November 28, 2005
Dear Diary,
"Inuyasha I can't go." Those dreaded words that I thought would never come out of my mouth did. When I told him he looked devastated. But how can I say yes to him. After he held my heart in his hand and crushed it even though I begged for mercy. Well I have no mercy right now. I will never hate him. He will always have a place in my heart. But if I accept and go back. That would be the biggest mistake of my life. "Why not?" he asked me. " "Because you don't need me." It pained me to say those words. But I knew I was right. I needed to tell myself and him the truth. "Yes I do need you. Everyone needs you. Please don't do this." he pleaded. I knew that they needed me. But I couldn't bring myself to do it. "Inuyasha. Don't worry Kikyo will be back soon like she always is. And you can run back to her. I'm sure that she will help you with the shards. Because no matter how much she wants you dead. She will always love you. And you will always love her no matter how much times she betrayed you and tried to kill you. So I give it a week bfore she comes back." Every word that I said was true. It burned my throat as I spoke what I knew was deep inside my heart.
"If your not going to come back for me then please come back for the others. They don't really like Kikyo and won't talk to me because they said I'm the reason that you never came back. So they turn away from me every time that I come into the hut with her. The only people that ever accepted me are now turned away from me because I chose Kikyo and not you Kagome. I made a mistake I'm sorry." I really wanted to believe him but I refuse to be tricked again. So I have no other choice but this. "Inuyasha. You have made many mistakes. And mistakes can be forgiven. But when you make the same mistake over and over again. Knowing that your breaking someone elses heart is unforgivable so. I'm sorry but I can't do back with you. Not now. Or ever.
I know right now your feeling hurt and betrayed. But now you will get a little taste of what I have felt over the two years that I traveled with you and this past year trying to forget about you. So you made the mistake. Now it's time to deal with the consequences.
By Inuyasha."
After he left heartbroken, I felt a heavy load lifted of off my shoulder. One less thing to worry about. I had to do what I had to do in order to maintain my sanity. So I guess that is goodbye forever for him. I think that I''ll seal the well tomorrow and move on. I'm tired so I'll write you later.
Peace at last,
Kagome
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I hope you guys liked this entry. This is not the end of the Diary. Se review and put me on alert. I am sorry if i dissapointed you guys who wanted her to accept. But it's all going to play out in the end.
Summary for the next chap:
As you read Kagome went to sleep. Well in the next chap she is going to write about the disturbing dream that she had. Will it cause her to change her decision and go back to the fuedal era. Find out next chap.
gabby1123hope your not dissapointed by the chap Inu-child1You got the closest to what's going to happen SlummyRedDragonIt will all play out in the end Fan Girl 1111Your right but it might not be that long. HeariiI am sorry that she didn't accept but what happens will make you happy.
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