Chapter 9 of Break away…
Gimli just laughed at his friends little crush. Legolas was worried though, worried about what could possibly happen to them in the future, and if she would bring them down. Legolas loved her, he knew he did. He also knew he wasn't ready to love again after the last girl who ran off with his heart.
Urebriviel ( Dark swan) was a beautiful woman, Legolas remembered the day he feel in love with her and the day she took advantage of his love. Her long flowing blond hair, her crystal blue eyes, she was by far the prettiest of the she elves. She was naturally pretty, and naturally dumb, rude, and charming. She had every young Elvin and mortal man on her tail.
He turned his thoughts away from his ex lover and decided to let go of Sestina uncomfortably. He turned to the sound of horse hoofs. A couple of men on white horses jumped from there horses and bowed to the group. A man walked to Sestina and handed her a letter. She opened it and looked out at them.
" Who are you and what is this? I don't remember you, any of you," she said still a little dazed. They weren't paying attention to her voice but more like what was below. She stood behind Legolas and opened the letter all the way then peeked out from behind Legolas.
" My lady, you Iserith, has been noticed by our king Addramyr king of the rebellions, the mighty forces that defeated the evil that walked this earth. I my fine lady, am Taenyc, I am the finest of the kings men," he said winking at her. She just gave a look of disgust and turned her head away from him.
" We're not interested in meeting your king fine sir," she said seriously. Legolas turned around to her and shot her a look that she found odd. He turned back towards the heavily armored gentle men.
"We would like to meet your king you talk so highly of. What would we do?" Legolas said looking over seriously to the knight and then back to Sestina.
" Well, Elf the king would talk to Iserith and then after my wonderful king talks with the lovely Iserith; they will figure out when there marriage will be held," Taenyc said bluntly. Legolas waited for a second.
" My name is not Iserith it's Sestina and I am already into some one thank you," she said feeling as if her future was trying to be chosen before she even knew the options again.
" Sounds like a plan," Legolas said nodding his head not thinking straight. He looked over to Sestina who was now looking at him angrily. He shrugged then turned away from her and left her there still nude.
" Well my lady, your birth name was Iserith before your mother handed you over to Trichina who and gave you the name Sestina in her language," he said looking at her pleased with how much he knew about the nude woman before him. She kind of ran to Arwen for support. Arwen handed her a dress that wasn't to great looking, But it still covered her some what tan flesh.
" What do you mean? what does my name Iserith mean?" she asked trying to stall a little. Arwen looked to Aragorn for the problem with Legolas. Aragorn just shrugged.
" It means Sestina but your Elven name is Iserith, Iserith means Sestina in Elven, she knew that and named you Sestina," he said feeling smart. She quickly dressed her self, while Arwen and Marion covered her from the guys.
" My lady you may ride with me," a man said walking up towards her. She saw him come at her in slow motion. His good looks were over coming him.
" Oh dear," she seamed to breath out into her mind. She looked at the handsome man who was now bowing to her.
" And you my good sir are?" she asked her face flushing up real quick. She watched him rise from his bow and take her hand to kiss it. She giggled like a little girl again.
" My name is Lómebrilas, I am the brother of the king," he said bowing again. She was captivated by him. Just the way that he moved, the way he treated her.
" My lord, I thank you for your kindness, but why does your king wish to see myself. I am nearly only a run away orphan, I remembered!" she yelled happily. She looked over to Legolas who didn't even pay attention to her at all now and glared at him angrily. She turned towards the handsome man and her smile flew back up.
" Some one told us of your skill with fighting, and that is what we need, a woman who can defend her people. We need you my lady," he said bowing again. Every one else began bowing down as well, well except for the others, just the knights.
" I would not like to marry your king," she said feeling sad now, she wanted this man, she wanted Legolas. But neither wanted her. One wanted to get rid of her and the other wanted to get her to marry his brother and save his people.
" Please, we need you. The king has become greedy, he needs a woman to take his place. One day I will help you escape, if you just help us," he said softly so only those two could hear what he was saying.
" Very well your highness," she said taking his held out hand. The others looked at her in shock. Legolas looked up and smiled for some reason.
" What about me?" Marion asked the knights. They all looked at each other and snickered. Sestina became angry at the insult on her friend.
" You may all come, but first the lady must get to know our king. Then we will come and get you," the handsome man said lifting the girl on to the horse.
" Hey the other ladies can come, I'll escort them personally," he said lifting his eye brows. He looked over at Lómebrilas and shut up as soon as he got the evil look.
