The POV with be used more in the flashbacks i'm not so sure yet. Puck and Dani will be Santanas ride or dies and it will be an interesting ride. Thank you guys so much and please keep interacting and thank you Quinntanarivera for the reviews!
"Even if I wanted to stop loving you I will not be able to (yes). Even if with both hands I hold on to you I'm going to lose you, mmm If you say goodbye saying an I love you tell me in the bathroom so that the echo lasts longer So that all your friends And my friends don't see me cry"
POV Santana
With that final chorus I finish the song and while looking into those hazel eyes that i haven't seen in years. She looks as if she wants to cry but I feel nothing i'm completely numb.
The crowd goes wild, they stand up, cheering and clapping and chanting my name. My body guard Bubba helps me off the stage and escorts me to the back. I wait for a bit for Puck to meet me back and while i wait i check my email and my schedule for the following week.
"Hey" my heart beats faster as i hear the voice of the one person i've thought i would never hear from again. I look up and without emotion i just say "Hey"
"That was a beautiful performance. You've done it Santana, you really achieved greatness." She says with a small smile and with a timid yet firm tone.
"I had no doubt I would. But I can't take all the credit." I say as i look behind her and see Puck and Dani arguing and pointing my way. All i can think about is Dani upset that Puck let Quinn talk to me.
"I've had a great foundation helping me build my empire this whole time and some of the greatest friends I could ask for actually supporting me through it all." Quinn just nods and doesn't say anything. It's as if she's trying to put her thoughts together.
"Why are you talking to me Quinn?"
"I wanted to congratulate you Santana, I am so proud of you and I just wanted to see you face to face. I wanted to talk to you and it took every argument in my mind to get Puck to agree to even come near you. He's very protective over you."
"Okay, Talk."
"Why are you being like this Santana? I'm trying to make conversation with you and you're dismissing me like i'm just some random person."
"I'm not the same person you left exactly six years ago today Quinn. The moment you left that loft everything about me changed. Don't tell me you didn't realize today was the day you walked out on us?"
"I know believe me there's no day that i don't think of it. You never ran after me. You changed your phone number and dropped off the face of the earth. No one knew about you or Puck and Dani. You all three disappeared."
"We've been here and around the world. Our music has been heard everywhere so you can't say we disappeared. We just became who we knew we'd become."
"Miss Lopez, we need to head out. The crown wants to see you and i don't want it to escalate and this become a big issue." Bubba comes up and stand between Quinn and I.
"Thank you bubba, if the car is out back lets grab Puck and Dani and head out." Bubba nods and head to grab my best friends.
Quinn grabs my hand "Can we please talk more? Lets grab a coffee or dinner. Please Santana I don't want to leave this like this."
I look down at her hand and then at her face and she looks sincere. I take a deep breath and try to gather my thought because for long i waited for her to come back and i figured my reaction would be different but nothing like i am feeling now. I want to feel something but i can't my heart is trying to tell me something but my mind won't allow it to speak. I look up and make eye contact with Quinn
"Here's my card. Stop by the studio this week. We can talk there." I hand her my business card and walk out.
POV Quinn
She's right. She's not the same Santana but i'm not the same Quinn. I watch her walk out with her bodyguards behind her. Puck says bye and walks out and Dani stops next to me and says "I'm not sure why you're back Quinn but I hope its for a good reason. I may not be your biggest fan but I am cheering for you in some weird way but if you're here to hurt her i will make your life a living hell."
With that she walks out and I am left speechless but with some hope because i will spend the rest of my life trying to make this better. I may not get Santana back like i would want to but at least i can gain her friendship back and that's a start.
It's been three days since i last saw Santana and I couldn't wait any longer. Today is my day off and just had to do this. I didn't tell anyone that I had seen her specially because i don't want Rachel to find out. I honestly don't know how she'll react. In all honesty Rachel and I haven't spoken like we used to after Santana and I broke up Rachel and I became close but something had change. She kept insisting I did the right thing and for a while other thought her and I were dating but that was NEVER going to happen. She knew that Santana was it for me and every time she would bring her up I would shut it down and change the topic. She tried to get more involved in my life but I got busy and thank God she did too.
But it all changed 2 years ago one night when she got really drunk and professed her love and started to cry and of course she didn't remember anything the next day and acted normal but to me nothing was the same. In all honesty Kurt became my best friend after all of this mostly because him and Blaine broke up but some how managed to remain friends. It's crazy how things changed but i'm hoping it all gets better now.
I walk up to the building and I am honestly surprised. I look up and its this 4 Story building with the sign "Mischief Nation". I smile because honestly that fit them perfectly. I walk in and i'm greeted by the front desk and it's this young girl.
"Hello welcome to Mischiefs, how can I help you?"
"Good morning, I'm looking for Santana Lopez."
"May I ask who is looking for her?"
"Quinn Fabray"
"Yes ma'am give me a second" She gets on her phone and talking for a few seconds and i take this time to look around and i see three pictures. One of Santana, Puck and Dani smiling with some guy holding keys to which i figured is this building they look so full of life and Santanas eyes are shinning and bright. The second one is them three holding a Platinum album they all look happy and even though Santana is smilling the brightness in her eyes isn't there anymore. The third picture looks more resent its the three of them on a stage with a sing behind them that say sold out at Madison Square Garden, Santana look beyond happy and with tears in her eyes but still the brightness is not there.
