Green Amnesia

Flipping through the pages of solitude never felt so sensual

Only to have a smooth breeze glaze under your back

Times have changed in which we rely on those who differ from us

As you hum your tune, the objects around you float around in a circle

Only to disappear when you stop

Yes your eyes are open, but your heart isn't

Why do the best things appear right in front us?

It is true that what we take for granted should be taken from deep within us

Begging to differ is only an excuse used for the weak minded

I have seen my fair share of days in the open meadow

Call it therapy

Though I chose the road less traveled

Every time you approached me your mind was deleted out of existence

Only to be brought back the next day in another person

You might say it was lust at first sight

Take your time, you are clearly confused

I didn't want to tell you the truth

I only lied to you to make those things more clear

The rest is only a foundation from which you started this journey

A butterfly floats through the air holding those dearest thoughts about me

With my net in hand I chose not to catch it, but to admire my status among you

When the fate of beauty stands before me, I am on the low end

Not by choice, but by natures way of enlightenment

Though I have learned is it better to watch then take part in

And as a space opens up between us I stand in it and ask for your hand

Not to deceive you, but to communicate my thoughts

Then my mind snapped, and death was standing by our side

Making me remember the deal of unfairness

I hated to worry about such a thought that everyone goes through

And in time I learned to overpower it

Only to wake up with you by my side

Yes we had one

But when I saw you the next day you were unconscious mentally

Physically you walked past me not even saying hello

And looking up once more to the sky

I smiled, said thank you

And walked into the horizon