Disclaimer: I really wished i had Shessomaru but i DO NOT own any of the "Inu-Yasha" characters... damn.
Note: If you like Inu-Yasha, think he's sexy and all, Read tahitianbabe's "welcome to my life" It's so good. Personally i love Shessomaru heart a flutter
Bonk! "Wake up Wake up!" Jaken screams at you and hits you again! "Get up!" That was not the right thing to do when you were sleeping. You lash out your hand and grasp his scrawny little neck. He drops his staff and clasps his hand around yours. "Help! Help me Lord Shessomaru! HELP! "
You sit up a bit and pull his face right up to yours. "If you wish to continue serving "Lord Shessomaru" in one piece I would suggest you never do that again!" You whisper threateningly and throw him violently through the door way. Once the blanket settles over the door again, you get up and get dressed.
You get out your physics text book that you had brought with you and sit down on your bed. You look around and think It's much to dark in here to do any school work. you walk over to the lone window in the room and open the blinds that had been closed till that moment. Blinding light streams through the window and you close your eyes.
You look out on the lawn to see Jaken standing up and rubbing his head, muttering about his poor lot in life. You walk to the door and fold the sheet that was covering it, setting it on the floor. You look to see that the sun is much past noon already and measure how many hours of sun light are left in the day. "One, two, three… and a half." You count out loud. "I guess I'd better do my physics homework before the sun goes down." You say and fold the sheet that covers the door, setting it on the floor. You sit down on your bed and begin to work.
An hour passes and you hear footsteps on the board walk. Setting down your book, you walk to the door. You look over to see Rin walking slowly towards you. "Rin!" you exclaim. She looks up at you and smiles lightly. As she does so she trips.
In a split second you moved across the board walk and caught her in your arms. She blinks and looks at you, another smile grows over her face, before she breaks into a coughing fit. "You're still here!" she squeals quietly with delight. "Rin what are you doing out of bed?" you ask her as you stand up still holding her.
She coughs quietly then answers, "When I awoke, Lord Shessomaru told Jaken to bring me food. I didn't know if you had left or not, so I was going to your room to find out." You carry her down the board walk, to her room.
When you reach her door way you are rudely surprised by Jaken running out of the doorway and bumping into you. He falls to the ground and looks up at you, declaring, "I've found her, Lord Shessomaru! I've found her!" You kick him out of the way and walk into Rins room.
Shessomaru was sitting beside Rins empty bed. You kneel down and place her back in her bed. "What did you do with her? Where had you taken her?" Jaken jumps up and down behind you, demanding answers. You don't even look behind you as you smack him across the room. You tuck the covers up around Rin and kiss her forehead. "Go back to sleep now, Rin." You say, but her eyes were already closed.
You look up at Shessomaru across her bed. He was a s cold as ice, like a stone statue. Jaken runs up to Shessomaru and whispers eagerly in his ear. Shessomaru doesn't even blink as he glares at you while Jaken continues to jibber away.
He finally turns and says, "That's enough Jaken." Then he turns back to you and demands harshly, "What happened? What did you do?" You didn't know if he was normal, or if he was actually angry right now. You were afraid, but also hurt to think that he trusted you so little that he had so harshly demanded an explanation. You had never been less than true and honest with him, but… that didn't seem to matter to him.
"I was woken up by Jaken not but an hour and half ago. I had immediately started to study my physics homework. After about an hour of working on it I heard footsteps on the boardwalk. I got up to see who or what it was and I saw Rin stumbling towards me. I caught her when she fell and asked her why she was out. She said she was looking for me because I hadn't served her breakfast when she woke up today. She was worried I had left. I carried her back here, and that's all." You explained.
You could feel your eyes stinging as you tried not to let tears seep from them. You were so distraught that he didn't trust you, even though you had stayed here when you knew it would have been better for you to have gone back home.
You stand up and turn your back on Jaken and Shessomaru. "It's a good sign that she was actually able to walk, she is getting better, but she mustn't leave her bed again anytime soon." You choke then finish. "Now if you'll excuse me, I need to finish the last few questions I was assigned."
You walk out of the room trying to keep calm. You manage to make it to your room and pull the drapes before you collapse to the floor.
Reaching out you take hold of the sheet that you had to cover the door and hold it tightly to your face. You sob quietly into it, thinking, This is so… Argh! Why doesn't anyone ever trust me? What's so wrong with me that every one doubts me? No… I … I don't care anymore. I'm leaving! He can't care about me that much if… if Jakens words could poison him towards me so quickly!
You lift your head and look at the room. All you have to do is grab your stuff and go, it's all right there. You sigh and hug the folded sheet to your chest. no one will ever trust me. It's because I'm a demon. No one will ever accept that.
Tears stream down your face again and you bury you face in the blanket again. And I let this happen! I trusted someone to easily again, I let out my heart to willingly. I can't do this any more, it's just not worth it. Standing up you walk over to your bed and shove your physics text book into your bag with your clothes. You fold your bed and place the kimono you had been given on to p of the pile.
I guess I should leave an explanation or something.You rip out a piece of paper ad pull out a pen. You sniffle quietly as you write:
Dear Shessomaru
I have to leave. I feel I must be imposing and it would be best if I left now. I'm sorry to have caused such trouble I don't think I shall be returning; it's just too hard for me. I pray you to forgive me for what I must have done to wrong you. Take care of Rin please. Remember to feed her a variety of foods in her meals, and to cook most everything you feed her. Soups are a particularly good idea.
-Tabitha
You set it on your pillow and pick up your bag. You walk to the door and look back, "Oh. Well." You mutter, "It's probably better this way anyways." You walk quietly to the edge of the woods that surround the house, then turn your gaze at it for the last time. "Good bye." You say and let a tear roll off your cheek.
You dash through the woods. It only takes you a few minutes to reach the well. You spot Inu-Yasha and hid friends sleeping. He stirs as you pass and you begin to fear being found. You go even faster and don't even stop when you get to the well, but jump right in.
As you float through to the other side you start to calm down. Soon I'll be back home. Soon I can forget this. You leap out of the other side of the well and quietly steal away through the woods.
You arrive at home and are relieved to find everything how you had left it. Setting down your bag you enter the kitchen and pull a yogurt out of the fridge. The cool food is comforting. You close your eyes and slowly enjoy your yogurt.
"Mmm, it's nice to be home." You say out loud, but inside something whispers But it's nicer to be there. You shake your head and throw out the empty yogurt container. A fresh shower cools you down and you get ready for bed. "It's so nice to be clean." You sigh as you flop down on your bed. You pull the covers up around you, all snugly and warm. Within moments you are fast asleep.
Your dreams are filled with thoughts of the feudal era. You're stressing out, but you can't really help it. inside your fighting with yourself, knowing that you over reacted, especially considering his past. Your sleep is turmoil.