A/N/glomps all reviewers/ here ya go, cyber-cookies to everyone why is it that I have the feeling fewer and fewer ppl review my story nowadays? oo Am I getting boring? Is something wrong with the story/nervous breakdown/ ah, well, anyway, I shouldn't exaggerate, pretty much ppl reviewed and I'm very grateful .
I'm not quite sure how I want to go further with this… I'm kinda stuck… I'll try to wrestle myself out of here, though… we'll see…
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Harry was thinking. Oooh, call the news-papers, he was thinking. No, seriously now. He was trying to sort out what had happened yesterday.
'What the hell had that light been?'
…Well, that was pretty much his thoughts in a nutshell. Draco was still sleeping, you could see a mop of silvery blonde hair sticking out from under the covers. It was kind of sweet, really.
'No. Stop that.' He wasn't supposed to be thinking these sort of things.
The night had been pretty uneventful. They had sat on Draco's bed for a little while longer, then decided to go to sleep. After clumsily brushing their teeth, Draco tripping over him the whole time, they changed to their pyjamas, Draco cursing inside his mind because of the fact that he would miss this opportunity to see Harry naked, and Harry doing the exact opposite, cursing the fact that he couldn't stop looking at the naked blonde; God he had a beautiful body, and then they crawled under their covers.
Draco had fallen asleep fairly quickly, Harry on the other hand had lain awake for pretty long. And then, when he finally fell asleep, all he dreamed of was the blonde God, sleeping in the bed beside his.
And now, Harry was laying, head propped up by his hand on his bed, watching Draco. He abandoned his thoughts about the light, since he couldn't really concentrate anyway. A smile crept up on his lips as the sleeping boy turned, so you could see his face.
He was wondering where Draco's mate was, and why he wasn't mated yet. And what really bugged him, was that when Draco had been in hysterics, the only one who was able to calm him down had been Harry.
Maybe… he was..
No. Harry quickly shook his head to prevent him for getting false hope. As said before, he couldn't fall for the other boy, he would only get hurt in the end.
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Draco woke up feeling warm. That is, he could feel the warm gaze of his mate upon him.
Harry was looking at him.
And since he felt content then it could only mean that Harry was looking at him… without anger.
He slowly opened his eyes and almost fainted. It was blurry and fuzzy, yes, but a bit of his sight was back!
He sat up with a start and tumbled off the bed.
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Harry's eyes widened when he saw the blonde open his eyes, then sitting up and tumbling off the bed.
He quickly stoop up and ran to the other boy on the floor, who was currently all tangled up in the sheets. Harry stepped forward and was about to crouch down when Draco suddenly twisted in a weird way and pulled the sheets Harry had stepped on in an accident, away from under Harry and sent also Harry tumbling to the ground.
On top of Draco.
They both let out a small 'oof' and Draco managed to get the piece of sheet on his face away.
They froze. Draco had his eyes closed and he could feel hot breath on his face.
Harry was so close that their noses were almost touching.
And then Draco opened his eyes.
And all he saw was Harry. Gorgeous green eyes, staring wide down at him, messy long black hair and bit of a tan and a cute little mouth formed in a small 'o'.
Harry gave a start when the eyes of the blonde opened. He had expected a pool of frighteningly blue eyes, the colour of the blind, but instead he got mesmerising silver eyes staring right up at him.
He couldn't help but lean in a bit further.
And then he remembered. He quickly pulled away, pushed Draco away from him and scrambled to his feet. He quickly started apologising, completely forgetting that Draco supposedly hadn't seen that Harry had moved closer.
"Oh God, Draco I'm so sorry, I can't believe I almost did that, what with your mate and all, I'll never do it again, please don't hate me…" And so it went on and on… Harry seemed nearly in hysterics.
He had researched a bit of veela's after he found out what Draco was.
It had said that if a veela kisses or has sex with someone other than his mate, the veela's would fall into a depression, blaming himself for betraying his mate and eventually… die.
