Story: You're a god
Author: .KuroxFye.
Form: Song Fic. To you're a god by vertical horizon.
Disclaimer: I don't own Tsubasa or the song.
Warning, this is my idea on Fye's current thoughts about Kurogane. It is based around events in chapters 130, 131 and 132 so… don't say you haven't been warned.
"You're A God"
I've got to be honest
You're too good for me; I haven't done anything worthy of you.
I think you know
So in tune, strong and trustworthy. You are everything I'm not.
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There are so many things you don't know about me, it's better that way and it will stay that way.
There's somewhere beyond this I know
Stop holding onto me, saving what doesn't want to be saved.
But I hope I can find the words to say
The masks should tell you it all, why do you stay?
Never again no
I told myself I'd never let these things happen again.
No never again
I can't… I won't take the offer; I won't let you hurt yourself for me.
'Cause you're a god
Though I doubt you could be hurt, you're perfect in every way…
And I am not
I'm so weak, already broken so why bother.
And I just thought that you would know.
You should know this is a waste of your time, because you can't fix me, no one can. Because I don't want to be fixed anymore.
But I've been unable
I've taken your mind accidentally.
To put you down
Captured your soul and essence.
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
Though I push you away you're here anyways. I obviously didn't hide very well.
It's under the table so
Now no matter how much I may want you I won't let myself have you… this is the one thing I'll do for you because you've done so much for me.
I need something more to show somehow
Nothing left of me to give you, hell there isn't even any blood left in my veins. That's why I refuse you, I can't except this with nothing to return even if you're not asking for anything.
Never again no
You'll never defend my life again.
No never again
Because here or not there's nothing to defend, if there was I would do it myself.
'Cause you're a god
Mighty warriors don't protect the weak, they kill them. And that's what you're doing, killing me inside.
And I am not
I'm by no means ready to deal with this; couldn't you have just let me die?
And I just thought that you would know.
I thought you would know to let me die, It's what I want after all… if you care enough to share your blood you should care enough to let me rest in peace.
I've got to be honest
I hate you now, though the nick names were fun before.
I think you know
You know there's no way I'll let myself forgive you.
We're covered in lies but that's ok.
No one can tell me it's ok because it's not, it will never be okay ever again. I let you in, it's my entire fault.
Never again no
It's my fault you feel for me, I got to close.
No never again
Let me regret this wonderful mistake in peace, you said yourself you'd kill me if I wanted to die so badly… so why do I get the feeling you won't.
Cause you're a god
And I'm not
And I just thought that you would know.
Well, I love Fye… and this song so yeah.
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