Ok I'll post this chapter before I get killed by you guys. :
We stood there silently. You could cut the tension with a knife. "What are you two doing?" Edward asked us again. Bella let out a moan and then a scream. He shook his head and glared at us. Quickly, I shut the door, glad that the room was soundproof. "I knew you were up to something. And Alice, I should have known you would do this. Move aside," he growled, his voice very menacing.
Alice stepped in front of Bella. "No, Edward." He growled again.
"Why not?" He was getting more pissed by the second, his eyes growing pitch black. Alice just stood there. I looked at Edward. They both just stood there. There was no doubt in my mind that she was sharing a vision with him. What a great time to loose my psychic abilities.
Soon they both snapped back to reality. "Ok?" Alice asked quietly. By looking at Edward's eyes I could tell that he was being tortured by what he had just seen and the fact that this had to happen. He nodded his head sadly. "Good."
I put my hand on his shoulder. "Edward, there was no other way." This was killing me. I was so horrible to him. He looked at me. His eyes were black and hollow. Kill me, I don't deserve to live, I thought. Why I had been so heartless to his feelings? We had gotten out on the wrong foot, and now I just wanted to restart. Or at least show him I was sorry.
Edward crouched on the floor next to Bella. He stroked her hair gently, looking like he was about to cry. Bella opened her eyes. "Edward," she murmered. "You're here. Good, don't leave."
"I won't," he choked. Bella closed her eyes and writhed in pain. Edward shushed her and stroked her hair some more. Alice and I sat on a bed and exchanged guilty looks with each other. Suddenly, I heard some humming. It was Edward.
"What is that song?" I whispered not recognizing the tune.
"It's Bella's lullaby." My heart sank. He loved her so much.
I sat quietly. "Don't feel bad," Alice continued. "It's my fault too."
"No, it's mine." I shook my head. "Ever since I have been here; I've been horrible to Edward. And look at him. He loves her so much."
Alice touched my arm. "He'll forgive you." The humming stopped.
"I already have...will you forgive me?"
I was taken aback. Sure, he probably did owe me an apology because of yesterday, but I didn't expect it be said right now. "Yes and I'm sorry" I muttered.
"Don't be."
"Why not? I was horrible to you. And...ugh." I buried my face in my hands
"I was just as bad." I sobbed dryly. This was horrible, everything was screwed up. There was a knock on the door. My eyes widened in fear. The Volturi. Edward shook his head. "Jacob," he whispered. I opened the door.
"Are you ok?" he asked. How had he known? This room was sound proof. I bit my lip and shook my head. Everything was just screwed up. I fell into his arms weeping dryly. Jacob brushed his hand against my cheek, expecting to find tears. "Shh. What happened?"
"Edward...we are better...I guess, maybe. I just didn't like him and so I..." I couldn't finish, my sobbing wouldn't wait. Jacob picked me up.
"Alice, can I have the key to the second room?" he asked quietly. My mind swam. I didn't know how to feel. I had no idea why I was feeling like this. I didn't know what to do. Had I really been as horrible to him as my mind thought I was? The answer was probably yes. Especially now that I've seen how much he just simply adores Bella. I had always known that, but since I heard about Edward leaving her, I wasn't quite sure if I could believe that. Now I knew for sure.
Suddenly I was sitting on Jacob's lap in another room. How had I gotten here? I buried my face in his chest and continued sobbing. I didn't know what was really going on with anything any more. Jacob wrapped me in his arms. His body heat warming every part of my body. Gently, he rocked me back and forth trying to sooth me anyway he could. I stopped my dry crying and looked up at Jacob. He smiled at me.
"How did you know?" I whispered, not sure if he would know what I meant.
"I had a feeling."
"Oh really?"
"Yes."
"Well, I'm glad you did. But I can't stay that long with you," I said sadly.
"That's ok; I have you for now." Jacob drew me in closer. Lightly, I closed my eyes. Jacob kissed my cheek and forehead. My mind was void of any thoughts, except the ones about Jacob. It felt so good. Eventually, I was able to pull myself away from him.
I smiled sheepishly. "I'm sorry, but I have to go..." He cut me off by pulling me into one very passionate kiss. "Why do you have to make this hard?" I asked as we pulled away. He smiled apologetically. Then I turned and left.
When I got back to our room, I took a shower to wash Jacob's smell off me. I came back into the room and groaned when I saw Alice's smile and Edward's look of disgust. "What did you see?" I asked worriedly.
"You and Jacob doing it!" Alice squealed. Ok, if I saw my friend having sex, that definately wouldn't be my reaction. Especially when the person she was doing it to was your enemy. Edward slapped his forehead and shook his head.
"You saw it too?" I whined. He nodded.
"It wasn't my fault!" Edward defended himself.
"Well sorry I forgot to put up a mental block. Sheesh, yesterday you were complaining about me having one." Bella shifted restlessly on the couch. Edward shot us death glares like it was our fault. Well it was...Alice scrunched her nose. "Edward would you calm down? We've all gone through it. She's not going to die."
"Quite the opposite," I added in. He sighed, and ran his hand through Bella's hair.
"I know, but still..." he said quietly, trying not to disturb Bella.
"Anyway," Alice continued. "Let's look at the shopping this hotel has." Of course, leave it to Alice to book a place with clothing stores. Not that I had anything against shopping, actually quite the contrary.
"Um...ok. See you later then Edward."
"Yeah ok see you guys later; have fun." Alice jumped up and bolted out the door, dragging me behind her.
"Ok, oh my gosh! It was..."
"Alice, I really don't need to know what you saw."
"But..." I looked at her sternly. That got her quiet. At human pace, we walked down the hallway. Alice pouted, because I had cut her off. But seriously though, why did she have to see that? Still, I was excited. I smiled to myself. So I guess this is a good thing. Well, not really Alice had a vision like that? I shuddered. That would not be a fun power to have, if you ask me.
Alice broked the silence. "Oh," she gushed. "I'm so glad you and Edward don't like absolutely hate each other anymore. Especially because of you know, with Bella." She wasn't specific on the rest of the sentence, because of the other people on the elevator. I wondered why she just didn't lower her voice or speed up. "Anyway, I heard they are supposed to have an amazing botique."
As soon as the elevator door opened to the lobby, Alice squealed and rushed out of the elevator. She went directly to a small store called, Mode. Oh, how creative, I thought to myself. (Mode is fashion in French.) I spoke five different languages: French, English, Spanish, German, and Italian, so the "clever" name of the store wasn't too impressive to me. When I walked into the store, a strong smell of perfume and air fresheners hit me. It was almost overwhelming. But Alice was right, this place was amazing. They had such cute clothes, shoes, and purses there.
We spent about an hour in there. Of course we bought stuff, how could we not? Within the first few minutes, Alice had already produced two outfits. After we were done with shopping for ourselves, we decided to buy some things for Bella. We bought her different size bras, just in case. And plenty, plenty new pants, shoes, pajamas, skirts, and tops. The lady at the counter looked at us funny as we placed our pile on the counter to pay. I had to stifle a laugh.
Happily, we walked out of the store with two bags in each hand. Yes, we bought that much. The store might have been small, but they didn't let that stop them from packing the place the best they could. Boy, were we glad for that too. Because of the sudden rush, we hadn't been able to bring any change of clothes, and that wouldn't do.
When we came into the room, Edward's mouth dropped. "Don't," Alice snapped. "We didn't get to bring anything, and some stuff is for Bella too." I had to laugh. Edward rolled his eyes and fixed his eyes back on Bella.