" How rude, leave my friends alone," she said lifting her hand to threaten him. The guy had a " oh no" look and began his white horse at a quick trot.
She let the man jump up behind her and get his horse off to a trot. She giggled at the feeling of a cute man behind her, she found it funny.
He looked back at her then pointed to the large camp and she looked at the smoke filling the sky. They stopped at a large camp and he helped her off the horse. She slid off gracefully. They then introduced the king. She expected a man, a strong man, a cute man, any kind of man. But it was a child of thirteen maybe.
" This, this, this is?" she began to try and say. He looked at her and then knew what she was expecting. He laughed at her stupidity which wasn't stupidity at all. She glared at him. Flipped her hair as if it was to do something and started at a speed walk then a jog then realized she needed to get away and ran for it. He laughed a second, then the young prince glared at him.
" Get her you fool of a man, and make sure she thinks you wan to be friends!" he yelled angrily in his immature voice. The man sighed then ran off towards the running girl.
"woman stop!" he yelled running after her. When he noticed she would not slow down for him he ran faster. He grabbed her arm to stop her. She didn't slow down so he flung her to the ground. She squealed and tried to get up but he just got on to her to hold her down. She tried to get up but he wouldn't let her.
" You horrible pig, man what ever you are get off," she yelled with angry tears. Her life sucked she was always being attacked or hurt. She wished Legolas was here to save the day again, but in all reality she was wrong, he wanted nothing to do with her. Marion came up and noticed them, she was trying to sneak in the camp but knew that she would be caught. She looked over and saw the two on the floor.
" Hey! Get off of her!" Marion yelled as loud as she could. The man turned around to look at her but didn't get off of her. She gave up and just laid there breathlessly.
" What are you doing to her?" she said angrily her fist clenching. She saw the laughter in his eyes, she saw all his arrogance and it made her mad for once.
" We're just having a little fun, want to join?" he said getting off of Sestina and picking the tired girl up. Marion pounded her fist on the mans back. Sestina didn't care what happened to her any more, she might as well marry some one and get it over with.
I take my time and I don't argue, a broken glass a portrait of you, I play off keys I'm barely into, forget the reasons I wont reason. Its not me who wanted fame, I just needed to.
I cash my life and lost my I'D lepothy is all I see, leave the numbers all Behind me, you are all I got inside me, I don't need to be in caged I just need to rearrange.
I cant see you any more I cant leave right out the door, after all we been through I cant be with or with out you.
You finally made it on TV, its not the way you hoped it be. and all the pain and sanity wasn't relevant to me. And I don't think that I am what you keep telling me.
I cant see you any more I cant leave right out the door, after all we been through I cant be with or with out you.
With or with out you.. Its tarring us up and its breaking us down, I cant be with or with out you
( repeat three time the with or with out you)
I cant see you any more I cant leave right out the door, after all we been through I cant be with or with out you.
She sniffled and let him place her inside his tent. She looked up at him like he was the dirt of the world, something meant to be stepped on. She curled up and tried to stay away from him. He sat next to her and just sat there ignoring her silent sobs.
" I will not hurt you, I have no need to. If anything I have to protect you," he said trying hard to apologize.
" Was that your idea of an apology?" she said looking over at him. He looked at her nervous for a second. He sighed.
" I never apologize! Well, what ever yeah, I, I, I am," he couldn't seem to form the words. She sighed then took the lead.
" Your sorry, there I said it for you. What ever happened to that nice act of yours," she said looking over at him. She giggled then stopped trying to not let him know she was acknowledging his presents.
" You laughed… are we friends? I never really had some one who laughed at my jokes that wasn't a sexual one," he said looking down confusedly. For a tough young man, for some one so cute and arrogant, he sure was a softy.
" Yeah, friends, I guess. If you want," she said not sure what to say. He looked up at her. He thought for a second then he thought of something.
" Good! Then you'll go on a walk with me, I'll help you on what the king likes and stuff like that… ok? Would you like to go with me?" he asked nervously. She looked at him and nodded then they were off. They walked out side and into the nice lush forest. She looked around nervously and was waiting for a chance to run, even though they were now friends. She saw him looking away and found the chance she was looking for. She slowly crept off. He went to say something and turned to look her in the eyes. He looked in the direction. There was no girl there.
" Iserith!" he yelled beginning to run. She knew she would be caught and picked a really pretty flower and went back that way.
" Lómebrilas? I AM HERE, I saw this and thought it a lovely pick, here you may have it, the baby blue, looks kind of like you. Your eyes I mean," she said handing him the blue flower. He looked at her then to the flower and back to her. She smiled and laughed then walked forward leaving the stun man wordless there.
