Disclaimer: Aw come one! Rub it in why don't ya! I don't own them oki!

Summary: Ritsuka asks a lot of questions about his life so far. Both he and Soubi reminice about how they met and what is going to happen to them now. Read and review.

Warning: Strong suggestive matter, prossible lemons. YAOI/SHOUNEN-AI! Adult on adolescent subject matter.

Recommandation: Do not read if you do not like what the warning says. I will not tolerate any flaming if you don't like what you read, you will be reported emmediatly. (If the flame is about the couple or content of which you have been warned of.)

A/N: I'm on a roll! Last chapter, then there's a very small prologue. Please enjoy and savour, if you know what I mean. (Lime and Lemon warning)

Because of you

Chapter Sixth: Fearless (Part two)

The both of them ate their slice of cake silently, Ritsuka stealing glances at Soubi and looking away blushing like a school girl whenever Soubi caught him looking. Can I really do this? He asked himself. When he was done with his cake and had drank his entire glass of milk, Ritsuka cleared his throat nervously and undid the small pony tail he had done earlier and shook his head from side to side, making sure that Soubi was looking at him. He blushed violently and barely made eye contact with him. He then leaned over to take the plate and glass from his hand, purposefully brushing his hand over the older man's wrist in the process then blushed once more before getting up and walking to the kitchen. He took a deep breath and looked behind him hastily then made quick work of the dishes.

Soubi observed Ritsuka's behaviour all through desert, the question of how did he know long gone after he noticed the many stolen glances from his companion. He saw how he was fidgetting and blushing nervously. Something is up. He thought to himself. The fact that the boy non too conspicuously rubbed at his wrist while taking his plate confirmed his suspition. Maybe to Ritsuka it was a small brush of the finger tips, but it felt more like a deep rubbing to Soubi. He almost laughed out loud at his innocent yet childish behaviour. The sacrifice was up to something and Soubi was more than glad to just and wait patiently to know what it was. He didn't miss the quick backward glance Ritsuka threw over his shoulder at him either.

Ritsuka was a nervous wreck. I can't do this! He had started sweating and narrowly missed dropping the plates because of his sweaty palms. He took several other deep breaths and washed his hands then walked over to the towel hanger and dried them good to make sure that his hands were no longer moist. He made a quick trip to the bathroom and washed his face then dried his skin completely. He looked through the cabinets and grabbed a small vial of scented liquid from there then put it in his pocket. He unzipped his jacket and took it off, leaving him in his tight-fitting sleevless shirt. He dropped the jacket on the floor and took his shirt off and let it join it's discarded companion. He looked at his reflexion in the mirror and made sure that everything was in place. I can do it. He told himself. He took one last breath and casually walked out of the bathroom.

Ritsuka went through the kitchen and blew the candles there then went in the living room and brought the other candles to put near the bedding area. He looked at Soubi's calm face and swallowed the lump in his throat. "Soubi." He started then smiled sweetly. Soubi inwardly smirked and waited for what his Ritsuka would throw at him. "Ready for desert?" The boy tilted his head to the side as his smile grew. Soubi was confused.

He searched the boy's face for any clue. Not what I expected. Ritsuka sure didn't look as nervous as he was earlier. "We just ate desert Ritsuka..." Soubi suspiciously looked at him and narrowed his eyes at the boy. He saw him reach into his pocket to retrieve a small vial of...Oil? Now what does he want? Soubi scowled. He didn't like this game he was playing. He watched as Ritsuka put the bottle on the bedside table and came to sit in his lap, one leg on each side of Soubi. He's shaking, he's nervous? What for? Soubi's eyes widen considerably as it dawned on him. "Rits - "

Soubi was cut short as Ritsuka kissed him then forcefully pushed the older man on the bed. He attacked his mouth, shyly yet determidly. He took Soubi's wrists in his hands and pinned them above his head as he felt him give in and respond to the kiss. Soubi bucked once to make them turn over but Ritsuka slammed his hips downward into Soubi's stomach, showing him that he wasn't to move. After a few moments of kissing him, Ritsuka left Soubi's mouth for some air. "I want you this time Soubi. I know you want me too, so please..." The boy looked pleadingly at him, still with a wild blush across his face.

