November 27, 2005
Dear Diary,
When Inuyasha woke up we had a long talk. He said that he wanted me to come back to the fuedal era with him. I didn't give him an answer. He said that he'll give me time to think. And that he would come back for me the next day. I'm not sure if I want to go back. You understand, dont you. I can't go back to what I finally got rid of. What crushed my heart to pieces. What destroyed my soul. I don't want to. Or do I? Is the love still there? I mean. How could it be after all that he has done to me? You see. Today. He promised me that he would always protect me, and be there for me, and will stand by my side no matter what. And he sounded real sincere. But can I trust it? Should I allow my heart tobelieve it? What if he breaks his promise? What would I do? Should I even take the chance? I don't know? Is my heart ready for what is to come? If Kikyo comes back, which she willl, what is going to happen? Will Inuyasha go back to her? I really don't want to take that chance. Hmmmm. What am going to do? I am afraid that he will go back to her. And if he does I wouldn't be able to live through it. Not again. Not ever again. But am I willing to risk it? Am I? Do I love him that much?... Well I know what I am going to do and when he comes back in the morning. I am going to have an answer to his question.
till tomorrow,
Kagome
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