For some reason he couldn't find the words, he found this one act she did, amazingly sweet. But then again he thought that breast were the world to him, so. She looked back at him and then walked faster.
" Thank you… and, and I am sorry for miss leading you on about my politeness. I have been a jerk to you ever since you left the safety of the blond and dark haired men, the prince of Mirk wood, and king of Gondor," he said looking to her and hurrying to her side.
" The dwarf is pretty amazing himself, he would beat you quickly, tough cookie he is," she said looking at him and trying to hold back her smile.
" Don't hold back your smile, its calming for a man like me," he said looking away, feeling weird. She looked at him like there was something wrong with him, then to the ground.
"A man like you? Who are you servant and brother to the king?" she said looking at his flushed cheeks. He looked at her and waited a second before breaking the silent ness of the silent night.
" I, my lady, am a murderer, a servant as you said. I lost my place as king to my brother who is more then a little boy, when you are done, done… done getting married I will tell you who he really is," he said feeling horrible.
" Lómebrilas? What are you doing out here? I saw you leave with this girl… what's going on dear?" a woman said crossing her arms and letting out a breath into the cold air, turning it into smoke. She looked at the two who were side by side and waited for her mate to speak.
" Urebriviel? What are you doing out here honey?" he asked looking at his beautiful girl, a lovely blond elf. Sestina looked over at the pretty elf and was shocked at how pretty this blue eyed, fair haired elf was.
She never thought such beauty existed, especially one that she would see in person. She shuddered at the thought of this woman. She had no problems with her except she was ruining her plan, or was she? She placed her head down feeling like she was nothing, compared to this girl, she was nothing, body and look wise, but personality wise, Sestina was a winner, she was decent. Urebriviel was nothing but a sour woman with good looks. Sestina smiled at the pretty girl and then resumed her former insecure feeling.
( How Sestina feels…) No one knows what its like to be the bad man, to be the sad man, behind blue eyes, and no one knows what its like to be hated, to be faded, to telling only lies. But my dreams they aren't this empty, as my conscious seems to be. I have hours, only lonely, my love is vengeance, its never free. No one knows what its like to feel these feelings like I do and I blame you, no one bites back as hard on there anger, as me. I'm not telling lies, but my dreams they aren't this empty as my conscious seems to be I have hours only lonely. My love is vengeance its never free. No one knows what its like to be the bad man, to be the sad man behind blue eyes.
"Well my love, this is Iserith. She is marrying my brother," he said taking his future wife's hand and walking her to Sestina.
" Hello Iserith, which brother do you attend to marry? I bet its Lomita" she said looking at the woman and laughing in her head. To her no one was pretty, no one except herself. But for a woman like herself, to be beautiful, and lusted after by every man who sees her, she was bound to think and feel this way.
" Call me Sestina, and no I don't think that is the man who wishes me to marry him," she said feeling hurt by the sarcastic tone of a woman she didn't even know.
" She is marrying the king, Addramyr. He wished for her as his bide, as his queen, he has found a woman, so there for he will be king," Lómebrilas knowing what the woman he was being forced to marry would say.
" What! Kill her! You must be the king Lómebrilas, you must. If it means killing her do it, do it Lómebrilas just do it," she said grabbing the collar of his white shirt and shaking him around like she could do what ever she pleased.
" No, know your place woman, I will not kill her. We will talk about my place later, now go back to the tent," he said throwing her a side. Urebriviel didn't understand his change of decision. He would have never threw her like that.
"It's the woman," she thought to herself. She pouted then turned and stomped away. The two watched her leave in a tiff.
" I am sorry for the trouble I caused," she said turning and walking away from the man who watched his fiancée walk away. He then snapped out of his little mind conversation and looked in the direction of the walk away girl. To Urebriviel's acknowledgement, he didn't want to be king and that was why he acted that way.
" Wait, you caused no trouble, you saved me from trouble. You have helped me in a way that you don't know, that no one knows of," he said jogging up to her side.
"How? If you don't mind me asking?" she said stopping to listen. He stopped as well and turned towards her to answer her personal question.
" Because you saved me from being a king, a king I don't want to be. I want to be a king who his people love, not a evil king like my father wishes for the son who takes his place to do. He is evil, but me and my brothers are not, except Addramyr his first son," he said looking up towards the future wife of his evil brother.
" But… isn't? Isn't he the one?" she didn't know what to say as she tried to swallow. He looked from the ground to her then back to the ground.
