Experiencing Care And Affection
Now I bet you guys and girls are probably wondering why thischapter is named this, am I right? Lila has been through so much pain in her abusive relationship with her current boyfriend, that she needs an escape! So where does she go? She goes to seek the comfort of someone who has shown more care to her in one evening than Felix had in their entire relationship! So without further ado…let's go straight to the chapter!
The Next Day…Let's Start With Lila…
It was another luxurious and beautiful sunny afternoon in all of Rio! It was the kind of day where some would say this was the perfect day to start fresh and experience something new! But for others, it would be a day of forgetting what had happened the day before…and that would happen to be the kind of day that our beloved blue spix's female macaw Lila was thinking!
She had awoken from her…not so peaceful slumber. Feeling really rough around the edges after what had happened the night before. Most of which involved her being beaten by her abusive partner.
She had awoken with bloodshot eyes from crying too much last night, her feathers were all messy and out of place. Her hair was all messed up from being forced up against the head of the bed. Not to mention that she had new bruises all over her body when Felix got a little…too rough with her! If you catch my drift?
"Ughhhhh…why is it that she is still asleep?!" A very grumpy voice was heard from the doorway of the room. That said bird was of course Felix, and he slammed the door shut, making a really loud bang to make sure that she was awake. "GET UP! YOU SLEPT TOO LATE AGAIN YOU FILTHY WHORE!"
Lila immediately shot herself out of the bed, and she jumped onto her talons very quickly. Mainly because she was afraid that he was going to hit her again. "M-M-Morning honey! Sorry for staying in bed too long!" Lila apologised sadly as she wiped her bloodshot eyes with her wing.
"You're damn right you're sorry! Last night you was bloody terrible! You were all over the place, and I had to do all the hard work!" Felix grumbled in anger, and raised her wingtip at her. "What the bloody hell are you doing, looking like that?! You look so fucking ugly! Go and sort yourself out! I'm not having my girlfriend sing like that on stage! You'll be a fucking embarrassment to me!"
"I-I-I'm sorry! I don't mean to disappoint you?" She sadly muttered again, brushing her head feathers to the side, while tears were streaming down her face. "I always try to look my best for you?"
"Whatever! Go out and sort out your ugly body! I don't want to see your fucking face until you are sexy and good looking! Do I make myself clear?!" He growled again in rage while approaching her quickly and rapidly, which indicated that he wasn't happy with her appearance at all.
"Yes! Yes okay! I'm sorry!" She rose both her wings up in defence, protecting her face with both of her wings.
"Good! Now fuck off!" The scarlet male spat rudely, shoved her roughly towards the wall and pushed the window open roughly for her to fly out of, before he stormed off back downstairs. Mainly to sort out the club for the evening ahead of them. Leaving his girlfriend in the room, crying a river of tears.
"Sniff…Sniff…Sniff…I am not ugly! You hear me! I am not ugly! I hate you! I FUCKING HATE YOU!" Lila shouted in anger and threw a light bulb at the wall, shattering it into shards of glass. "I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HATE YOU!" She shouted even louder this time, and slammed the bedroom door shut. As she buried her face in her wings to wipe away her many tears. "I NEVER SHOULD HAVE ACCEPTED TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND!" She screamed again before kicking the podium on the bed in anger.
Then she looked over to the wall and saw that the time on the clock was 13:50. Meaning she only had ten minutes to get ready before meeting RDJ in the park, and she didn't want to be late. "Oh no! I don't have that kind of time to get ready?! I need to get to the pond fast!" She remarked in a panicky voice, and zoomed out of the room, so she could try to make it to her date on time.
Now Let's See How RDJ Prepared For The Day…
"Fifteen…Sixteen…Seventeen…" RDJ kept counting as he was doing upside down pull ups on a tree branch, while Roberto was supporting him from the branch below. The two of them were outside Roberto's hollow in the jungle, and they were doing work on their abs today. With Roberto trying to reach his friend's level of muscle training.
"Wait, I thought we were going to fifteen?" The muscular blue male asked curiously as he saw that the blue and gold macaw was still going to twenty five.
