And here is yet another songfic o.O made this at school shrugs It's coming along lolz.
Anywayz, I just LOVE this song. It's First love by Utada Hikaru.
I saw an amv with it featuring Hinata & Naruto on youtube (soooo cute). But I am stubborn as hell and I don't feel like making this a NarutoHinata fic. The tragic story of my life… Must have something to do with the fact that I was named after a cow o.o (my dad liked the name apparently x.X)
Happy reading Hope you enjoy.
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First Love
Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
- The last kiss
tasted like tobacco
A bitter and sad smell -
Sakura closed her eyes, tears welling up in her eyes but she refused to let them fall. Her hand touched her lips gently. It was as if she could still feel him.
Maybe… if she tried to imagine hard enough, she could imagine he was kissing her again. That he was right in front of her. That all she had to do was reach out… And then she would hold him in her arms again.
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou
- Tomorrow, at this time
Where will you be?
Who will you be thinking about? -
Breaking the spell she opened her eyes. Disappointment evident in her eyes as she smiled a sad smile. For a moment… she had wanted so hard to believe… She was such a fool.
She looked up at the grey sky. What was he doing right now? What was he going to do with the rest of his life? Did he still think about her?
You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
- You are always gonna be my love
Even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It's still a sad song
Until I can sing a new song -
She used to think she was in love with Sasuke. She hadn't realized what love truly was until he came along. He was in a way like Sasuke, cold and distant.
But at some point… some how… he started to open up to her. And it was then that she saw through him. She saw through his cold exterior and noticed the lost and confused little boy waiting for someone to care.
It had been that day that she had started to fall for him.
Sakura chuckled. His first reaction to her had been to push her as far away as possible. But instead of chasing him, she gave him space. Always smiling at him she had slowly managed to break down his walls. She smiled. It hadn't been easy… However he had proven to be worth the wait.
Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari
- The paused time is
about to start moving
There are many things that I don't want to forget about -
Opening a drawer she pulled out a photo, lost among the piles of junk. She grimaced. More like buried. It was of the two of them. Naruto had taken it. He had been glaring at Naruto the whole time.
She had been trying to forget all that they had shared together until she realized that she didn't want to forget. He had given her incredible memories and made her experience things which she never could have dreamed of… And she would always carry that with her. She would always cherish those memories.
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou
- Tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you -
Still it hurt. She couldn't believe that it was all in the past now. She didn't want to believe it.
If only she could just continue her life… It was what she planned to do. It was what she tried to do. Yet at the same time, she knew she would be crying over him again tomorrow and the days that would follow.
You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
- You will always be inside my heart
You will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
It's still a sad song
Until I can sing a new song -
He would always be the one for her. No one would ever be able to replace him. She knew that.
But she also knew she had to stop living in the past and had to start looking towards the future. He would always have a special place in her heart. However she could do nothing about reality. And the reality was that he wasn't with her any more.
Even if she did manage to fall in love again he would always be the one. Her one and only true love. Her soul mate.
Now she had to find her own happiness. And who knows… their paths had crossed before… they might cross again. She sighed. If they were truly destined to be, it would happen. She was sure of it.
You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever...
- You are always gonna be my love
Even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It's still a sad song
Now and forever…-
For the first time in a long while a bright smile lit up her face. They would meet again. They would be together again and if not… She would wish him all the happiness in the world. He deserved it.
Walking over to the window she held the picture clutched in her arms tightly. Holding it in front of her she took one last look at the brooding redhead who had stolen her heart.
"I realize it now. Hanging on to you just isn't an option. I'm letting you go… Goodbye Gaara, I'll never forget you. I hope everything works out in the end, for the both of us."
Her hair waving slightly in the wind a lone tear trickled down her face as she let go. The wind immediately caught the picture and it flew away. The wind was toying with it, as fate was toying with her. There was nothing she could do about it, but hope everything would work out alright in the end.
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Well that came out different than I had expected it to o.O Lolz. What do you think? Was it okay?
Cya ;)