" Yes, the man you will be marrying is evil. He isn't really thirteen, he had died when he was thirteen and that was like eight years ago. My father was so depressed of his first and favorite boy dieing that he found the dark magic in the evil castle of Saruman. After that he brought back my dead brother. Now since he was brought back with evil, he is evil and no longer a strong man, I heard you are good for changing a person, so I made him think you are the perfect of evil, when the truth is the woman I was once in love with is the prefect of evil. No one knows what its like to be faded to telling only lies, but my dreams they aren't as empty as my conscious seems to be. No one knows what its like to feel this way," he said letting a tear that hadn't fallen since he was taught to never cry.
" I know what it feels like, to feel lonely, to feel that you are nothing and you just want to stop existing. I know what it is like to hate every one for making you grow up faster then you wanted to, to have to do things you don't want to. I lived in a orphanage and was a slave, I was taken from my family. I hated my parents so long, when I should have hated Trichina. I think about it over and over again. I'll help you, prince of light," she said turning around to go back to the camp. He let out the breath he was holding in then followed behind her. When they reached the camp he showed her to his brothers tent. When he saw the nervousness in her eyes he said she could stay in his tent with him and Urebriviel. She was about to agree when she heard Aragorn shouting running out of the forest with the others.
" Let her go!" Arwen yelled lifting her sword. He put his hands up not knowing what was going on, then he noticed Marion the girl who tried to keep him from taking Sestina. He then put his hands down understanding what was going on.
" Marion! You guys its ok!" she yelled letting them know she was fine. Then the tent door flew open.
" Ed' i'ear ar' elenea! ( By the sea and stars!)" Urebriviel said walking out of the tent in a huff. She then looked forward and saw Legolas. When he caught sight of her he looked shocked, she didn't she looked a little excited.
" Ya naa lle ( who are you?)" Legolas said in elvish. She looked at him knowing exactly who he was. She smiled and lifted her head. Aragorn looked at his blond friend as if he was crazy.
" Amin naa Urebriviel," she said already knowing his mouth would drop. She looked pleased with his reaction.
" Urebriviel? Mani marte? ( What happened?)" Legolas said looking at her shocked that he had seen her again. She smiled at him then looked to her future husbands angry and curious face.
" This is Legolas prince of Mirk wood," she said trying to make him feel frustrated with her love for power. She smiled then looked back towards her past lover.
" You didn't answer my question," Legolas said angrily. She looked at him sadly, giving him the eye to be quiet around her fiancée. He looked down then walked next to Aragorn so that they could talk in elven.
" Legolas my friend, what is going on? What happened with you and that break down with Sestina?" he said curious of his friends odd behavior.
"This is my long lost love, the one I wanted to be with all my life," Legolas whispered to Aragorn looking at sestina then to Urebriviel.
" My friend, you don't know what you are talking about. Tomorrow morning, walk this supposed love of yours and talk to her really get to know who she is now, looks can be deceiving especially in this time," he said patting his friends back and taking Arwen's hand. She looked at him sadly, her brilliant blue eyes flaming with confusion and curiosity.
" Later my love, later I will tell you, I will help you understand," he said kissing her sweetly then releasing her hand to follow Legolas and the men who would set a tent for them all to stay in.
" My love, there is something you don't understand, its all going wrong," she said silently to herself.
" Arwen?" Sestina said walking over to Arwen and standing next to her. Arwen nodded then turned towards her behind them was the dark creepy but mystical forest.
" Yes Sestina, I understand your fears, as woman elves like our selves can feel the pain and confusion of our fellow woman elves. You are confused, but don't be. Things will turn out fine, you don't have to marry that king," she said hugging her. Sestina began to cry at the thought of what was about to happen. She looked up at Arwen before she began to speak.
" Arwen, I decided to marry the young prince," she said looking down sadly. Arwen looked shocked. Elf woman were never known to marrying men younger then them selves by so much.
" Why Sestina? Why do something like this, what about Legolas?" she said quickly and seriously. Sestina looked up from the ground to her newest friend.
" No one knows what its like to be this alone, to be pushed away, set aside. I have hours, and they'll be lonely. My love is now vengeance, that will never be free. I feel hated, to be thought of as a liar. I feel frustrated, and faded, for I know now he doesn't want me," she said sadly looking to the starless sky.
" Why do you put your self down so low, your more then this Sestina, you are needed by the fairy people, go to them," Arwen said quickly.
" My dreams they aren't this empty, as my conscious seems to be. I have hours, of nothing but loneliness. And now I have nothing but what is in my head, and I can not be a ruler," she said seriously.