"Oh no! I said you can go to fifteen! I'm going all the way to twenty five! Which I've done now, without even breaking a sweat!" RDJ cockily remarked, as he looped himself off of the branch he was on, and landed right next to the blue macaw male. "Alright! Another great workout buddy! But I can't stay for brunch this time, I've got plans!" He explained to him with a warm smile, giving him a fist bump.
"Oh you have plans? I have plans too!" Roberto responded with a surprised look, as he wasn't really expecting him to have anything planned for the day.
"Really? Who have you got plans with?" RDJ asked him with a curious eyebrow, trying to find out who his friend was spending his day with.
"I'm meeting Jacqueline! We have our first date soon! How about you?"
"Oh good bro! Congratulations! And me? Oh…I'm only meeting Georgia and Jewel at the beach! Apparently they want to have a heart to heart talk with me about…you know what?" RDJ lied as he wanted to keep a secret about meeting Lila. "Which reminds me, I better get going or I'm gonna be late! Shall I tell them to meet you and Blu later at my place?"
"Yeah definitely! Anyway, I'm sorry about last night! I should have made more of an effort to…"
"Hey? It's not your fault! I just made a mistake, and the scars on my body are my lessons! Anyway, good luck bro! I'll see you later tonight!" The blue and gold male quickly responded and took to the skies in a hurry…leaving Roberto standing there a little flustered by his quick speech.
"Hmmmm…he's clearly not over Jewel yet if he's this keen to see her? Oh well! Off to meet Jacqueline I go!" He too leapt into the air and flapped his wings, as he too flew off to meet his date for the afternoon.
But as the blue and gold male departed from Roberto's hollow, a certain female bird overheard what the two of them were talking about. And with curiosity abs suspicion surrounding her mind, she followed RDJ into the city.
Now We Go To The Park…
Time was of the essence for Lila, because she had hardly any time left to fix herself up before RDJ arrived to meet her. She was in such a difficult headspace that she could barely focus on what she was doing.
"Oh god! Oh god! He could be here at any moment now! What am I gonna do?! I have to tidy myself up!" Lila kept panicking like crazy, as she was at the very same pond that RDJ had taken her to the night before. She was getting so stressed out about her day out with him today, that she was all over the place when preparing for his arrival. "Oh god, does this look sexy? Do I look attractive?! Of course I don't! Oh good god!"
She luckily managed to straighten out her feathers a little bit so they were more neat and tidy. Her head feathers still did look a little bit messy but she was doing her best to change that! Her beak and talons were already pretty clean and shiny so she wasn't really worried about that. But it was mainly her chest feathers that she was worrying about, because they looked really scruffy and all out of place.
"Ohhhh! Why does everything have to happen to me?! Why can't my feathers just stay down!" Lila cried in annoyance, as she stomped in the water, creating a little splash. But what she didn't see, was the fact that a certain someone was watching her from the edge of the pond, who had their wings crossed while gazing at her. "Ohhhhh…I just hope I don't look too bad? I want him to actually be impressed at least?"
"Why wouldn't I be impressed?"
"AHHHHHHHH! OHHHH MY GOD!" Lila immediately jumped when she heard this familiar voice behind her, and she immediately fell in the shallow water backwards. Completely freaked out by the presence of the bird she was supposed to meet. Who looked at her in concern as he saw her fall over. "Ohhh…hehe…hey…hey there RDJ!"
"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry Lila! I didn't mean to startle you?" RDJ quickly apologised, making his way towards the pond as he landed in the water just in front of her and extended his wing to pull her up. "You need a helping wing?" He smiled at her warmly as he took hold of her wing.
"Yes…hehehe! Th-Thank you!" Lila stuttered nervously as she quickly grasped his strong wing, pulling herself up onto her talons and shook her feathers slightly to dry them off. "You actually came?!"
"Of course I did! Why wouldn't I?" He asked her with a warm grin, and he gave her a friendly comforting hug. This took her completely by surprise at first, but after a few seconds she hugged him back, even though her back was very damp. Enjoying the feeling of this warm embrace, which of course was a nice change of place from being slapped about.
"I was afraid that I might have scared you off?" She spoke in a really fearful way while enjoying this warm hug.
"Me? Oh no no you couldn't have scared me off! I'm only scared of one thing in this life Lila, and that is fear itself!" RDJ chuckled in amusement as he helped dry her back feathers with a leaf as they made their way out of the pond.
