"So how did you feel about the rest of the night?" He asks me after a minute of silence.
His mood can change in an instant and it's so hard to keep up with him at times as I think back to last night. Letting our talk just then slip back into my mind for now.
"What? The makeup sex? That was extremely pleasurable." I say smiling to try and lighten the mood to the dark conversation we just had.
My inner angel is focused on how he said he could never fall in love. Meanwhile, my inner devil is awake and eager to join the conversation, now that it's on her favourite subject.
"What about me restraining you?"
"Well, that was enjoyable too," I say as his eyes come alive with fire. He reaches out and takes hold of my hand.
"Come, I want to show you something."
I get up with him and we begin to walk towards the stairs. I'm so nervous as we make our way up. What does he want to show me? I still have yet to see his whole apartment. As we ascend the stairs I see the door he locked the first night we spent together. I look at him and he seems really nervous. My eyes move back to the door and stay locked on it. He is going to show me what's in that room. I'm sure I was not meant to see it that night. We are finally upon it, but he carries on walking leading me past the door.
I try to not look confused as I see a set of double doors at the end of the room with a few other doors either side of us. I risk a glance at the room. Why is it locked, and what does he keep in there? I don't get more time with my thoughts as we stop in front of the large double doors.
"Ana, I have a need to be in control at all times. I hope what I'm about to show you does not change your opinion of me." He says this to me, but I'm more focused on the fear in his eyes.
"You told me about your magic. I don't think anything else can surprise me." His hands reach over and take hold of both the door handles.
"I pray that you hold onto that thought." He says softly and opens the door. I step past him into the room and stop dead in my tracks.
My mind tries to process all the information my eyes receive. The room has a cold and dark feel to it. I feel like I have stepped into a medieval dungeon. The walls are large and heavy, with the kind of stone blocks you would see in British castles and the floor is varnished hardwood. What attracts my gaze are the many devices strapped to the walls. I walk over to a shelf next to a black table and pull off a cane.
My fingers clasp around the cane as I stare at it. My inner devil is in wonder, my inner angel in horror at what I'm seeing. I step past the shelf, keeping the cane in my hand as if it could comfort and protect me. My eyes are scanning over what I can only describe as torture equipment. A long leather covered table with hoops around it, a large cross against the wall with more hoops on each end, and a large bed in the centre of the room with a massive four poster frame with hoops on each of the posts, but not as big as the one in Christian's bedroom.
I can feel his presence behind me closely. I look to my guides. My inner devil is looking at each of the toys nodding her head with happiness. She sees them as toys, my mind screams at her, but she doesn't care. My inner angel has fainted.
"Ana, please talk to me, say something?" I realize I have not spoken since he opened those doors and my whole life changed. It seems like so long ago now, when it's barely been thirty seconds. My mind snaps at me to talk, ask a damn question, anything!
"You enjoy this?" I say tentatively.
"Ana, I have a need to control things. I find it best done this way." He tells me.
"Control things? What way is this Christian?" I can feel my voice breaking with fear. I want this man and he shows me this. What the hell do I do with that? My inner devil offers me ideas of what to do with the flogger I'm staring at. I didn't mean that my mind barks at her.
"You would become my submissive." He replies simply.
"So you get to use all this stuff on me?" I ask the fear making my voice higher.
"Yes." I roll my eyes at his answer.
"Why?" I snap at him.
"Me being in control keeps you safe." He just threw a riddle right at me.
"What, so if you're not in control you will hurt me?" I gasp out.
"No, but you may end up getting hurt anyway. There are safe words." I can hear him fighting something as he speaks. I may end up getting hurt I conclude, as my eyes look at some of the objects in the room.
"Did you do this with your other twenty-five?" The words come out fast.
"With twenty of them, yes." He answers.
"What about the others?" There is a pause and then he answers me:
"We were together before I knew of this lifestyle." I almost crumble to the floor.
My Christian is messed up. I feel my world spinning, I can't be a part of this life. I like animals, flowers, chocolates and romance. He wants to give me whips, chains, blindfolds, and floggers... At this, my mind remembers the pleasure of the flogger from last night.
He must sense my uncertainty and he steps closer to me. His tone is soft and gentle.
"Ana, have you not enjoyed what we have done so far?" I look up into his eyes.
"Yes." I breathe, and he takes my hand.
"You enjoyed being tied up, the blindfold and the flogger?" I seem to be succumbing to those sweet words as the images of those times pour into my mind, submerging my thoughts and doubts.
"Yes." I moan out weakly.
"Well, I can give you all of that and so much more, if you just say yes. " His voice is almost hypnotic as I feel myself giving in to my inner devil's thoughts as she is still nodding at me. My inner angel can't save me now. One word slips from my lips.
(So he does have his own dungeon and it's a lot more medieval than the original 50 shades. Now what will be our Ana's response? He has already slowly opened her eyes to BDSM but will she say yes?
What about the amount of woman Christian has been with? Did that come as a shock? Also there is still the case of that other locked room.
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