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Nobody.
The word swirled around Roxas' mind, just like the chaos inside of him. He wasn't really anything. He wasn't somebody. A somebody, like his somebody that he was trying to so hard to find. That is, until Axel had found him.
How could he have forgotten about Sora? What had made him feel like he was somebody? A somebody with friends and family and feelings. Thoughts and dreams and hopes?
Now that he was Nobody, it was like all of those things had disappeared. All that was left was Axel. All he felt anymore was when he was with Axel.
Roxas shuddered at the feel of warm breath in his ear. It burned, just like the body that he was buried into. "Don't you ever leave me again," the darkly beautiful red-head purred dangerously.
"I don't want to," he found himself moaning back, delirious from pleasure. Axel paused for a moment and then chuckled.
"You didn't want to last time," he purred, "and I had to hunt you down," and then he was moving and Roxas was losing his mind from the agonizing pleasure until he came deep inside.
The blond was panting, trembling as he came back to himself, Axel pressed their lips together, delving deeply into Roxas' mouth. His hand cupped the trembling blond's face, just before he broke the kiss, his thumb trailing along a quivering lower lip. "Next time you run away from me, I have to destroy you. Whether you're real or not," he cautioned gently. Blue eyes widened ever so slightly and the handsome man sighed gently, kissing him again.
"Sora can never be again."
"You knew then," he whispered back breathlessly, "what I was trying to do." Axel smiled wistfully.
"I know you better than anyone, got it memorized?" A large, warm hand gently pulled him down and fingers stroked his hair sensually. Blue eyes fluttered shut. "I know that you crave feeling and having meaning in your life. That's why you think you need him, but you don't." He hesitated, sighing again. "I'm here. So let him go, Roxas."
And even while Roxas nodded submissively, he knew he couldn't. This life was far too empty for him to ever accept. No matter how much he wanted Axel.
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