Ritsuka was asking something big of him. This was serious. Soubi opened his mouth to protest, but then closed it. He didn't know what to say, for once, he didn't have a smart remark to make. He groaned when he felt Ritsuka grinding his hips down on his and knew he had to make a decision before they both lost themselves. He's still young...but he's mature. He knows what he wants. Soubi looked into the boy's eyes and abruptly flipped them over, he was now straddling the thrashing boy's hips. Soubi smirked inwardly and kissed Ritsuka to stop his movements then stopped to look at him in the eyes. He rested his forehead against the boy's and sighed. "Soubi...please." The boy pleaded with him, making him clench his teeth. "I'm not a kid anymore, I know what I want...And I want this. Please, take my ears tonight. It's my birthday gift for you and yours to me." He continued.

Soubi shut his eyes tighter, trying to decide if it was a bad thing or not. I'm not a pervert! But...I want the boy. Memories of him arguing with Kio came back to his mind, making him almost mad.

He felt Ritsuka's hands grab his cheeks softly and make him turn his head then felt his lips pressing against his. He almost missed the words that Ritsuka had whispered afterwards, it was so soft. "I think I love you Soubi." Soubi's eyes flew open and widen in surprise. He could still hear the small breath containing these words in the air around him and still felt the warmth of that breath on his lips. He searched the boy's face for a moment and saw that there was a wider blush as he averted his gaze elsewhere. He felt his heart soar, his mind going blank as all he could see was Ritsuka and all he could hear was those words.

He dipped his head and kissed his cheek tenderly. "Say it again." He whispered then licked his cheek all the way up to his ear and took the appendage in his mouth. Ritsuka wrapped his arms loosely around the older man's neck and moaned at the feeling.

"I love you." He panted. Ritsuka felt Soubi's hand travel to the hem of his pants and it almost made him drunk with the feeling and anticipation. He felt a shiver run up his spine as Soubi blew on his ear and moaned again. Ritsuka pulled on Soubi's shirt, telling him to take it off. Soubi gave him a peck on the lips and pulled the shirt completly over his head then came back to kiss him again. Ritsuka started fiddling with the fighter's pants and finally managed to unbutton and unzip him then get the pants passed his jeans. He never broke the kiss as he tried to push his pants farther away from his body.

Soubi grabbed his own pants and his boxers and threw them off the bed quickly then pulled on Ritsuka's pants and boxers also. He then massaged the boy's inner thigh, only lightly brushing on the side of his member to tease him. He felt some pre-cum slide down the sacrifice's length and ran his thumb on the trail then brought it to his mouth and licked it clean. He heard Ritsuka give a low moan and never took his eyes of his as he bent and licked the top of his member. Ritsuka moaned and arched his back before he held Soubi's head away from his loins then lifted up and pushed Soubi underneath him.

He nipped at the fighter's hips and felt him buck in response then took hold of the very much hardened member and started moving his hand up and down. When he felt some pre-cum slide along the side of his shaft he put his mouth over Soubi's member. He heard the low guttural moan that he had obviously tried to surpress and smirked to himself. He swivelled his tongue experimentally over the under side of Soubi's length. When he felt the older man's hips buck upwards, making him go deeper inside his mouth, Ritsuka moaned and grabbed his own member with his free hand. He pumped it in time with the thrust Soubi was making inside his mouth. He moaned as he came on his hand then heard Soubi tense and give a loud moan as he came inside the boy's mouth.