After the two of them departed from the hug, RDJ escorted Lila out of the pond, and the two of them sat down underneath the tree that was just on the outside of it. And the two of them immediately smiled at each other as they were so excited to see each other again.
"Hey…sorry if I look like a mess today! I…I didn't have a very good night!" Lila was the first one to speak as they sat down, and she kept on brushing her chest feathers down. Which made RDJ blush a little bit as he watched her do this. "Oh god, I look really messy! I didn't have enough time to fix myself up!"
"Are you kidding? You don't look like a mess? You look stunning! Did you do something different to your hair?" RDJ asked her sweetly as he ran a wingtip through her hair. "Looks exciting, unique! Well…it was already unique, but it suits you!"
"Ohh hehehe thank you! I ummm…try to look my best! I'm glad you like it!" Lila replied with the cutest if smiles. As it felt really motivating for her that someone actually appreciates the effort she puts into her look.
"I do…even though your black eye still looks a little sore!"
"Oh my god! I knew it! I do look ugly!" The blue female immediately turned away from him and buried her face in her wings. While gently sobbing, because she was thinking that RDJ thought the same as Felix did.
He changed his expression into a reassuring one and placed a wing on her shoulder to calm her down before she began crying again.
"Woah woah woah! What?! What makes you say that?"
"That's what Felix said! He told me I was ugly, and couldn't return until I sorted myself out!" She whimpered sadly, and began shaking in anxiousness. "Do you think I look ugly?" She asked him in concern. Because she really wanted him to be impressed by how she looked.
"Again, fuck what that guy says to you Lila! You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, and looking at you today just makes my heart skip a beat!" RDJ complimented her again, and removed one of her wings from her face, kissing her wingtip kindly. Which again really surprised her. She wasn't expecting these kind of compliments.
Where Lila was so blinded by Felix's comments and abuse that she received last night, she was completely unable to think straight at this point. So she was a little shocked to hear what the male blue and gold macaw just said to her. "Really? You're not just saying that to make me feel better?" She rose a curious eyebrow and continued drying her tears.
"Really! Hey? If I didn't think you were beautiful…then why would I be here with you?" He soothingly answered her, and grinned at her with a very kind expression. He was very true to his words, and he wanted to make the blue female feel as comfortable as possible around him.
She turned around to face him with the same teary eyes…and he immediately noticed the red marks on her cheeks, and her bloodshot eyes. Making him worry about her, because he could sense that something had happened to her.
"Lila? What's wrong with your eyes? They look all…sore?" He rubbed a wingtip gently underneath her eyes, which made her sigh slightly in defeat. "Did you get an infection or something?"
"Ohh…that! I ummm…cried in my sleep last night!" She answered with such a depressed tone, as she continued to enjoy the feeling of her face being massaged. "Mmmm…that feels good!"
"What? Why?" He asked her soothingly, as he scooted a little closer to her, which made her feel even more nervous, because he was only inches away from her.
"I don't wanna say…you'll think I'm a slut!" Lila croaked in fear, and began shivering at the thought of it. "I'm not proud of what happened…and I don't want you to think any less of me!"
"That is not true Lila! Just tell me what happened last night…and I promise that I won't judge you!" RDJ beamed and wrapped a wing around her in comfort. "Come on? I'm sure it can't be that bad?"
"W-W-Well…alright…ummmm…Felix…kinda…forced himself on me last night?" Lila stuttered once again sadly at the painful thought of it…and RDJ's eyes widened to the size of beach balls in complete horror.
"He…raped you?! What the fuck?!" RDJ cursed with a really disgusted look, and he felt the sudden urge just to hug her. "And yet you are still with him?! After all that he does to you?"
"I know! I know! I hate him! I hate him so much!" Lila sadly cried as she buried her face in his chest. And she cried into his chest feathers, causing him to wrap his wings around her in a warm embrace. Stroking her back in a comforting manner as he held her close to him. "I hate him so much RDJ! All I wanted was a loving boyfriend who would take care of me, and love me and…ughhhhh…I don't know!" Lila sighed again as she continued to feel down about this, while RDJ was comforting her. "I don't know what to do?! If I leave him he will kill me! If I stay with him, he will beat me until I'm dead! There's no escape from this!" She continued to cry, making his feathers very damp. But of course he didn't mind it, because all he wanted to do was comfort her.
