Diaclaimer: Journey Maker doesn't own Yugioh
Chapter Six
I really needed to relax and there was a hot tub in the back yard, and Seto told me that I could use it anytime I wanted to, so tonight I decided to give it a try. I walked out in the moon light and it was so quiet and the breeze was nice and warm. I took off my robe and with my bikini on I climbed into the water. It was glorious and I started to relax right away. Then I heard a noise and I saw Seto walking towards me. I moved into the shadows so he couldn't see me. He walked up to the hot tub and removing his robe and he was naked and he climbed into the water. He leaned back against the side and gave a big sigh. "I want to let you know that you're not alone," I said to him. He smiled and said "I knew you were here all along." If he weren't naked I think I would have tried to smack him for that.
I went too moved over to one side and I groaned. "What's wrong" he asked? "My muscles in my neck and back are all tensed up" I told him. "Come over here and I'll rub your back for you" he said. Without thinking, I scooted over to where he was and turned my back to him and he started to massage the soreness. "That feels great" I said. He pulled me closer to where he was and I soon felt his thigh near my butt. I wanted to scream and run, but then I remembered that it was Seto and he wouldn't hurt me so I relaxed and moved to where he could get a better feel of my back. All of a sudden he stopped and I turned my head to see why and he looked like he was in pain of some kind. "What's the matter" I asked him? "It will go away soon" he said, now let me get those muscles so that they don't hurt. Then it hit me, he was aroused and I was the cause.
I told him that it was alright and that I needed to go get some sleep and I started to get out of the tub. "Tea, please don't go" he said. I was standing ready to get out, when he took my hand and had me get closer to him. He didn't force me but the look in his eyes made me go to him. He had me sit on his lap and he kissed me, I mean really kissed me. It was like nothing I had ever felt before. He then held me close to him and he whispered "that he was falling in love with me." I thought that I was dreaming. Why would he want me, a person who was damaged goods. I had been raped and here he was confession his love for me, why? With all the strength I had I pushed out of his arms and got out of the tub and ran back to my room and locked the door. I didn't know what to do, should I stay or just get out of his life and he could find another girl who wasn't damaged to love. I was just so mixed up. Then I thought of how Marie said if I ever needed to talk, I could talk to her, so I got dressed and ran downstairs and to her room. She opened the door when I knocked and seeing how upset I was she had me come in.
"Honey, what's the matter" she asked me? "Tonight I was in the hot tub, and then he came and god, I'm all mixed up" I said. "Here you better sit down and begin at the beginning" she said. "I needed to relax and I decided to use the hot tub. Then I heard someone and it was Seto and he got in. I tried to be quiet hoping he wouldn't stay long and I tried to get out, but he knew I was there. Marie, he confessed that he was falling in love with me I cried. He can't, because I'm damaged" I said. "Hey, I don't want to hear you say that about yourself again do you hear me?" Marie said to me. I shook my head yes. "Tea, you're a beautiful young woman, and Seto is a very lonely young man." Marie said. "Lonely, what do you mean," I asked her? "He's always acting like nothing in the world bothers him, but he is just like the rest of us. He's afraid to let anyone get close to him, because he has had his heart broken once before. When he looks at you, I see that determined young man that I use to know and if he says that he's falling in love with you, then you can believe it." She said to me. "But I've been raped and my virginity was taken and I feel less then perfect." I said through my tears. She put her arms around me and said, "just give it time, talk to him about how you feel and do you have feelings for him?" She asked me. "Oh, yes I really do" I said. "Then tell him and ask if you both could take it slow, I know that he'd understand." Marie said. I kissed her and thanked her for listening to me. I went back to my room and sat down on the bed. I needed to find Seto and let him know why I took off like that.
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