A/N: I wrote this quickly. Hawthorne Heights is one of my favorite bands.
Warning: Some angst. Mentions cutting. Shounen-ai
'Wow… The night sky was always beautiful, but I never knew it was so enchanting…' Daisuke thought as he watched through Dark's eyes at the evening sky. They just stole the Sacred Maiden and Daisuke was anxious to go home. However, that though changed as soon as Dark was flying in the quiet peaceful sky. Understanding Daisuke's awe for the moment, Dark kept his silence.
Tonight, we fly away so high
Our first full moon sky
I'll breathe you in
I won't let you down
I won't hold you back
I won't make a sound
"Do you want to watch the stars, Daisuke?" Dark asked mockingly. He finally broke the silence and he landed on top of a tower in the center of the town. Glaring at Dark for disrupting the scene, Daisuke huffed and nodded. He folded his arms and in a way, he said, 'And what of it?' Dark chose not to comment. He was staring at Riku who was standing on her balcony gaping at the Phantom Thief.
"Pervert!" Riku shouted as she pointed an accusing finger at Dark. Dark was surprised at her outburst and what she said. Unexpectedly, he fell backwards. The tower Dark was standing on was pretty high so the fall was longer. Daisuke suddenly was in control and he thought Dark mutter, "Well, at least I found someone to try and make acknowledge me.'
I know what scares you the most
Being Alone
Just like them
Being Alive
Feeling so... DEAD
Daisuke never really thought that the comment was actually there, so he ignored it. Later on though, he regretted that action. Daisuke had fallen in love with Dark at first sight, but he didn't know it. He just brushed it off as something to do with having to share your body with someone else. That was not the case. Daisuke broke through his denial and yet he always kept quiet on his feelings, always feigning interest in one of the Harada twins.
At least you'll have my... HEART
you know you shine so bright
Daisuke sat in his bed thinking about Dark's departure and the loneliness he now felt because of it. This agony was like no other. Some say that if you easily get over someone when they're gone, it meant that it wasn't a true love. Daisuke didn't know to be relieved or frustrated. Picking up a knife, Daisuke decided to try cutting to escape the newfound heartbreak. 'If it's as good as people say, then yay. If not, it'll just heal anyway.'
Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart
To prove I can't survive
Without you
Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart
To prove I can't survive
Without you
The pain was inevitable and expected, but the pleasure was a whole different thing. It spread through his senses and he thought he was in a calm state where nothing except peace existed. That was when he decided that cutting would be added to his list of hobbies. If he can't have Dark, at least he can show that he can never live without something constant. Maybe God will try to stop him and bring him back Dark.
'I miss you so much; it's not even funny. I just wish you were here, holding me in your arms. If you ever come back, I won't let you go again.' Then the bliss registered itself in his mind again and he forgot everything except the euphoria. But as all things must end, so does ecstasy.
Can you sleep at night
if I hold you tight
I won't let you go
this feels so right
Please don't leave this... TIME
Gasping, Daisuke awoke. It was a week ago since he forgot a lot of things. Everyday of the week, he was having nightmares, but he could never remember them. All he could figure out was that it was about somebody and pain always filled his heart if he thought too much of that person. Whenever Daisuke asked about anyone that was important, his family always tried to avoid the topic. Being one that was extremely nice and polite, he accepted that and let it slide.
His mother was shocked to see him at first the week earlier before embracing him so tightly that he couldn't breathe. He couldn't remember much past his fourteenth birthday and he told his mother so. She looked surprised before hugging him again with tears in her eyes. When he asked what was wrong, she didn't reply but simply hug him tighter which seemed impossible.
A song always vibrated through his mind and soul when he thought about the dreams. Or at least, it seemed like a song. Daisuke only remember several lines and nothing else. He couldn't find the song that had the lyrics. It went something like this though:
Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart
to prove I can't survive
without you
Then without any reason whatsoever, Daisuke thought about how it would be like to fly. Just like the next part of the song.
Tonight, we fly away so high
Tonight, We fly away
you know the moon is full and
I can't live without you
Daisuke glanced at the alarm clock above his bed and saw that he only had a few more minutes before he should go to school. Hurrying as fast as he can, Daisuke dressed and packed his homework up. Running downstairs and grabbing a piece of toast, he was out the door. He didn't notice Emiko's saddened gaze as he took out the toast to shout "Bye".
As he ran his way to school, Daisuke noticed a lot of crying girls on the road. Pausing a bit to eavesdrop a bit of the weeping girls' conversation, he heard a few words like,
"They say… gone…"
"… Nobody seen… wings…"
"Dark… He's gone…"
Shrugging off, as he didn't know what they were talking about, Daisuke resumed his journey to school. Seeing some classmates, Daisuke waved. His classmates were baffled. But that was to be expected. Of course they'll be shocked to see him. He wasn't in class for a week and nobody was allowed into his house. To see him like any other day was something that shouldn't have happened after disappearing.
"Daisuke! There you are! Where were you?" Takeshi shouted as he ran up to his best friends for ten years. "You've been gone for days and you're suddenly back. And what's more, your disappearance was near the time when Dark Mousy said his goodbye for years."
Getting confused by the name that kept coming up, Daisuke looked at Takeshi. "Who's Dark, Takeshi? Is he some kind of new student for a week?" To say that Takeshi was flabbergasted was an understatement. He grabbed onto Daisuke's shoulders and shook hardly.
"Who's Dark! What do you mean who's Dark? He was the goddamn Phantom Thief that kept stealing from Hiwatari that became your friend!" Takeshi said. Daisuke just looked at him weirdly.
"Hiwatari? Me? We're not even friends. What are you talking about, Takeshi? And so what about a Phantom Thief? If even I didn't hear of him, then that meant he wasn't some big shot." Daisuke remarked coolly, shaking off Takeshi's grip. Deciding to leave Takeshi to think, Daisuke stalked away.
'Why did it hurt to deny this Dark person's existence? I never even met him. Something's wrong with me besides this amnesia thing.' Daisuke thought as he reached his lockers. After opening his locker, he was a bit surprised to see his cd player there. 'So that's where it went. I wonder what was the cd I put in it the last time I listened to it?'
Daisuke grabbed his cd player and put the headphones on. Pressing the play button, Daisuke heard a quiet, slow tune. Then he listened to some words and decided that it was okay. What astounded him though were some lines in the song in the middle.
Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart
to prove I can't survive
without you
A/N: Another chapter. I only got one review last chapter, but that was okay. I didn't expect any. I was just writing this and updating it for a bit of fun. This was Silver Bullet by Hawthorne Heights. I don't know what the pairing should be in this story. Should I bring back Dark and make it DarkDai? Or should I bring Satoshi into the picture to help Daisuke, making it SatoDai?
Review please.
