He ran into his room and locked the door. Turned on the stereo and blasted the sound.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

"You've never lost the love of your life before, Gin."

"Yes, but I've lost people too, Ron."

"But never like this! Never!"

Do you ever want to run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

"Mum? Dad? Luna? Remus? I cared about them all. I cared about her, too, ya know!"

"But not like I did…"

"Ron—"

"Go away. Please."

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

He had lost her. The girl of his dreams.

Hermione…

Maybe if he had never met Harry…

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No. Harry was, and always would be, his best mate.

Without him he probably wouldn't have met her, anyway.

"Oh, Hermione…"

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

"Ron? Ron, are you in there?"

"Yea."

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

"Ron. Talk to me. You can tell me anything."

"No. No one understands…"

"Ron," Harry said with an almost amused expression on his face, "Trust me, I understand."

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

"Look. I need some time alone, okay?"

"Be down for dinner?"

"Maybe."

"Oh, and good job with the stereo. You're getting the hang of Muggle technology."

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

It's because of her. She was a Muggle.

Why hadn't he realized sooner?

Why hadn't he realized that she was the perfect girl for him?

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy

But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work

It was always there

You don't know what it's like

What it's like

The song hurt. He wanted it to stop…

But he wanted it to continue.

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

Why. She was the bravest, most intelligent girl he had ever met…

Why her?

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

He promised himself then he would never love again.

Welcome to my life

He turned the stereo all the way up, and screamed.

Welcome to my life