking the door obviously. They got to the school using Jace's motorbike which Clary didn't mind this time and everyone was waiting for them. They did their usual routine putting their books and bags in their lockers and went to class. However Jace happened to leave his chem book in his locker and Clary offered to go get it when she did, she was spun around pinned against the wall and punched twice in the jaw causing her head to go into the lockers.

"Go kill yourself slut." Kaelie whispered into her ear before laughing and moving away from where Clary stood falling to the floor but someone caught her before she fell. She looked up and was met with green emerald eyes just like her own.

"Jonny." She said before her eyes rolled to the back of her head, the person stared down at her before picking her up and taking her to the girls toilets and gently grabbing her phone out of her pocket.

"Hello Clary? Where are you?" Jace said worriedly,

"Hi um I need you to come to the girls toilets Kaelie punched her and she's passed out." Jon said looking at his baby sister.

"Who is this?" Jace said,

"It doesn't matter who I am Jace just get your ass here." Jon said starting to raise his voice, ending the call he placed the phone back into her jacket pocket and waited till Jace came.

"Clary?" Jace yelled into the girls toilets.

"In here." Jon yelled back. Jace came rushing in put stopped in his tracks when he saw who was the caller.

"J. Jo, Jon?" Jace stuttered, Jon smiled at him before returning his gaze back to his sister. "How?"

"You can't tell Clary, Mom would kill me but I couldn't stand still and watch her get hurt even more." Jon said sighing, he brushed a curl behind her ear before turning to look at Jace. "I'm back for good Jace we all are. Luke and Mom are working Mom being the art teacher here and Luke owning his own bookstore."

"So it was her then." Jace muttered, Clary murmured something that was illegible but she was finally starting to come round and when she did, Jonathan was no longer there. She saw Jace looking at her worry dug deep in his expression.

"Hey, let's go home ok Clare?" Jace said helping her to her feet. She rested her head against Jace's chest when he picked her up and held her bridal style. He took her outside where they were met by Jace's motorbike, he gently placed her on it and chucked one leg behind her and over the bike. She turned to place her head back on his chest before he placed both of his hands on the handle bar and then revved the engine, Clary had fallen asleep on his chest and when they got home he carried her in bridal style. She woke up after an hour with Jace cuddling her, whilst watching something called Brooklyn 99 (A/N I absolutely love this show it is fucking amazing.) He rubbed her arm up and down before finally realising she was awake. When he did though he asked her.

"So I need to go get something done and you can come with me or I can call Max or Will to come look after you." He looked into her eyes before she shook her head.

"I'll come with you." Her voice was muddled with sleep. They both got up off the couch and Clary was making a cup of coffee when Jace came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist causing her to wince.

"Sorry Clare, but I need you to let me look at them so I can take you to the hospital if they are infected." She nodded when Jace finished he lifted her shirt up enough to see the bruises and when he did he gasped, she looked at him with worry clear in her eyes. "Clare they are really badly bruised why didn't you say anything?" He said pulling her shirt down and straightened up before going to hug her gently, she let him embrace her gently and kiss her head before she moved out of his embrace.

"Jace can you cut me some more apple slices?" Clary asked quietly but loud enough for him to hear her. He gave her a big smile before grabbing an apple from the counter and cutting them for her which she ate all of them even though she felt like a pig. Jace was more than happy that he got her to eat something, he grabbed their coats before helping her up off the stool she had sat on to eat the apple slices.

Clary put her coat on before falling but Jace caught her before she did. Their first stop was at the hospital to make sure Clary was ok, they got there and the doctor just gave her some pain medication and sent her on her way. They got to the area with multiple shops and the tattoo parlour, Clary was struggling to walk so she held onto Jace as much as she could and Jace being Jace was worried about her not being able to walk but still held her till she could sit down. When they did get to the parlour, Jace took his shirt off and told them where he wanted the new tattoo before showing them a design that Clary had draw when they came home yesterday from school.

Jace had gotten Clary a chair so she could sit down, she had brought her sketch book and was sketching Max and Izzy hugging before Jace told her they were done. Jace's new tattoo showed the name Rossa with vines and thorns going through it but he absolutely loved it, the design that Clary had drawn was with his mother's name not Clary's nickname. He already had one with his mother and father on it so when Clary saw the new tattoo she had gasped and was not pleased with the fact he had done that. (I mean come on would you really want your name on your boyfriends or girlfriends or friends body knowing that if something happened they would never be able to get rid of it)

But she had gotten over it after she almost fell for what had been the 7th time that day, so instead of looking around the shopping centre he took her home. She had fallen asleep in the car and because she still was having nightmares Jace just put them into his room and cuddled with her till he fell asleep.

I deeply apologise for the shortness of this chapter but Ive always done pretty short chapters as I dont really know when to stop because i could continue of going in one chapter and then end it with that one chapter so would you rather me finish it, try longer chapters or continue them being short then have much more chapters -Tian