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She didn't know why she put herself in these kinds of situations. She felt stupid and vulnerable for letting Ron have such a big effect on her. Maybe he did like her back. But why doesn't he say anything.

She was now in his room, but not on the same bed as usual but a separate bed on the other side of the room. She felt cold without his warm breath on her face. She felt alone without him beside her. She couldn't help but feel like she made one of the biggest mistakes ever. So what if Ron didn't love her like she liked him (at least that's what she thinks.) as long as Ron was near her everything was okay. He always made her feel safe.

Now she was laying in bed watching Ron waiting for sleep to take over, but it has been two hours and she couldn't fall asleep. Every time she closed her eyes she started to remember her nightmares and on top of that she would remember visions of the war. With Ron she couldn't be feel happy. She felt guilty when she first realized that she felt happy, especially after what happened to her parents.

She finally got fed and tried to get to sleep again, she didn't want to admit that she was wrong that she was ready to sleep on her own again. She finally felt herself drift off to sleep, even though she knew what was to await her.

She saw her mother and father being tortured right in front of her face. She say herself yelling and pleading with the men in black cloaks to stop and that they could take her instead, but they never heard her. She saw herself at the final battle fighting and saw Harry off in the distance fall to the ground with Voldemort looming over him and tried to run and save him. She saw Ron running towards her as someone shot the killing cruse in her direction and watched him run in front of her and fall to the ground. She screamed for someone to help but no one came.

She awoke to someone shaking her and calling her name. Ron and Harry were both leaning over her with worried expressions on her face. She wasted no time and enveloped both in a hug sobbing on Ron's chest and holding on to Harry's forearm reluctant to ever let go. They whispered soothing words into her ear until she stopped crying.

"Hermione are you okay?" Harry asked clearly worried

"Yeah, I'm sorry for waking you guys I'm just so stupid. I can't stop these stupid nightmares from taking over. When I closed my eyes this time…..it just my parents that I lost but you and Ron to." Hermione whispered as more tears silently fell down Hermione's face

"Hermione, you cant help it. And don't worry me and Harry aren't going anywhere, we can't leave you alone and we won't."

"Ron, you can't promise that anything can happen." Hermione looked up at Ron and Harry with her eyes shining with unshed tears

They all sat in silence for a while letting Hermione's words sink in finally Harry broke the silence.

"Hermione, we can't promise that we won't die, but we promise that we will do everything in our power to make sure that we can prevent it from happening."

"But you guys are aurours. What happens if you do die. You guys are the only people I have and I can't imagine losing both of you. But I know that what you guys are doing is great. Your saving the world, I'm just being stupid."

"no Hermione your not being stupid, there is a big risk that someone can happen to us, but we'll try to stay safe, we promise, don't we Harry" Harry nodded his head and hugged Hermione close to him

Harry felt so helpless. Hermione was like a sister to him and all he could do was watch her as pain surfaced all her features.

"And Hermione your not alone" Ron continued. "even if something does happen to us you still have the rest of the Weasleys you know you and Harry are apart of the family."

"I know Ron but I still can't stand losing either of you." Harry still had an arm around Hermione's shoulder and hugged her closer to him. Hermione finally smiled and looked up at them with sad eyes "I think we should get some sleep, after all we have to wake up in a few hours. I'm really sorry for waking you guys."

"Don't mention it Hermione, this is what we are here for. We're here for you." Harry said then hugged her and kissed her cheek, said goodnight and went off to bed

" come on Hermione your sleeping in my bed from now on. I don't want to hear any of your excuses. Please Hermione, you need a good nights sleep, I don't want you to go to work tired tomorrow. If you really want to learn to sleep on your own without having to face those nightmares then we'll find an easier way to do it but for now just sleep in my bed."

Hermione just nodded her head and let Ron lead her over to his bed. He laid her down and put the covers over her then laid on the other side and crawled in. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close while rubbing her back and trying to get her to sleep. It didn't take long before Hermione finally fell asleep, and Ron was happy that at least he could offer some help in this situation. He couldn't imagine how hard this was for Hermione and he guessed that Harry couldn't imagine it either.

Harry had lost his parents before he even got to know them but Hermione was despereatley attached to her parents. He remember on day during their sixth year when they were sitting on their couch that Hermione told him and Harry how her dad called her muffin. She said her dad gave her the nickname when she was three and was making muffins with her mother and she got eggs and flour all over her. Him and Harry laughed at the story and couldn't help but notice that was one of the few times that Hermione talked about her past with them.

He watched her sleep for a few more minutes and finally drifted off to sleep with Hermione on his mind.