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Spencers Pov

Was there any question I would come to the airport, the truth is I want to be the first person to see her, to hold her, these last months have been hell. The only time I've seen her is on T.V, the only time I've heard her sexy voice before last night was through the radio, and the numerous C.D's I have of her, and thats just cruelty when your still helplessly in love with someone.

Why aren't we together then, if I love her like I do, and she claims that she loves me just as much, why then? Ash put it best in one of her songs, its so cliche but sometimes love just isn't enough, life just gets in the way. Its never the right time for us, everytime I think that maybe those two years in Highschool are all that we'll ever really get, my body crumbles underneath the pain that just the thought cuases but it is unfourtantly our reailty. Most of the time though love makes me foolishly optomistic, one day,some day, Its going to be the exact right time for us, would destiny really be that cruel, if that wasn't true.

Her flight just landed and as I watch person after person come out of the gate, my stomach turns in nervous anticpation. I repeat the same mantra continusly in my head, 'will power Spence, don't let her get to you' followed by you have a girlfriend but as always the thought of will power shatters the moment I see her.

I'm compltely rooted to the spot, her beauty is undenaiable, as she stands there eyes roaming the crowd, searching for me no less. I know I should walk over to her, or at least shout out to her to let her know I'm here. This is the only time I get to admire her though, unabashedly my eyes scan the entire length of her body, even though its been almost four years since highschool, she hasn't changed much, and I can't complain. My eyes stop finally at her face, and I notice that her eyes are cast downward, deafeted and she turns on her heels to head the other way. I quickly chase after her closing the distance between us in seconds, when I reach her I put a soft hand on her shoulder, as her name escapes from my lips.

When she turns to face me I gasp, as always her beauty is even more disarming up close, and a brillant smile spreads across her features. She wastes no time pulling me into a hug. Our bodies are pressed flush against eachother, her head is burrowed into my neck and I can feel her warm breaths trickle onto my sensitive skin. We stay like that in the middle of the airport, thousands of people passing us by, feeling like its just the two of us in this entire world for what seems like forever. Finally though I pull back needing to regain hold on my senses, but when I pull back slightly she moves her arms up from my waist, and drapes them around my neck, holding us close still. Trying to avoid direct eye contact with her for fear of what that may lead to, I keep my face turnt from her. Ever the persistant one she grabs both sides of my face and steers my eyes towards her until I'm looking her flush in the eyes.

I notice she's been crying and her eyes are filled with unshed tears, my heart wrenches I hate it when she crys, even more than when she makes me cry.

" Ash, baby why are you crying?" I silently curse myself for letting that endearment slip, but I push it aside more worried about her.

" Its nothing Spence" She replys and I wait for her to continue and once she knows I want a better explantion from her she does just that

" It' just ...It's just that for a second I thought you wern't here and well honestly it broke my heart and then when I finally saw you It just made me so damn happy that well I can't help but cry."

My face is still cradled in her hands as she says this, and I can't stop my own tears from falling down my cheeks. As she's done a thousand times before, she gently wipes my tears away as they fall. " See now your crying", she whispers tenderly.

I barley hear her say this, becuase I'm compltely foucused on something else, her ever so talented fingers have trailed downward and are now running hot patterns over my lips. Her gaze is scorching and the heat has spread throughout my body, and settled mostly between my thighs. Our eyes are locked together, the brown in her gaze has turned a deep chesnut color, and I'm sure mine are a matching indigo, my breath is short and my heart is racing. It's like we're teenagers all over again, and I just wish we were, adolecent innocence, right before our lifes took a sharp painful turn, before life got so damn hard.

It's as though time is at a standstill and it is just us in this moment, free of all responsibilty, void of reality. Just me, just her, two girls in love craving eachother without inhabitons or worries, without the scrutinty of the world, and most importantly without a past that won't let go. Finally her lips graze mine ever so slightly and my whole being reacts in a way I can't control in a way I never could before, but as soon as it happens, the touch that ignites a million flames within me is ripped away. A chill sweeps over me at the loss of all of our contact, dazed I finally look up to meet the cuase of her arubt disentaglement from me.

Her orbs are forest green,her hair long and golden, her smile smug and I can tell right away that I don't like her. Ashley having moved over next to this mystery woman begins an akward introduction

" Jules this is my best-friend Spencer. Spencer this is my girlfriend Julie" Yep I was right I hate her already.

TBC

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