" Why? No one thinks of you as a bad person, your not like that. You're not lonely that man keeps looking over here. I already know he isn't looking over at me," Arwen said pointing to Lómebrilas who had been caught looking over at them and turned away. She smiled then turned towards Arwen again.
" He is marrying the beautiful Urebriviel. The lady who now owns Legolas's heart," she said letting her smile fade slowly.
" I don't know about that," she said pointing to Legolas who was looking over at the two girls. He snapped out of his little spacing out moment then snapped his head away praying they didn't notice him looking over at them.
" No, she owns it, I was just a dent in what was taken from his bleeding chest," she sighed then went to walk to the tent that was now built. Before she moved something spring out and pulled the two girls into the forest. They screamed, but it was muffled by the large hands covering there mouths.
" Princess of the fairies, you will take your rightful place," they said dragging her. She kicked and struggled and looked towards Arwen who was doing the same. She watched as they dragged her farther and farther away from the place where her friends were. After a while they stopped and dropped the exhausted girls.
" let her go!" Sestina yelled to the rude brutes who had taken her and Arwen so rudely. They looked at her and she was shocked. They didn't look like fairies but they were very attractive men.
" Your highness, you didn't order it the right way," they taunted in away. She glared at them, she knew what they were doing. The moment she said I command you to release her this instant, or any royal command she would be claiming her thrown and she wouldn't due that.
" Well I cant command you since I am not royalty," she said throwing her head around proudly. This only enraged the attractive barbarians.
" Then she will die, under your own hand," they said lifting the girls. They looked at each other horrified at the thought of either one of them killing the other.
" why are you doing this? I can tell your not a fairy?" Sestina said angrily and felt like yelling. She looked as a tall muscular man walked out. He was very handsome but very rude and seemed a little un mannered.
" well its because, princess, if we deliver you to them then one of us, most likely me, will get to marry you and become king," he said laughing a little. Even though he was tall, muscular, and handsome she already hated him.
" I wont do it, and I wont kill my friend, I guess you'll have to kill me," she said honestly. She glared at his grin of satisfaction. It seemed like every attractive person of this age was some what arrogant or rude. She sighed at the thought of helping Lómebrilas with marrying his evil brother.
"Then we'll kill her our selves. We don't need the royal highness to do nothing, especially since your a woman, you woman are worthless, except when it comes to pleasing your husbands," he smiled at her then grabbed her hair. She kicked him then got up and lifted her fist. She was pretty sure she could take them on, that was until there was about thirty more that came out and after that she could no longer count.
" Arwen, I need you get up," she said holding out a hand to help her friend up. Arwen held her fist up as well, she was more into sword fighting instead of fist fighting. Then they realized they were in over there head when the men pulled out there weapons and started to laugh.
" Where is Arwen!" Aragorn yelled running towards Legolas. Legolas turned around while setting up his bed in the tent made to fit the whole group.
" What are you talking about? I last saw Arwen with Sestina," Legolas said standing up and dusting the little dirt on him off.
" Hurry, we most find them," Aragorn said frantically. They ran out of the tent and out into the Chilly cold night. They looked left and right and noticed Lómebrilas running and looking around as well.
" Aragorn, Legolas! Were is the lady?" he asked running to the two breathing deeply. They looked to him and then took in some air that surrounded there panicked bodies. The Chilly air nipping at there faces and leaving trails of white smoke in front of them.
" Your looking for Arwen as well?" Legolas asked shocked wondering if there was something going on between this man and his friends wife.
" No I am looking for the lady Sestina? Why is Arwen gone too?" he asked curiously. They looked at him like something bad had happened. When Legolas last saw Arwen, she was with Sestina. Now both girls are lost.
" Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!" they turned in the direction of a woman's scream. They saw that it was in the forest, where the girls were standing a little more then a half an hour ago.
" Was that?" Lómebrilas began to speak before the others answered his question. They looked into the forest.
" that was Sestina," they said nervously just standing there like they didn't know what to do. Lómebrilas looked at the two like they were crazy for just standing there.
" Don't stand there, go in there!" he yelled at Legolas and Aragorn as he ran into the pitch black forest stumbling a little as he tripped over the large roots of oak trees and ferns. They ran in there as well making sure they had there weapons at there sides. They followed the sound of screaming and then there it was, they saw smoke from a fire and knew that it was them from the two woman shadows flying off of the trees. They ran faster knowing they were in the right direction.