Soubi sat back on his elbows, panting and looking down at the boy who laid his head against his thigh, his nose buried in the pubic hair around his length. The sight made him gasp and he felt the dizzying waves of another need to release wash over him, as innocent as the sight was. "Ritsuka." He called over slightly, his voice laces with lust. He watched as Ritsuka's equally lust filled eyes lifted and looked at him in pure innocence. He almost felt bad for taking this from him, but it's what he wanted. He brought his hand down to take his chin and raised the boy up then licked the small trickle of cum that was on the side of his chin. He heard Ritsuka moan and saw him close his eyes.

Soubi's other hand travelled south and took hold of Ritsuka's still hard member and started pumping. Soubi's half-lidded eyes watched the boy's expression as he dipped his tongue in his open mouth and kept pumping up and down his shaft. He played around in Ritsuka's mouth with his tongue and felt him take hold of his wrist limply with his small hands. Before Ritsuka could release, Soubi slowly pushed him on the bed and without Ritsuka knowing, took the vial. He lathered some of the sweet scenting liquid over his engorged length generously and brought Ritsuka's legs over his hips.

Without braking the kiss, he pushed inside his tight entrance in one swift motion and moaned loudly. It took a lot of his strength not to cum then and there. Ritsuka's back arched and his eyes opened and took on a wild expression. His nails dug deep into the older man's shoulders as he cried out in pain. He felt ripped apart, the other's member way too big to fit inside him properly. Or so he thought. Tears gathered at the corners of his eyes as he shut them tightly and bit his lower lip, making it bleed. Soubi whispered small nothings in the boy's ear to make him calm down and licked at the trail of blood that was sliding down his chin slowly.

Soubi tried to change pain into pleasure as he kept still inside the boy's puckered entrance and licked and nipped at his neck. He kissed all the way back to his ear and bit down gently on the appendage. His other hand moving downwards to grasp his member. He squeezed to bring his focus on only that feeling and felt him relax underneath him. When he was sure that Ritsuka didn't feel much pain anymore, he started pulling out slowly and carefully. He heard him wince and saw him flinch for a moment before he raised his tear-filled eyes to his pleadingly. Soubi was glad that there was still lust in that gaze as he pumped the boy's member a little. He finally heard him moan and almost came inside him when he felt his start a rocking motion. Soubi pulled out completely and watched Ritsuka's expression for a moment.

The boy was writhing, wanting more of the white hot pleasure that Soubi had inflicted. He thrashed and raised his hips, letting out a breath of relief when he found Soubi's member and rubbed his tight entrance on the tip. He licked his lips and pressed unto him. Soubi closed his eyes and pressed on Ritsuka's hips to keep him still. He pushed the tip back inside him and pulled out then went back in and just thrust in and out to tease him. Ritsuka thrashed and arched his back, moaning and groaning. After a moment, Soubi couldn't take it anymore, he wanted to come, and he was going to do it inside him. He set his jaw and slammed inside the tight and warm passage. Ritsuka moaned with mixed pleasure and pain and met with Soubi's wild thrusts inside him.

Ritsuka pulled Soubi down to him and kissed him passionetly, pushing his tongue inside his mouth and moaned as he thrust again. Soon, the friction their bodies were creating on his hard member and the feeling of Subi inside him made him painfully cum all over their stomachs. Soubi moaned low and brought the boy's legs over his shoulders and grabbed his hips. He started thrusting deeper and harder watched as some of Ritsuka's cum travelled to his chest. The sight made Soubi moan one last time as he came inside him.

The both lay on the bed, Ritsuka on Soubi's chest as they were panting hard. They both started drifting, feeling tired of their activities. After a moment, a tired Soubi brought his hand up and tweaked the small ears on top of the boy's head, making said boy crack one eye open. "I'll miss them." He said simply. Then felt Ritsuka shrug slightly.

"I sure won't." He answer groggily then drifted off to sleep finally.

Soubi kissed the top of the boy's head before falling asleep also. "I love you, Ritsuka." He felt him snuggle closer in sleep and soon fell completely asleep.

-Yuya-Sama