"Shhhh shhhh it's okay! Don't worry Lila! Shhhhh…everything is going to be alright! I won't let anything bad happen to you!" RDJ soothingly spoke in a calm manner, as he continued to rub her back affectionately. "I won't let anyone hurt you! Nothing is going to happen to you while I'm here!"
After a few moments of being in this position, Lila slowly managed to calm herself down…and she finally relaxed in his wings as he held her very close. With both of their chests pressing up against each other.
She felt how fast his heart rate was speeding up, and she too felt her heart rate increase as the same pace as his was. For some weird reason…she never felt this way about anyone before!
The blue female slowly leaned upwards and gazed into his crystal blue eyes with her bright purple eyes, and she had such a dreamy look on her face…she was smiling at him like she had never smiled at anyone before.
RDJ gazed back into her purple eyes, and noticed the way that she was staring at him. He too formed a dreamy smile on his beak, and narrowed his eyes in a deep passionate way…that made her feel tingly inside.
Nobody had ever treated her with so much care and affection before…and it was within this one beautiful moment…that all she wanted to do…was just kiss him.
As for RDJ himself…all he wanted to do right now was hold her close in his wings, kiss her passionately on the beak. And tell her that he will treat her a million times better than Felix ever will. So if he was going to have his first kiss…he thought now would be the perfect opportunity to show her how much he is willing to do for her.
"Lila…I promise to protect you…care about you…and comfort you! You shouldn't be with a guy who doesn't know how lucky he really is to have a girl like you in his life!" He spoke in a really charming way, as he brushed her head feathers back with his wing as she smiled at him. "I know we only just met…but I feel extremely lucky that I'm here with you right now!"
"Really? You really mean that?" Her eyes lit up when he said this to her, and her heart felt really touched by his words. "Never in all my life…has anyone ever said those words to me before?"
"Well…it's a good thing that you are here with me! Because if you stay with me…I won't let anything or anyone hurt you! Because you deserve so much better!" He replied with so much warmth in his heart, and he once again brushed a wing up against her cheek to dry away her tears.
"RDJ…I have to ask…why are you being so nice to me? After everything that my boyf…Felix did to you?" She corrected herself when saying the 'b' word, because right now she didn't even want to refer to him as her boyfriend anymore.
He took a deep breath and held her a little closer in his wings…with their noses only millimetres apart. As he could feel the breath of the blue female grazing up against his beak. "Because I know that the girl I met in that club last night…deserves to be treated with love, care, affection…not to mention tenderness! You are a delicate beautiful young lady, and all I want to do right now is show you all that you deserve!"
Lila couldn't believe what she was hearing, and she felt more tears flowing down her cheeks as she trembled…but not out of fear…but because she felt like this is all she wanted! And was afraid that she was going to wake up and this would all have been a dream!
"I need to know if this is real? Because I feel like I'm in a dream!" Lila muttered softly, as their heads were leaning up against each other, as the two of them had their eyes closed in bliss. "I feel really lucky to be here with you too! But how will I know if this is real or not?"
"Well then…I know of a way to find out?" RDJ chuckled mischievously as he grabbed her wing with his, and without even thinking about it, he began nibbling on her wingtips. Only in a tender way though to prove that she was awake. "Mmmm…so soft and sweet! Hehehe!"
"Ooooh…hehehehe…okay! OKAY! I'm awake! Hehehe!" She giggled in amusement as he continued nibbling on her wing, and she was laughing so much, that she nearly fell on her back again.
"Are you sure? Because there might be a chance that you could still be asleep?!" He chuckled again playfully, as he nibbled on her wingtips very light, enough to tickle her.
"No! Hehehehehehe! It tickles so…much! Hahahaha!" She wriggled around and clenched her belly with her wings to stop herself from laughing so much.
"I wish I could stop this, but you're just too irresistible!" RDJ chuckled cheekily and continued nibbling away, which made him too smirk as he loved hearing the sound of her laugh.
"Hehehehe! Stop it! You are really making me ticklish! Hahahaha!"
"I'll only stop if you promise me something!"
"Okay hehehe!" She agreed to his little proposal as she felt all of her anger for Felix melt away within an instant.