" Let her go!" Sestina yelled louder and louder. They just laughed as they had the girls cornered. She grabbed one guy and flew him clear across the small camp into the fire putting out there only source of light.
The three men stopped no longer knowing where to run to. They tried to see the shadows coming from the moonlight peeking through the little holes in the clumped together trees. They heard something fly past them. They then noticed the large man laying beside them. They jumped then remembered Sestinas new powers of strength.
" Your royal highness, you know what to say to free your friend," the man said walking up to her and taking her hand as a joke, knowing it would anger her but she couldn't do anything considering the moment he went flying through the trees they would kill Arwen even if she pleaded and decided she would give in.
" If I do agree, when will you let her go," she said taking his hand and trying to not cry, but it was to hard.
" As soon as you take me as your husband, come with me," he said pulling her towards him. She flinched as he went to kiss her. She screamed as a arrow came flying and hit him in the back. He just turned around and pushed her to the ground. Arwen ran down to her side and held her. Arwen knew it was Legolas who shot the bow, since he was the only one who could shoot the way he did.
" Its ok," Arwen whispered to the crying girl as she watched all the men leave them and go after the three dark figures standing in the shadows of the large trees.
" Arwen, who saved me from his nasty lips?" she asked curiously. She knew that Aragorn could shoot arrows but that one flew completely straight and it seemed that he hit him in the exact spot that it was wanted to hit.
" Why didn't you shoot him in the head?" Aragorn asked Legolas looking at the angry man who was walking there way.
" I was afraid I might miss barely and get her," he said lifting his bow and shooting him in the head now. The man didn't stop walking. The arrow stuck out of his head and he still moved. Lómebrilas held up his sword and swung it taking off his head. The mans head rolled to Legolas's feet the blood not even spilling from the severed head.
" Oh my god," Aragorn said watching a new less attractive head grow back on the mans body. The girls shrieked and then Sestina remembered something.
" Don't kill him any more! The more you hurt him! The less it hurts him! He can only die by magic! He is a Lanneret Barbarian!" she yelled rolling her hand in a ball. The head was fully grown now and he just turned around walking towards Sestina who blew his cover.
"You know what, your done for, take your best shot and do what you do but face it… you'll never be king and your number is up, fate has finally found you," she yelled at him standing up and waiting for the others to help.
She watched as the man who tried to kiss her, well what he really would have been doing was sucking out her strength and powers walk towards her. She let him swing the first hit as she dodged.
" What did you want to do that? I see the way your looking at me. Did you lose your mind?" she said trying to anger him. He then threw a harder punch and lost his balance and fell on her. She squealed then pushed him off and jumped up fast. She took her hands and threw her hands out like she was dusting something off and blew him up. She fell to the ground trying to avoid his blood. All the men started to scatter nervously.
She took a deep breath and helped Arwen up and they ran to the guys. Sestina ran and hugged Lómebrilas. He looked shocked but he didn't care he hugged her back. Legolas was the most shocked out of them all. Aragorn wasn't shocked at all, after what happened about Legolas trying to get rid of her. She started to cry and Lómebrilas told her it was all right now. She thanked him for saving her.
" What do you mean? You saved us," he said laughing at the thought of how for once he was the loser.
" Well if it wasn't for you, I would have never known that he was one of the worst creations, he is a week race, there is very few left. Those other men were regular barbarians I sensed no magic in them," she smiled at her newest captor.
" Well, it was Legolas's bow and arrows that started it," he said looking over to the frustrated man. She looked at him but didn't want to talk to him.
" Thank you Legolas. Thank you Aragorn for coming as well, it means a lot," she said looking over at them still hugging Lómebrilas not wanting to let go. He felt weird with her touching him, not in a way were he wanted her away, but a safe weird, a weird that told him that for once it was something real hugging him and not some one fake. It was a feeling he hadn't felt in a long time.
She to felt safe, but she felt sad. Her heart belonged to Legolas, but she found that he was more then a attractive brute. He was a charming, kind, sad, not so bad attractive brute. She hated Legolas but then again she loved him. Every time she thought about him, she knew. Legolas felt hurt for some reason, but he quickly forgot and went back to his fantasies about Urebriviel.
Sestina looked at Lómebrilas who was looking at her as well. They smiled and looked away. Legolas noticed the flirting and just walked ahead. She wasn't sure what to do with her new attraction to this man. She seemed to like so many guys she didn't know what to do. There was her first love Darien, then she had a small thing for Legolas, then there was her dark haired love Dominion, then there was Legolas, now there was Lómebrilas and Legolas. She noticed a pattern. She liked guys with the a D or L in there names. She focused on the pain, the only thing that was real to her now.
