My Conscience

by CPAnthoni

minimini fic. Dean's pov. Dean's thoughts on why he's doing what he's doing at the end of Bloodlust.

No, Gordon, I'm not doing anything for the fang.

I'm doing it for Sammy. . . and for myself.

I'm doing it because you cut Sammy. . . and cuz I hit him.

I'm doing it because even though I don't understand Sammy, I trust him way more than I trust myself.

I'm doing it because, when I saw the pleasure you got torturing Lenore, I recognized the glee I felt when I killed the vampire down by the docks. I saw a glimpse of myself, of my future, in you. And I was disgusted.

I'm doing it because I can't stand the stricken way Sammy looked at me, and I don't want to disappoint him again.

I'm doing it because the only thing that can keep me from becoming you is if I keep a tight hold to my humanity.

I have a conscience, and his name is Samuel Winchester.

Boy, a conscience can be a real pain in the ass.

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Standard Disclaimer Applies. I do not own Supernatural. I do not, and have no intention of, making any money from this fanfiction.