RDJ stopped what he was doing and grasped both of her wings gently as he smiled at her dreamily, and pressed his chest up against hers. Making both of them blush again, as the two of them sighed in relaxation.
"I want you to spend some time with me…don't go back to him!" He simply spoke as he continued massaging her wings, trying to convince his new friend to leave her abusive relationship.
Lila immediately dropped her smile slightly, and let go of his wings. Looking down after he asked her of this. Because one small thing was still on her mind. "I can't…"
"Why not?" He asked her in curiosity, lifting her head up with his wingtip. "Do I make you feel uncomfortable?"
"No! NO! Of course you don't! I actually feel really comfortable and…relaxed around you!"
"Then what's the problem?"
"If I leave Felix and be with you…he will kill you! And I don't want you to get hurt!" Lila sadly spoke as she shed a few more tears again, placing a wing on his muscly chest in the process. "You've been so kind to me, and showed me what I want in a relationship! But I don't want you to die because of me!"
"Hey…this is what I want…I don't care if Felix comes after me! Heck! I don't care if his entire gang come after me! Please stay with me! I have friends who are very strong, and I have parents who would protect me from any threat! If you leave him and stay with me, you won't have to get hurt by him ever again! Because I care about you so much…and…I really like you!" RDJ once again grasped her wings and looked deeply into her eyes.
"But…But what if…what…if…" Lila immediately paused while gazing deeply into his eyes. Mainly because a small part of her thought it was unwise to leave the dangerous gangster. But something in her heart was telling her…that she wanted to be with the blue and gold male. "What…"
"What…" He spoke very softly as he leaned in very slowly. Scooting even closer to her, as once again their beaks were only millimetres apart. "What if…"
"What…if…" Lila paused again…as the passion was building up inside of her, and the feelings and emotions that she had were currently running wild. "I ummm…I…don't know what you want me…want me to…"
"Kiss me…" RDJ whispered the last part very seductively, and placed a wing on her chest, which caused her heartbeat to rapidly increase. And she instantly started having all these new and exciting feelings inside of her. As he started slowly rubbing her chest, her heaving chest was moving up and down so quickly…that she was close to giving into her temptations.
"What if someone sees us?" She whispered in the very same tone, and looked over her shoulder to see if anyone was watching them. "I don't…I have to…I want to…"
"Kiss me…let me show you the way that you deserve to be treated…" he whispered once more, as he started massaging her heaving chest with his wing more smoothly…and this little display…broke the barrier that contained their fiery passion.
After a few more seconds of gazing into his crystal blue eyes…she couldn't take it anymore! All she wanted to do was just pounce on him.
"I can't hold it in anymore! I want to kiss you too…" Without even thinking about it, Lila immediately grabbed his chest feathers and pulled him into a really passionate kiss. Taking the both of them completely by surprise.
Their tongues moved in perfect synchronisation with each other, as their chests were pressed up against each other.
Lila moved her wings to his lower back and rubbed it lovingly as she got more and more into it. With the fiery passion inside her heart building and building, and her temptations were being satisfied for the first time in so long.
RDJ moved his wings to her hips and moved her closer to him, as she wrapped her talons around his muscular abs. As he held her there while lowering his wings to just above her tail.
"Mmmm, oh my god! I'm actually…cheating on my boyfriend! But you know what? I don't care! All I want to do is have someone in my life who will love me, hold me, cherish me…maybe this is what real love feels like?" Lila thought to herself as RDJ laid flat on his back, and Lila laid on top of him continuing to enjoy the kiss.
"Oh wow…this is…this is amazing! I'm actually kissing someone who I really like! And…I don't give a shit if Felix sees this! Because he needs to know what love really is! But oh…this is too good to be true!" RDJ thought to himself as he positioned his wings on her sides as the kissing session got more and more heated.
As the make out session was going on from just beside the pond…a certain someone was actually standing there and watched on as the two of them kissed each other with so much passion. This certain bird was a familiar blue spix's macaw female…and no it wasn't Jacqueline.
"I knew it! I knew what my gut was telling me was true!" The words emerged from Jewel's beak as she watched what was happening. She slowly turned around and went to fly away, but a small part of her wanted to stay there and keep a watchful eye for any of Felix's gang. "Or maybe…they should at least have a lookout…" She decided to hide in an empty tree hollow not too far from them. Just so she could keep a watchful eye out for trouble.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity of kissing and passion, the two of them finally departed from the kiss…and as soon as they did so, both of their smiles on their faces had like a Cheshire Cat smile.