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel, I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a whole the old familiar sting, try to kill it all the way, but I remember every thing. What have I become, my sweetest friend, every one I know goes away in the end. And u could have it all my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair, full of broken thoughts, I can not repair, beneath the sands of time the feelings disappear u r some one else, I am still right here, What have I become, my sweetest friend, every one I know goes away in the end. And u could have it all my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt. If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself, I would find a way.
She looked in front of her where Legolas walked by himself. There was something different about him, he seemed to not be him self. When they reached the camp she walked to the tent and said bye to Lómebrilas then went off to the tent. She found a piece of paper and thought of writing a letter. She finished it up and placed it on Legolas's bed in the boys tent, then ran to her tent to lay down.
He walked into the tent and found the note on his bed a long with a simple flower. He thought it was from Urebriviel and he ripped it open and began to read.
" I told you I'd leave a light on, in case you ever want to come back home, you smiled and said you appreciated the gesture, I took your every word to heart, cause I cant stand us being apart. And just to show how much I really miss you. Every light in the house is on, the back yards bright as the crack of dawn, the front walk looks like a run way light, its kind of like noon in the dead of light, every light in the house is on, Just in case you ever get tired of being gone, every light in my heart is on. If I should ever start forgetting, I'll turn the lights off one by one, so that u can see I agree its over, but until then I want u to know, that if you look south you'll see a glow, that's me each night waiting to hold you. Just in case you ever do get tired of being gone, every light in my heart is on.
Sestina…"
He then looked back to the moment she said she would wait for him, and all he said was ok. He set down the note, and sat beside it placing his hands to his head. Aragorn walked in and sat beside his blond friend. He looked at Legolas and grabbed the letter knowing that Legolas wouldn't care, they had been friends for a long time now. He read it then looked to his elf friend.
" What do you think now?" he asked Legolas. Legolas looked over at him not sure. Something had gotten into him and he knew it. He wasn't the same Legolas any more, or for now.
" I am thinking that… she was a mistake," he said feeling bad at the way he said it. He didn't know what had come over him to say it or feel this.
" What did you just say?" Aragorn said shocked with his friends behaviors. Legolas got up and walked out of the tent. He saw Sestina walk into her tent. She turned real fast and saw his angry face. He was willing to just be friends, but she wasn't going to live with that. He decided to go talk to her.
" Legolas… Nae saian luume' (It has been to long)," a seductive voice said coming from behind him. He turned around to see Urebriviel standing there, so close that he could feel her warm breath.
" Lle naa vanima (you are beautiful)," Legolas said touching her face. She smiled at his complement and kissed him.
" Lle naa blighter Legolas (you are a mighty warrior Legolas)," she said kissing him again. He quickly pulled away un sure of what was going on.
" No, what about you fiancée, of a brute," he said thinking of the women he has seemed to lose to him.
" He my love, is nothing to me but a step closer to becoming queen. That is all I want in a man, any man. That was all I wanted until you came along, a man who had power, but he was weak and he found that wench of a woman, now he seems to care for her as if I don't exist. With you at least I feel loved, my love I feel like a real woman, prince of Mirk wood," she said grabbing his collar and pulling him to her so that she could poison him with her kiss.
" My lady, I cant do this. You are getting married," he said pulling away from her kiss. She let a angry breath escape her blood red lips and glared at him with fire in her eyes. Her black hair seemed to fall to her knees swaying with the flexible wind.
" You, you left me. Why did you go?" he said angry pushing her off of him once again. She got frustrated again with people pushing her off of them today.
" Because you were to much for me. I was to in love with you and I knew you had a thing for the stable girl," she said lying.
" I was only friends with Denali, she and me never once thought of each other in any other way. I only loved you," he said calming down and falling back under her spell. He tried hard not to think of Sestina who looked like a slug compared to the beauty of Urebriviel. She said good night and ran to her tent where her fiancée was already sleeping.
She waited until every one in the camp was a sleep. She crept out of the bed and walked to the tent were Sestina was sleeping in. She saw the peaceful girl in a un peaceful dream. She held out her hand and a dagger appeared. She slowly crept to her side and put her hand over Sestinas mouth and stabbed her in the side missing her target since Sestina was struggling. Arwen woke up when she heard something break. She flipped on her lamp and saw Urebriviel on the ground with blood on her hands. She jumped up and threw the knife at Arwen which she jumped out of the way in time and threw it at the run away woman and got her on the back. Sestina cried out for Arwen.
