I hope everyone enjoys this story so far. I am realy trying, but I kinda got myself stuck in a corner for a while, that's why I haven't been updating in such a long time. I hope you all enjoy! Well, here goes nothing!
This is dedicated to Gavner's lover; thank you so much for reminding me that waiting sucks. I hope you enjoy this. I'll try to update this again real soon.
"Steve?" Gannen questioned opening the door to his masters room. Steve was still in bed. Gannen gave a soft smile, he could look like such an angel when his mouth was shut. Gannen went over and pulled up Steve's covers. He brushed back some hair from Steve's face. Steve gave a soft groan, and Gannen backed up abit, fearing Steve was awaking. "Uh-oh." Gannen said as he backed up into a wall.
"Gannen?" Steve said threw a yawn. "What the hell?"
"S-Sorry sir, I was coming to see if you were ready to get up for the night or not..." Gannen said fear gripping his heart.
"Gannen."
"Yes sir?"
"Come here." Gannen inched a step over. "Closer." One more inch. "Closer." Another inch. "Dammit Gannen! Get your ass over here now and spoon me, I'am cold!" Steve said pulling up some blankets, so Gannen could crawl in.
"B-but sir!" Gannen squeeked.
"Gannen, I am cold, now cuddle me." Steve said coldly. Gannen gave up and crawled under the covers and held his master in his arms. Steve was faced the other way, so that his back was turned to Gannen.
"Sir-"
"Shh." Steve said. "It'll never be like this again, this calm I mean. We'll never ever have a moment like this again."
"If that's your true wish, then we can have a moment like this every day, sir." Steve went silent for a while, as if thinking over the thought.
"No, that's not what I truely desire. What I'd realy like is to be with Darren again."
"Wh-"
"You know," Steve started cutting off Gannen. "I always loved him. When I was younger, I had the biggest crush on him. It was so hard, he was so obliviouse. I kept on telling myself he'd get it sooner or later. When he left to be a vampire, I realy didn't think he stole my position, I was just afraid to loose him, you know? I didn't want him to leave me, and never come back again, never knowing I realy did love him. But instead of telling him of my true feelings that night, as I had planned, I turned on him and made up a diffrent story. I made him think I hate him. I made him hate me. When in reality, I think I still love my young Darren."
"I am so sorry." Gannen said holding Steve tighter. Steve turned so he faced Gannen. His eyes were red and filled with tears.
"You know what?"
"What?"
"I hope he kills me. And before I die, maybe then I'll have the courage to tell him how I felt." Steve baried his face in Gannen's chest. Steve had been going threw these deep depression mood swings alot lately.
"Please don't cry,"
Steve stiffened up a bit at Gannen's voice.
"And please, don't wish for death." Gannen at the moment felt like crying also.
"Gannen?"
"I'd rather die in your place, sir. Please, don't ever die on me. I'd...I'd be ... lost." Gannen's face was breaking out in a blush.
"What?"
"Steve, at times I hate you, but most of the time I love you. Don't leave me, Please!" Gannen held tighter to Steve. Steve was abit shocked. Not to mention Gannen was shocked also, it felt as if these weren't his own words, not even his own emotions. He wondered if what he was even saying was true, maybe he just felt sorry for Steve right now.
"Gannen,"
Gannen looked down at Steve.
Steve dropped his voice down to a whisper. "Will you be my Darren Shan?" With that he kissed Gannen. Gannen couldn't help but kiss back. This wasn't something that was forced, rough, or ment to be feared, this kiss was a truthful emotionfilled loving and caring kiss.
"Of course... Steve."
"Shh, we might never have a moment like this again." Steve whispered as he curled into Gannen's arms.
"No Steve, I don't think there's ever going to be such a beautiful moment like this again... never." Gannen told himself.
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