"Hahhhh…hahhhh…wow! Oh my god…That's the first time…I have ever felt real passion before!" Lila spoke in satisfaction, as she rolled off of him, and laid down next to him as he wrapped his wing around her in a loving embrace.
"Now that…was…worth the wait! This is definitely the best day of my life!" RDJ responded with a warm soothing voice, as he brushed a wing against her cheek.
"I don't want this moment to end! I just wish I could stay here with you…and enjoy this moment forever!" Lila muttered happily, and snuggled her head onto his chest.
"So why don't you?"
"What? You really mean it?"
"Well…yeah? Why don't you just leave him already? And be here? With me! You don't have to stay with him if you don't want to?" The muscular blue and gold male beamed as he kissed her lightly on her eyelid, making her giggle in delight. "Even if it was right here, in the park!"
"We can't stay out here RDJ! Felix is going to spot us!" Lila muttered in fear, as she continued to look over her shoulder for any danger.
"Then we find somewhere different?! We go to like…a secret place! That nobody knows about!"
"You are really moving forward with this you and me thing? Hehehehe!" She giggled cutely in amusement and blushed deeply. "Not that I don't like it at all! I like how confident you are hehe!"
"It's because I want to get to know you more! And I want to hold you more! And feel you more!" RDJ spoke very romantically as the two of them leaned up together and touched their beaks together affectionately. "There must be somewhere that we can go, where we won't be seen by others?"
Lila thought about everything that he was saying, and she had some very mixed emotions about all of this right now.
Was it the fact that this was way too soon, and she feels like that maybe that he is being too forward with her? Even though she enjoyed the forwardness and the affection from him.
Was it because she was afraid that Felix would find out about the two of them and send his gangsters over to kill him? That was her main argument into finding a secret place somewhere.
But the main thing that was tipping the scales in her mind, was the fact that this random stranger who she only met yesterday, has shown her passion, loyalty, care, honesty, and affection! All of this in one afternoon and one evening. Whereas Felix only beats her, abuses her, and insults her all the time. Which made her choice far more simpler.
"I know of a place…but I haven't been there in so long! But…it's the perfect place to hide from the outside world!"
"Really? So does that mean…"
"Yes RDJ…" she responded very sweetly and placed a wing on his cheek. "I'll stay with you…because I want to get to know you more! Because you're right…I can't stay with someone like him! But…you cannot tell anyone where we are going! Not even your friends!"
"Okay…I'm glad that you decided to stay with me!" He spoke in a soothing voice as he kissed her lightly on her nose.
"Me too…now let's go! Last thing we need is being spotted by any of his gangsters!" Lila beamed as the two of them stood up on their talons and prepared to leave the park. "Look, I don't want us to rush into anything either…because I'm still scared about what Felix would do if he found out!"
"Don't worry, I don't want to rush things either…but like I said if Felix does find out, then we will be ready!" RDJ softly spoke as he looked to the skies. "Lead the way gorgeous!"
"Hehehe! Okay, handsome!" Lila cutely giggled as the two of them leapt into the air and flew away from the park and completely out of sight.
As the two birds left the pond area, Jewel emerged from the tree hollow after hearing everything that just happened. And she instantly became afraid. But not of the fact that the scarlet male will find out about Lila and RDJ having an affair…but the fact that RDJ could get himself killed.
"RDJ…what the fucking hell have you done?!" She spoke to herself in an annoyed tone, and follows the two of them in pursuit. To find out where they were going. "This guy is gonna get himself killed!"
This was not good at all!
Now what do you make of this?! Lila was so broken and defeated about how she's been treated by her current boyfriend, that Felix had pushed her into the wings of a complete stranger! And where this is a good thing for her to experience comfortability and affection from a loving bird…she also had no idea how this would pan out if others were to find out! Plus now that RDJ and Lila have had their first moment of fiery passion, they can't keep their wings off of each other now can they?! Oh dear! So now we are going to head to Roberto and Jacqueline to find out how things have been going on their first official date! Plus they will also be interrupted by our two lovebirds RDJ and Lila! I'll see you all soon for the next chapter!