Ok. Sorry for not updating in so very very very long. Hehe, I've got a bad habit of doing that. Well read, reveiw and enjoy!
Steve smiled happily at his image in the mirror. "I look like the lord of the vamps." He looked around to see if any one was realy listening. "Of course I do," He said when he found no one in the room, but himself."Masks often make a lie, and make theperson wearing the masklook like they want to. But never feel like they shouldfeel." Steve turned away from the image."I've had this smile ever since I was younger, you'd figure it'd turn into a real emotion, but no.Not for me. It'll always be fake. Atleast as long as I am fighting against the one person I've ever realyhad emotions for." That thought angered him. Looking at the mirror once more; Steve caught his own eyes in the mirror. "Ugh! I hate you!" Steve screamed punching the mirror.
"Umm, sir? Who do you hate?" Gannen whispered. Steve ignored him, or either didn't hear him. Steve went into a rage and started tearing up the room.
"Ugh!" Steve screamed falling to the floor. "Where are you?" Steve cried out. He felt the tears hot on his face.
Steve awoke to Darren's face in his face. "Bwaa!" Steve cried falling out of his bed. Darren laughed at him.
"Gotcha!" Darren called out. Steve gave a sigh, as he got back on the bed.
"Did not. I knew you were there." Steve pouted.
"I am sure you did." Steve frowned as he pushed Darren off the bed with one hand. Darren cried out before hitting the floor.
"Did to!" Steve snickered looking at Darren.
"Ha!" Darren called out as he grabbed Steve by the arm and pulled Steve down with him.
"I hate you, you know that?" Steve said as he adjusted himself on Darren's waist. "Pinned you."
"No fair! You're heavier!" Darren called out trying to get himself out of Steve's grasp.
"I will if you say 'Steve is the ultimate ruler of Darren Shan, and is way better than Darren Shan.' " Steve smiled.
Darren frowned at the thought of saying something like that, and instead took an advantage of Steve's ignorance and managed to push Steve off of him. "Ha! I win!" Darren said happily as he jumped on Steve. Now he was positioned like Steve was on him.
"Oh, sounds like a challange." Steve smiled, hoping Darren would take advantage of this moment and admit his true feelings for Steve. "Go ahead, what are you gonna do Shan?"
"Umm?" Darren quickly pushed himself off of Steve.
"Weak aren't you?" Steve said picking himself off the floor.
"What do you mean Steve? Weak how?"
"Never mind Darren, ignore that I ever said it. You'll understand it when you're older." Steve said, wishing he could throw Darren onto the bed right now and do him there and then.
"Oh! Wait I get it. You were waiting for me to make a move on you?" Darren questioned, wondering what type of wrestling move would have thrilled his freind.
"Oh, it seems you have a brain." Steve smiled. "Well? Wanna try that again?"
"You're going to let me have the pin?" Darren asked still confused as to why Steve wanted to wrestle. In all reality Steve just wanted Darren to kiss him.
"No. Never mind, let's just go find something to do."
That was when they were younger, Steve always regretted not telling Darren his true feelings. He didn't know wheter to hate Darren or still love him right now. They were enemys right now, right? But, he was the only peson to EVER care for Steve, so why shouldn't Steve love him? "Fuck you!" Steve screamed thinking of Darren. Just then he felt someone wrapping something on his hands. "Blood?" Steve questioned looking down at his hands that Gannen had wrapped in cloth, the cloth was red from all of the blood Steve had caused.
"Yes blood sir. You punched that mirror which cut your hand." Gannen said applying more bandages to Steve's hands. "Sir?" Gannen said looking at Steve's face that was drenched in tears. Gannen felt a pange of sorrow for Steve in his heart as he pushed back a tear from Steve's eye.
"Gannen," Steve said before pushing his face into Gannen's chest, letting himelf cry.
"Shh. It's ok." Gannen said, playing his fingers into Steve's hair.
"Get off me!" Steve yelled after five minutes of this. He pushed Gannen back and ran out of the room, away from Gannen.
Gannen let out a sigh and pushed himself up. "He's such a deranged ass hole."
"Some one save me. Stop the pain! I don't want to be a vampenze lord, I want to be me, and I want to be with Darren, and I want," Steve screamed as he looked up into the night sky. "I want the pain to stop, and I want to be loved for me."
Isn't he psyco? lol. Reveiw and I shalladd more!