Forever yours Chapter 4: Stay with me, a naruto fanfic

Well, here's another idea I had. I'm working on my other stories though. This just came to me while I was listening to the song this afternoon. The song is Stay with me by Danity Kane. Hope you all enjoy.

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Raindrops, fall from, everywhere
I reach out, for you, but you're not there
So I stood, waiting, in the dark
With your picture, in my hands
Story of a broken heart

Sakura hung her head. It was happening again. Despite her promise that she would never let her heart be broken like that again… That Sasuke would be the first and the last…

Tears streaked her face. His picture had been hidden in a drawer, pushing the memory to a dark corner in her mind.

But then she met him again. She saw things she didn't before. Or so she thought.

How could she have been so foolish? Why had she been so stupid to believe he was different, that he had changed?

She had left herself open…

She hit the wall with her fist. It crumbled and fell down causing dust to fly around. Crying even more she ran. Outside she kept running until she stood in the middle of a field. The rain was pouring down. The dark sky represented how she felt inside. She just stood there, not even bothering to take shelter as the rain continued to beat down on her already broken form.

Stay with me
Don't let me go
Cause I can't be without you
Just stay with me
And hold me close
Because I've built my world around you
And I don't wanna know what's it like without you
So stay with me
Just stay with me

He had been her hope. He had been able to make her forget. She truly had built her world around him. It was ironic considering when most people saw him they only considered him to be a destroyer.

Somehow she had seen past his façade and… She had fallen for him.

But now he was leaving her as well… Why did she always have to be the one left behind?

It was so hard to forget about them… So hard to forget about him… Why was she the only one having a hard time to let go? Was it so easy to leave her behind?

Was she… Was she truly nothing but a burden?

I'm trying and hoping, for the day
And my touch is enough
To take the pain away
Cause I've searched for so long
The answer is clear
We'll be okay, if we don't let it disappear

It didn't matter… Nothing mattered any more. She had realized that her infatuation with Sasuke had never been more than a crush. He had been different. She had experienced a feeling of belonging when she was by his side. He had accepted her.

She had so desperately wanted to be able to take his pain away, to cure his loneliness. She would have done anything for him. Smiling wryly she shook her head. No… She would still do anything for him. Because no matter what he did to her… She would never stop loving him.

Stay with me
Don't let me go
Cause I can't be without you
Just stay with me
And hold me close
Because I've built my world around you
And I don't wanna know what's it like without you
Stay with me
Just stay with me

Closing her eyes she concentrated on his image in her mind. He would always haunt her mind. No matter what he would do, even if he were to leave, she could never forget him.

He had become her world. Wiping away her tears furiously she paused to push her hair out her face. Her eyes stared into the darkness that was taking over her life.

Maybe she had been unlucky to be born a girl. A weak girl…. Always left behind…

She had trained so hard. And what did she have to show for it? She was still weak. And once again the person her world revolved around, the love of her life, was leaving her.

"You're annoying…" Those words… Even the wind blowing through the trees seemed to whisper those words. He had never said it but she knew it was he had been thinking. Just like Sasuke. At least Sasuke had been honest with her. Before he knocked her out cold and left her on a bench in the middle of the night.

Could she handle this again? Could she get back up after the fall again?

I've searched my heart over
So many, many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our picture hangs out of tune
Remind me of the days
You promised me

We'd always be

And would never go away
That's why I need you to stay

She let herself fall down her hands grasping the earth that had turned into mud. Letting it slide through her fingers her mind slowly went blank. She didn't want to think about it any more.

If anyone had seen her eyes they would have sworn she was dead. Her eyes reflected the hollow feeling currently spreading through her body. He had made her promise she would never leave him and now he was leaving her.

She shivered. The rain had stopped. The wind blew past her tearing at her wet clothes, stinging her skin.

After what seemed like hours she hesitantly got up. She wanted to get out of here. She wanted the pain to end. But she knew she couldn't do it. She had promised after all. She had promised that she wouldn't leave him. That was a promise she would hold herself to, even if he left her.

Her pride was the only thing she had left now. Though even that she wasn't exactly sure of. Thinking back to all the times she had groveled at her crush's feet she sighed. Maybe she didn't even have that any more. Stubbornness was more likely.

Yeah… That was it. She refused to give up because she was just too stubborn. A humorless smile flickered across her face. She really was annoying. She was now even starting to annoy herself. Or maybe she had started to do that a long time ago. She couldn't remember. What was the point in remembering anything any way?

Don't leave
So I stay waiting in the dark...

Sitting on the couch she did nothing but stare. She hadn't even bothered to turn the light on. It was all up to him now, it was his decision. There was nothing she could do but wait and hope… Hope… The word sounded so foreign nowadays. It sounded almost just as foreign as the word miracle.

And yet she couldn't give up quite yet. He might come. Squinting her eyes her mood brightened but instantly turned depressed again once she saw it was just a shadow.

She wanted to scream and just throw whatever she could find however something stopped her from doing so. Her heart almost willed her to cry again only this time nothing other than a lone tear slid down her cheek.

Not willing to sleep or close her eyes for fear of her mind playing tricks on her again she just sat on her couch waiting patiently for a man she knew would never come. Silently she hoped he would. Vowing to herself that she wouldn't leave her couch until he had come she smirked. Now her stubbornness, which had started this whole thing, would end this fiasco. She would die on this couch. And she wouldn't break her promise either. She would still be waiting for him.

Musing she wondered how long it would take and if he would be the one to find her body. Probably not. She was willing to die and at the same time she wasn't. She wanted a life with him, a future. However reality seemed to love pressing hard on the fact that that would most likely never happen.

'Gaara… Don't leave.' Her mind replayed the scene in her head like a broken record. She had pleaded with him not to leave her. He had brushed her off as if she was merely a little fly. An annoying little fly. She shrugged. Soon she wouldn't be even that any more.

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Lolz, turned out slightly darker than i thought it would. Anywayz, what do you think?

Until next time. Cya ;)