" Its ok Sestina," she said waking up Marion and then running to Sestinas side. She grabbed her hand and screamed for help. Legolas ran out of his tent and saw Urebriviel trying to get out of there with a dagger in her back. He ran to her and grabbed her.
" Who did this Urebriviel?" he said his eyes filling with tears. She pointed to the tent and tried to breath, but the coldness and the blood was to much and she felt like she was winded and she couldn't really do anything to help it.
"Sestina, she is jealous I went in there to borrow some advice about you, and she attacked me, when she didn't succeed her little brown haired friend helped," she said trying her hardest to make her lie sound real.
" Don't worry my dear, just hold on," he said lifting her into his arms and placing her in the doctors tent. The doctor looked over her and said she needed three stitches since the wound wasn't that bad. She threw a fit saying she was dying and that she needed more then that. So they gave her a drug to shut her up. Mean while Legolas went to the tent and started yelling.
" Legolas calm down!" Arwen yelled taking him out side before he could see what was going on in there.
" Were is she? Were is she I'll kill her," Lómebrilas said walking out of the tent looking around. Arwen told him to go back in there.
" Why do you care Lómebrilas? You care nothing for her," Legolas said angrily and tired at the same time.
" How dare you! I care more for her then you do. You hurt her and you don't even know it!" he yelled pulling out his sword and holding it out.
" I have loved her before you even knew her! She was mine and you took her away! She is the most beautiful woman in the world and I deserve her! Not you!" Legolas yelled pulling out his bow and a arrow.
" You guys calm down!" Arwen yelled walking in between the two. They still glared at each other and breathed angrily.
" No… He thinks he loves her when he doesn't," Lómebrilas said his lips tightened and he was breathing deeply his dark blond hair only visible in the light of the moon, and the lanterns.
" I do!" Legolas yelled making Arwen jump. She then pushed both of the muscular men away from each other.
" Then why were you willing to give her up like that! Its your fault! Now she is going to die!" Lómebrilas yelled angrily.
" They said she only needed three stitches and I didn't let her go… wait are we talking about the same girl?" Legolas asked not so sure what was going on and who they were fighting over.
" I am talking about Sestina. She is in there dieing because that wench of a fiancée of mine tried to kill her in her sleep," he said calming down a little.
" I am talking about Urebriviel, she wanted information on me and Sestina got jealous and tried to kill her," Legolas said thinking for a second.
" Your wrong, oh my. I know what it is, she pulled the same trick on you that she did on me. She said that you were the only guy to make her feel like a real woman? Any ways she was trying to get me to kill Sestina for a while now so that the future king cant get married before me and so we then become the Rulers. But I said no, and she wants to be a ruler so bad," he said looking in on the woman who saved him from a life much worst then he has it.
" So Sestina didn't try to kill her?" Legolas asked feeling bad for all the things he did, like miss leading her and not following his instinct, which was he could never really love any one the way he loved her. He never had so much to lose, and now he is shaming. She taught him so much. It should be easy for a man who is strong to say he is sorry or to admit he is wrong, and he never lost anything that he missed, but he had never been in love like this. He would do anything she wanted him to, he is standing there for all the world to see, he is willing to do anything to win back the heart he threw away.
All in his life he never found what he couldn't resist, what he couldn't turn down, he could walk away from any one he ever knew, but he couldn't walk away from her. He had never let anything have that much control over him. He made himself a world that worked out for him, but now it was her world, he has never had so much to lose. He never really need to know what was going on with any one but him and the fellowship, that was all his life was. The prince of Mirk wood, and one of the fellowship members, now he forgot all about that. All he could think about was what she was doing now, he only knew one thing she was doing now, and that was breaking his heart.
Last time I saw her it was turning colder, but that was years ago, last I heard she had moved to bolder, but were she is now I don't know. There is something about this time of year, that spins my head around, takes me back makes me wonder what's she doing now…
cause what she is doing now is tearing me apart, filling up my mind and emptying my heart, I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows, and I wonder if she knows, what she's doing now?
Just for laughs I got her old number, but no one new her name, hung up the phone, sat there and wondered if she'd ever done the same. I took a walk in the evening wind, to clear my head some how. But tonight I lie here think what's she doing now?
cause what she is doing now is tearing me apart, filling up my mind and emptying my heart, I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows, and I wonder if she knows, what she's doing now?
what she is doing now is tearing me apart, filling up my mind and emptying my heart, I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows, and I wonder if she knows, what she's doing now?
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