"Miss. Fabray. Miss Santana will see you now. Just go through these door and take the elevator to the third floor and her office will be down the hall to left at the end."
I thank her and do as she says. As i walk through the hallway I can see more pictures on the wall and i recognize pictures with famous artists that i am guessing are signed to her label. I can't help but feel so much pride seeing everything she's achieved. I have never doubted her and i knew she could do it. I get close to this big glass door and I see her standing in front of her window looking out. She hasn't changed much but she has grown into this beautiful woman. She is wearing this long one piece dark blue pants suit with black heels and her hair is up in a ponytail and I can't help but check her out. I knock on the door and she turns around and I see her face and I don't know how she does it to not be wearing much makeup and look flawless but she is the most beautiful woman and in that moment i am sure that I am still madly in love with her.
"Come in Quinn please shut the door and take a sit" She point to the chair in front of her desk and she takes a seat behind her desk.
"What can I help you with?"
"I'm not here to talk business Santana. I told you I wanted to talk to you, I want to catch up and at least talk like we know each other."
She presses a button on her office phone "Hey Marley can you please cancel any other meeting I have for today and tell everyone else to not disturb me. It seems like I will be in a meeting all day."
"Yes Miss. Lopez. Lunch will be here around 11:45am. I got what you wanted 2 subs one like you like it and the other with extra bacon and a side of just crispy bacon is that right?"
I smile because she remembered. Maybe i can still win her back.
"Yes that's right. Thank you Marley and you go out to eat with Jake it's on me."
She hangs up and unplugs her phone and looks right at me, theres no emotion in her face and i can't seem to read her.
"Okay Quinn lets talk."
"How you been? I can see you'd done great for yourself but how are you? How are your parents? Your personal life?"
"Yeah i've been great and done well for myself. I'm here so that's something, I have a great group around me. My parents are doing great. Mami is still practicing law she is actually a shareholder for a very prestigious law firm here in NY and also works for me with all our contracts.
Papi is the top cardiac surgeon at Mount Sinai. They both move here to NY about 3 years ago so it's working well. I don't have a personal life. My career takes up majority of my time so that's what i do.
What about you Quinn? Big upcoming lawyer from Columbia Law School is what i've read in the New York Times "coming up and taking the law world by storm." You achieved what you wanted and have the life you've dreamed of. Are you happy?"
I didn't realize she knew about anything about me after we broke up. I'm surprised honestly. But am I happy? That's a loaded question.
"I didn't know you knew anything about me. Yes I graduated from Columbia and I've been in NY the past 5 years and working as an attorney for the past 2 years. The firm I work for is great and i hope to move up in the firm and one day become partner.
Am I happy? Yes and No. I'm happy where I work and the job I do. It keeps me busy and I get to meet importan people and I get to help those that need it. But also No because I even if I have all I wanted career wise I don't have all I desire personally."
"And what's that?"
"You Santana. I don't have you."
POV Santana
I did not expect those words to come out her mouth. For the past six years I made up scenarios in my head of what she would be doing and who she's become. One of those involved her madly in love with Berry who I to this day loath. But I never expected her to miss me.
"You didn't want me remember? You doubted me and left me. You had me Lucy all of me. Mind, body and soul and you walked out."
"I did want you but I was a scared kid still. And I let the wrong person invade my thoughts and get under my skin. I regretted that decision the moment I left but my pride wouldn't allow me to walk back in there."
"Yeah you did let the wrong person into OUR relationship but that's the past and there's nothing we can do. I walked out of that loft that night and never looked back and I made something of myself. Puck and Dani were there for me when everyone else left. No one believed in us and look at us now three very successful people. We made it with our hard work, blood, sweat and tears."
I can't be mad at her anymore but it I need to get what I feel out because she may walk out again and I'll never see her again.
"I know Santana and I'm very proud of you. I don't want to argue but I do want to explain myself to you please. I've missed you every second since I left. At least let me be a friend in your life."
"Fine, lets talk normally.. come join me on the couch please."
We stand up and she follows me to the other side of my office where I have a love seat and a couch. That usually where I take my breaks or naps when I'm tired. Many times it's been my bedroom when I'm exhausted even though my apartment is the whole fourth floor of this building.
"Answer me this Quinn.. was she worth it?"
"What do you mean?"
"Berry, was she worth it? Was she worth you leaving me? Because how obsessed she was with you I figured she did her best to be your girlfriend after we ended. So was she with it?"
Quinn looks down for a moment as if in deep thought and she looks up takes a hold of my hand and starts talking.
"No, she never was. And yeah she made this grand profession of love and said how since high school she felt this way but didn't know how to go about it till she saw us being serious with one another and planning a life that she decided it was her turn or she wouldn't ever be happy. She said she was madly in love and couldn't hide it anymore."
"I knew it. That weasel" I'm fuming now but at least I know.
"She always wanted you Quinn, anyone could tell. She was nice to me when you weren't around but once you showed up she never left us alone and would meddle in everything we did. I knew she hadn't changed. I should have kicked her ass for taking what was mine."
"Santana, it wasn't me. She was in love with You."
Hope you guys liked this chapter. I will come back after the weekend!