A/N: Ginny's p.o.v sometime during Order of the Phoenix, concerning Harry and her feelings for him.

Lyrics are selected lines from Matchbook Romance's 'Playing for keeps.'

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FireAtWill52

You don't see me:

It's so simple and complicated... the way you can crush me.

I love you. You don't even know it. But God... how I love you.

I make up excuses just to touch you... and I can't stop.

I can't stop.

Not Michael. Not ever Michael. I couldn't ever love Michael, even if I wanted too.

And I don't.

So...

These days begin and they don't end for weeks.

I sometimes wonder what Ron would do, if he knew. He is incredibly dense about this sort of thing though, just ask Hermione. So I suppose neither of us have anything to worry about, really.

Excuse me while I fall apart.

I sometimes wonder when you'll turn your head and see that I'm right here, right here, waiting for you. But then again, maybe you never will. Maybe I'll just be waiting forever...

And somehow, I don't mind the thought of that.

Do you have to make this so hard?

I get so scared for you. I get so scared, sometimes, that I can barely breathe, and it takes every ounce of my willpower not to throw myself at your feet and beg you to never... what? Die? Leave me? Love anyone else but me??

But you don't love me.

You don't see me.

You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked...

The life I've led since I first met you has been nothing but a vicious cycle of heartbreak, pain and tears...

And I'll gladly suffer this way for the rest of my life, if it means I still get to wake in the morning and fall asleep at night with your image in my head.

So are we playing for keeps?

I can't ever lose you, Harry. I won't survive. If he kills you, I won't survive.

Not without you.

You're so good.

But you still don't see me.

You're so good.

Even though I can't take my eyes of you, you still don't see...

You're so good.

I love you. You don't even know it. But God... how I love you.

You're so good.

Fin.

Hope you enjoyed.

Hope it has the impact I wanted it too have.

If it does not then I apologise.

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