Hence the fact that Harry had panicked.
"God, Draco I'm so sorry, I'll just…go now."
And with that, Harry ran out the door. He almost crashed into a confused Knives, who was returning from the kitchen after scaring the house-elves, but Harry didn't even notice. He had to think.
What was he going to do?
He couldn't go on… having a crush on the veela. He had to get over it…
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Draco had just stared blankly as his vision faded from him again. He could still see a bit… shadows and darker shades… but the love Harry had felt for him just now… he was pressing it down again, denying it…
He barely heard Harry rant his excuse and then the door slammed shut and he knew that Harry had left.
And he just sat on the floor.
Harry was denying it.
And that meant that he felt something for Draco.
Draco's eyes widened with this realisation and a warm feeling washed over him.
Knives hummed something and sat down on his shoulder. And Draco decided.
"Knives, could you take me to where Harry went?"
Knives just hummed something that could be translated as 'Finally. Took you guys long enough' and wrapped his tail around Draco's arm, showing the way.
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Harry had raced all the way to the Room of Requirement. He sat on one of the couches in front of the fireplace.
He had been having dreams about the blonde for days now. And his affection was growing.
By now, it hurt to think about giving the boy to someone other.
Harry hugged himself, drawing his knees up to his chest and rocked silently, trying to will himself not to love Draco.
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They came to an abrupt halt in the corridor where the Room of Requirement was.
"Are you sure he's here somewhere?" Knives just hummed.
Meaning, he was saying 'yes, of course I am.'
Now, how Draco understood that, remains a mystery but oh well, back to the story.
Draco started searching for a door or something, that could help him understand where he was. After all, he couldn't understand everything Knives was saying. He soon found a door and pulled down the handle.
Then he stepped inside.
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Harry's head snapped up when he heard someone enter the room. To his horror, he noticed the room hadn't made the door disappear.
And even worse, the boy he wanted to avoid was coming through. And there was nowhere to go.
"Harry? Are you there?"Harry gulped and mumbled a small "yes".
Draco sat down on the couch beside him and reached with his arms for Harry, pulling him into a clumsy hug.
Harry was too chocked to say anything.
"Harry. Do you want to know who my mate is?"
Harry didn't say anything, but Draco took it as a yes.
"I'm so sorry I didn't say anything before this. I guess I was scared or something."
Harry gulped.
"Harry, it's you."
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And somewhere, in the world of imagination a figure clad in a white shirt and black slacks smiled, congratulating its work with the fine dreams he had sent a certain black-haired boy.
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A/N: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Draco SAID it/faints/ Hhhhoooooooowwwww will Harry react? Lol, you'll just hafta wait and see, my lips are sealed… I still can't come up with the setting for Hermione 'seeing Severus in a different light' or 'Sirius coming back from the dead'- thingy.
Yeah.
My muses went on vacation. They were already packing when I wrote this… I think they went to…Egypt or something. Said they deserved a break.
Break my ASS!
/glares at non-present muses/
They probably just went to hit on other muses or something… aaaaarrrgh!
First, I wanted to make Harry kiss Draco in the bedroom, but then I decided against it… cuz then the chapter would be waaaaay too short and it didn't even really fit… so yeah.
This chapter sucks.
I know, I know, just be gentle with me, okay?
I don't know, my beta recommended that I'd leave this story for a bit and work on something else until my muses for this fic return… I'm seriously thinking about just doing that… Don't worry, I WILL continue this…just, when I have a bit more ideas… I think you all want a GOOD story, even if it comes out a bit slower, more than you want a bad story coming out quickly… so, yeah…
I have a new account on , my name there is SimoneV
I don't have any fics uploaded there yet, but I think I'll start on some stories for it soon… so yeah… waaaaaay too long AN, sorry bout that…
I SHALL return to thee! Don't worry, this fic is just on hiatus… it WILL continue… I really hope you check out my other fics if I upload any… thanx for reading and see ya when I get back /hugs everyone/ ciao…