Dear everyone I know,

When you read this I want you to know its not your fault or anybody elses. This was my own choice. It was my choice to end my life. I could have dealt with the pain and suffering, but I chose not to. This life just wasn't for me. When I entered this life I expected it to be happy and never feel pain. But as I now know it doesn't work that way. Barney convinced me that life would be happy. In school I figured out how life can treat you. I feel bad for teachers because they have students who get raped and are abused. Well I just wrote this so you know that I'm tired of living this life and that I loved you all even if I hated you I loved you because hate is just like love. Please don't cry over my pictures or at my funeral. I don't deserve to be morned there are a lot better people dieing and you should cry over them. I was no hero I just lived a life that treated me badly but not as bad enough to give me the will to keep on living this life but life didn'ttreat me nicely enough to want to keep on living. All I wanted to do was to end this pain and now that I have I hope you won't follow on my footsteps. What I am about to do is stupid I know that. I am going to be eternally damned but I don't care I'm just to tired to deal with the pain and suffering associated with life. So this letter is my final good bye. I hope you all live a nice long life.

A/N: I hope you liked it. Review this so I know what I have to do to make it sound more Angst. Please and thank you!