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Song: Firefly, by Breaking Benjamin

(Spirited Away)

(A/n: Gomen nasai if you think this story as an emo one if you have the song and are listening to it while reading this I think you can kind-a guess why, Arigatou Review nanitozo ? –Puppy eyes-)

Why is it nothing ever goes right? Chihiro thought as she stared out the window right to the forest, she told and told her parents she didn't want to move the only thing she agreed against them since she came back her parents were astonished that their little girl had a growth spurt now she wasn't as stuck up as before but they wondered why she would stare at the forest for hours on end, why she prayed at the little shrines at the edge of the forest

You my friend
You're a lot like them
But I cut your line
And you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
Like I always do
And I'd die to win
'cause I'm born to lose

Why is it that I have no friends here, I feel as if I don't belong here, but there. Chihiro thought as a tear went down her face she wiped them away as quickly as she could. Is it because I act more mature then the rest of my class? Or because of Haku... No wait Kohaku. Was it because of him? Things change he didn't come for me and it's been, at least five years. Chihiro got up checked the time – her parents wouldn't be back for… a couple of hours, just enough time to go to the forest and back again. She went to the door while jumping over boxes then opened it and closed it behind her, if she moved before he came, she'd have to move on; if she wanted to or not

Firefly
Could you shine your light?
Now I know your ways
'cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When your open wide

She touched the wall which had been the entrance to the Spirit world – it was covered over. Tears slid down her face and the wind around her whizzed past slowly blowing her hair every now and then groaned as if telling her it was mourning too

"You're the reason I never had a boyfriend!" The yelled out more like yelped out as the tears slipped down her face more rapidly, she collapsed onto the path the wind seized leaving everything calm

Take my hand
We'll be off and then
We'll come back again
To a different land
Now I like this way
You could go away
If you guess the name
You could not replace

Chihiro picked her head up in puzzlement, why did the wind stop?

"Just stop lying… If you can't keep them let me move on, I have to move on in five weeks, I'm moving again." Chihiro whispered to the wind hoping it would reach him somehow

Firefly
Could you shine your light?
Now I know your ways
'cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When your open wide

Chihiro brought her knees to her wet face she snivelled as she brought her hands around them

Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me
and walk away
Walk away
Walk away!

"Why can't you keep it?" she screamed into her knees "…Why can't I walk away…" she whimpered closing her eyes tight tears falling at a pace they looked like they wouldn't end

Firefly
could you shut your light?
Now I know your ways
'cause they're just like mine
now I'm justified
as I fall in line
and it's hard to try
when they're open wide

"I can't keep this on! I'm losing it, I can't move away, and yet I'm being forced too I can't live there…. Alone…"

F$?k you firefly
Have you lost your light?
Now I hate your ways
'cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
such a sorry end
Now I don't know why
so I choke and smile

Smile!

"My end well be sad, people start to see that the smile I give is a joke, my life is a joke… waiting on a promise that'll never be fore filled."